Whenever I look in the mirror, I cry.
I take just one look, and I cry.
I fall on the floor, and burst into tears. Those are the times when I just can't control my emotions anymore.
I wish I was prettier.
I wish I was skinnier.
I wish I was flexible.
I wish I was brave.
I wish I could change.
Those are the thoughts that go through my head.
I can't believe how much I've changed in just two years. Yes, it's been kind of a while but I changed...a lot. In a bad way, for my benefit I guess.
My bullies say I'm fat, ugly, and annoying. But, I know that they're only saying that because they're my bullies and they're mean. Super mean.
My friends say I'm pretty, and skinny and that I'm not annoying. But, I know that they're only saying that because they're my friends.
My parents say I'm pretty, and skinny and that I'm not annoying. But, I know that they're only saying that because they're my parents.
I say that I'm ugly, and fat, and that I'm annoying. But, I know that I'm only saying that because it's the truth.
I wish it wasn't, but it is.
I wish I wasn't so... me.