ELLEIGH'S POV
Me, Soph and Josh's parents all went back to Josh's place and all i did was go up to his room lay on his bed and cry. Thats all i wanted to do. The room felt so empty without Josh, it just didn't seem right at all, it wasn't the same.
I looked around the room to see what was left and there was only some of his old clothes and other boxes of stuff.
I rumaged through one of the boxes to find lots and lots of photos of me and him. I cried at the thought of all of the memories but then at the same time wondered why he didnt take them with him. If he said he was going to miss me so much then im ure he would take them? or has he took photos from another album or? i dont know im just confusing myself with all of these questions. I shrugged them off because i didnt think it was important anyway so i just went on my phone and lay back down on the bed scrolling through my news feed on Twitter.
*knock knock*
"hello?"
"its me Sophie, can i come in?"
"yeah sure"
"how are you?" she asked
"not bad, you?"
"ok... i guess. i dont know anymore"
"shall we go for a walk to calm us down?"
"yeah why not"
*3 MONTHS LATER* -sorry ive skipped so much but yanno-
It was 3 months our boys have been on tour and we are all so proud of them, we have kind of got used to the fact we wont be able to see them but that doesnt mean we dont miss them, we miss them like crazy. I just wish they would come back to us and be like normal agian. The first month they were gone was really hard for me. i had mixed emotions, sometimes i didnt want to talk to anyone. I cried a lot. i ended up skipping school most days and my levels had dramatically dropped so ive been going more to try and get them back up, but i just can't concerntrate. Because most lessons Josh is in them and i think back to when we first met and our best memories, but yes we had a few ups and downs, yanno no relationship is perfect but it is how i wanted it to be apart from him going away for so long. I mean what if he has lost feelings for me? What am i going to do then?
JOSH'S POV
The taxi pulled up in front of my apartment and I sighed in relief. You never really know how much you miss home until you get back.
“That’ll be twenty pounds.” The taxi man said twisting around to look at me in the back seat.
“Here’s thirty. Change is all yours.” I smiled passing the man some money.
“You have a good day.” He smiled back at me.
“Don’t you worry, I will.”
I climbed out of the taxi and went around the back to get my bags from the boot. I heaved my duffle back out and dropped it on the ground and then lifted out my smaller hand held luggage and slammed the boot shut tapping the car twice to let the driver know he could leave.
Picking up my bags I took in a deep breath and quickly walked up the path to the apartment buildings. I wasn’t sure where my keys were exactly so I half knocked on the door with my body hoping Elleigh was home.
I could hear footsteps on the other side and my heart raced faster with every step. I hadn’t seen Elleigh in over 3 months and she wasn’t expecting me home until 6 months. I felt my breathing pick up and my hands we’re getting so sweaty I was losing grip on my bags.
I heard the lock drop from the door and slowly it creaked open.
Wearing a light blue wrap dress, hair falling softly past her shoulders, eyes wide, stood the most beautiful woman I had ever seen.
Before she could register what was happening I dropped my bags and swooped in, wrapping my arms around her and picking her off the ground. I breathed in her scent and buried my face in her hair. She smelt like raspberries and mint. I pulled her tightly against me and she wrapped her arms around my neck weaving her fingers into my hair.
“Josh!.” Elleigh breathed into my ear.
I placed her back on the ground and took her face into my hands.
“I have missed you so much.” I told her. “God did I miss you.”
Her skin was softer than I remember and I traced her cheek bones with my thumb. Her fingers were still in my hair and she gently tugged my head towards her. My head felt light as her lips placed onto mine and she inhaled slowly stealing my breath.
Her lips broke from mine and my eyes furiously flashed open but as I watched her smile grow and then quickly bite her lip to hide how happy she was I couldn’t help but smile too.
“I wasn’t expecting you until 6 months.” She chirped.
“I thought I would surprise you instead. Hope that’s ok.” I chuckled softly.
“Better than ok.” Elleigh grinned. “It’s preferred.”
She pushed herself up onto her toes and kissed me on the cheek before gliding out the door to pick up my bags. I could still feel the warmth of her lips afterwards. She shuffled in slowly having trouble with my large duffle bag and kicked the door shut only to dump my bags inside the door way.
“What was the point in that?” I teased and Elleigh stuck out her tongue.
“That was for privacy.” Elleigh smiled and raised her eyebrows. “I missed you and now I want you all to myself!”
I walked closer to her and slowly backed her up against the wall in the entry way. Hungrily I kissed her again and she gasped into my mouth. Her arms reached up around my neck and her nails gently dug into my shoulder sending shivers down my spine. I moaned into her mouth and she did it again. I kissed down her neck and my hands slowly trailed down her waist and hips reaching around and firmly grasping her thighs.
“Jump.” I breathed and she instinctively pushed off the ground.
I pulled her into me raising her hips and she wove her legs around my waist. I slowly pulled her off the wall and walked towards the lounge room trying not to trip over my bags. Gently she bit into my lip. I quickly navigated around the coffee table but walked too quickly towards the lounge kicking my toe on the wooden base.
“Fuck!” I groaned into the kiss as she giggled.
I placed her on the lounge tearing my lips from hers.
“I don’t want to have sex.” I whispered into her ear.
“What!” She exclaimed trying to push herself away from me and I chuckled.
“Not right now.” I corrected myself. “Of course I want to have sex but not right now. I haven’t seen you in months. I want to sit on the lounge and hold your hand. I want to play with your fingers and hear your voice. I want you to tell me what you’ve been up to. And none of the five minute update stories like when I was on tour. I want you to tell me everything like I wasn’t even gone. I want to see your eyes light up when you tell me about all the books you read and I want to hear that cute groan you do when you tell me about how work has been. I want to know what your friends been up to and your little sister.” I smiled at her. “I want to shut the world away just for a short while and be consumed with you because even one day without you is far too long.”
Her face was blank but her eyes sparkled. Slowly a smile appeared on her face and she quickly started biting on her finger nails to hide it.
“And most importantly.” I added pulling her hand away from her face. “I want to see your beautiful pale pink lips in a permanent smile. That smile, is what keeps me going when I’m gone.” Her shy hidden smile quickly turned into a full grin and she gave me a simple peck on the lips before letting her legs drop from her waist and tucking them under her.
I sat on the lounge beside her and placed one arm around her shoulders. Her body pressed into mine and she traced the lines and creases of my rough hands with her pale fingers.
“Okay.” She smiled as she began.
ELLEIGH'S POV
I told Josh everything that happened and Josh told me everything aswell, but i still don't know why he is 3 months early?
"umm Josh?"
"yeah?"
"you are 3 months early, why is that?"
"because i wanted to surprise you, l-like i said"
"Josh i know i trust you but for this occasion, that excuse is bullshit,now tell me the truth"
*HOUSE PHONE RINGS*
"ill get it" i said
"no its okay ill get it" Josh said slightly worried
"Josh, why wont you lket me nswer the phone, ive always answered it, why are you so eagre to answer the phone? are you hiding something from me?"
"no"
Before i could reply i quickly grabbed the phone.
"hello?"
"Hello, is Josh Franceshi there?"
"No not at the moment, who is speaking?"
ooo cliffhanger. Really sorry about not updating, im going to leave you to it do think who is on the other side of the phone xD