Remember that girl friend?
She has taken up most of my time and I don't know if I will be able to update for a while.
I'm sorry.
But I can't ignore her. And I not. Theres no way Ill do that in a million years. She's special.
Have you ever had something that was really super special to you, an you mess it up and you feel like you life is ruined?
Like you just want to lay in your bed in the dark forever?
You just want to go to sleep and never wake up?
I messed it up. She is going to be so mad at me. But I love her, and she told me not to ever hurt myself because she loves me too much. So I won't hurt myself, I promised her. But I can't say that I've never though about it.
But the pain hurts worst on the inside than on the outside.
My heart is hurting like 24/7
I just don't feel like doing anything.
🎧 Except listen to music.
I don't think the vid works....oh well.