[this chapter is not full “M” but I still put the warning since some people may not want to read the scene]
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"Oh-- fuck, Taehyung!" Jungkook moaned out as Taehyung grinded his clothed body against Jungkook's smaller one, feeling the tent in Taehyung's trousers rub against his inner thigh. Taehyung groans lowly, pressing open mouthed kisses at Jungkook's neck, looking for more friction. The cherry haired boy tugs at Taehyung's hair, but Taehyung doesn't move. He continues biting and sucking at Jungkook's neck, creating many differently sized hickeys on the smaller boy, who was a writing mess underneath him. Jungkook tugs Taehyung's dark locks harder, pulling the hidden boy upwards before he leans in, pressing his lips against Taehyung's, melting into the larger boy.
So how did they get there?
Well, it had all started when Jungkook pulled Taehyung to the side, just to talk to him. The cherry haired boy hadn't intended to be pushed into the nearest empty room, and to be on the verge of sleeping with Taehyung. But that's exactly how the situation had turned out. And currently, all Jungkook wanted from Taehyung was his fingers, his long fingers dragging in and out Jungkook at such a pace that the smaller boy sees the stars reaching heaven. To say that Jungkook was horny was an understatement.
Need more details?
This is exactly how it had happened.
Lucas places his hand on Jungkook's, laughing a little. Jungkook sees this and feels uncomfortable. Lucas touching him just felt so wrong. In fact, he didn't even want to sit next to Lucas. He so badly wanted to be by Taehyung's side, and he wanted Taehyung to hold his hand, and most importantly, he wanted Taehyung to be laughing with his friends. Not to be distant, not to be in his own (probably lonely from what I looked like) world, and it pained Jungkook to know that Jungkook's words were the cause of Taehyung's pain.
Taehyung watches as Lucas places his hand on Jungkook's, but Jungkook doesn't pull away. And that makes Taehyung's anger prod at his mind, but he knows he can't do anything. He didn't have the right to do, or say anything. But in his heart, he couldn't help but feel that, Lucas shouldn't be the one making Jungkook smile, it should be Taehyung. Taehyung should he be the only one to touch Jungkook, to make Jungkook throw his head back in laughter. Taehyung sighs quietly, the conversation that Namjoon was having becoming a dull sound in his mind.
He stands up to leave, and Jimin notices this, a frown on his face, "excuse me mister, but where are you going?" Taehyung shrugs, he just couldn't handle being anywhere near Jungkook, there was no point trying to act like he was okay, when he was failing miserably. So it was best to just leave. And just dwell on his own, rather than fake smiles and act interested in what Namjoon was reading for the fifth time in his morning. Yes, as incredible as it was, Taehyung did not want to hear about Namjoon's great IQ and book smarts.
"I'm going to my room, I never got much sleep last night so I'm just going to rest," Taehyung says, tugging at the arms of his sweater, Jungkook looks up at Taehyung with starry, hooded eyes and Taehyung doesn't fail to notice it. Jungkook was so pretty. Taehyung just wants to beg on his knees and ask for forgiveness from his bunny, but he knows that Jungkook deserved someone that knows how to treat Jungkook better, how to never heart or break his heart. And Taehyung knew that he didn't know the first thing about love since he was always neglected, and never knew how to give love or receive it.
Taehyung feels time stop as Jungkook blinks slowly, removing his hand from Lucas', as Lucas continues to talk. But Jungkook isn't listening, he's looking up at the boy that he loves so dearly with so much passion he knows that Taehyung can't see it. That it's clouding his whole mind, so much, that Taehyung doesn't notice it radiating from him. And he doesn't know why, but all that he wanted was to be in Taehyung's warm and safe arms once more. However, there was always a but.
You could always learn how to love, with time, Taehyung thinks as he freezes when he sees that Jungkook moves away from Lucas. No, he's being silly. He doesn't deserve love. And that's why he hasn't been given it for his whole life, and that's why he won't get it for the remainder of his life. No, he didn't deserve it. But Jungkook did, oh how he wanted to watch Jungkook smile...even if he wasn't going to be the one to make the little bunbun smile, he'd be satisfied enough to see Jungkook be loved happily by someone else.
Was Taehyung going to give up on Jungkook that easily?
Jungkook almost stands up, and runs over to Taehyung, wanting to hug him, kiss him, and just make the older boy feel loved. Memories that he kept hidden away from when he was a child began to flood his mind and then he remembered a small little promise he made to himself, he was never going to give up on Taehyung. And maybe...just maybe, this was good. Maybe this was making Taehyung realise his feelings...or at least acknowledge them. Maybe the two needed this bump in the road to have a smooth future?
Jungkook casts his eyes away, he wasn't going to give up on Taehyung. And that was final. He was going to make Taehyung's heart his, and Taehyung was a risk he was willing to take. I'm not going to give up on you Tae, Jungkook thinks, immediately beginning to interest himself in the conversation that Lucas was having with Wendy.
Jimin looks up to Taehyung, "don't leave, we're all going to set up and help Lucas get the main hall for our party tomorrow. And don't think you can get out of helping, now com on, stay."
Taehyung takes one last glance at Jungkook, before nodding reluctantly and taking a seat, next to Jimin.
Soon, all nine are in the main hall. Lucas steps forward with a clap, "so let's get started. We just need some people to move the tables to the back, set up the stage where the DJ is going to be, hang the decorations on the walls, blow the balloons, place the dancing area, move some tables to the back for people to sit and then put up the posters. And that's all. We'll be able to do it guys!"
Everyone stared at Lucas with wide eyes and he chuckles nervously, "don't worry guys. Let's just all focus on one job at a time, let's split up."
Everyone goes to their own place according to Lucas and begins setting up. But instead of helping, Jungkook looks back at Taehyung, who's staring at the ground, hands stuffed in his pocket. With one deep breath, Jungkook hesitantly steps towards Taehyung.
"Taehyung...can we talk?" Jungkook asks timidly.
Taehyung looks up with shock, words couldn't comprehend how Taehyung was feeling. Like he was upset the whole day, for every minute since he woke up but four words from Jungkook, and his mood was already lifted, like he wasn't going through a existential crisis. He nods immediately, and Jungkook smiles softly, grateful.
The two walk beside each other, Taehyung just trying to follow Jungkook, his long and bony fingers shaking harshly, so he just balls them into fists, walking softly. Meanwhile, Jungkook's heart was beating against his chest, like the flap of a crows wing against the wind. Jungkook lets out a deep breath, until finally, they're in the empty hallway of the building, far away enough to make sure that none of their friends disturbed them, but still close enough to make quick escapes.
Jungkook stands in front of Taehyung, looking up at the taller boy, seeing that Taehyung's eyes were dark and sunken in, his lips were in a thin line and he looks more sickly than usual, which was weird considering Taehyung had honey glazed skin. Taehyung really needed some rest.
Playing with his fingers, Jungkook looks up at Taehyung with a soft smile, "hey," he begins. Taehyung forces a smile in return, but the cherry haired boy can see right through the smile. "I...just wanted to talk...you know since yesterday..we were both upset..and we shouldn't be really making choices when we're drugged on feelings that clouded our judgement."
"You...want to talk?" Taehyung says finally, looking at Jungkook through his long lashes, shoulders slumped. Jungkook nods, fiddling with his fingers, "I...you know that I have feelings for you right?" Jungkook starts off, and Taehyung nods sheepishly, his black bangs falling into his eyes, covering his balls of emotions.
Taehyung nods, "I'm sorry that I couldn't realize before hand." Jungkook's eyes widen, and he takes Taehyung's hands in his own, "it's not your fault Taehyung. You must remember that we're just as bad as each other," Jungkook lets out a soft sarcastic chuckle, "we both want something from each other but we're not making the effort to look. So where does it leave us? Depressed and happy at the same time. So...I just want to say to you, that even though we're distancing from each other...that I'm not going to forget you or give up on you, because at the end of the day...I love you Kim Taehyung."
Hearing those words a second time makes Taehyung's eyes widen and time stop. Everything fading away into darkness, the low lit flame burning up it flames emitting a soft glow around himself, and he can slowly feel himself slipping into Jungkook's mind, body and soul – and in that moment, Taehyung sees what he wants, but how far would he go to get what he wanted?
"I..." Taehyung begins, but Jungkook immediately interjects, stopping the taller make from speaking, "you don't have to say it back. I know how difficult it is for you to process emotions, so I'll wait for you. But...please don't make me wait too long...because I want you but I don't know how long I'll be able to smile without you."
Jungkook's voice turns soft, the two are now standing chest to chest, arm to arm, face to face, not even an inch of space between them. What was this? A declaration of love? Or just Jungkook trying to reassure Taehyung? Either way, Taehyung was trapped in the burning destruction that he called love that his small, little bunny was handing to him on a silver platter.
Did he deserve Jungkook's love? No.
But was he going to kiss Jungkook? Yes.
And in that moment, Taehyung's hand slithers around Jungkook's neck, pressing slightly with his thumb before bringing Jungkook's sharp jaw upwards. Jungkook's eyes widen when he realises that Taehyung's making an advance towards him. But he doesn't do anything to stop it. Maybe...Jungkook wanted this more than he let on. And maybe it was okay. And so, Jungkook relaxed into Taehyung's arm as Taehyung pressed his lips against Jungkook's.
But soon, the soft and gentle kiss falls out of control, and suddenly it's more rough. More aroused. More passionate. And the two boys are fighting for dominance with each other. Jungkook grasps onto Taehyung's upper arms, his mouth opening as Taehyung's tongue is pushed into his own cavern. Taehyung groans when Jungkook's legs find their way around his waist, and he's not longer holding Jungkook's jaw, but one hand is cupping Jungkook's thighs, and the other around Jungkook's defined back to support the smaller boy.
The cherry haired boy is pressed to the nearest wall, Jungkook moans out when he feels his back hit the cold wall, the feeling of pain and pleasure mixed together like a beautiful concoction. Taehyung's lips are pressed against Jungkook's collarbone, his teeth grazing Jungkook's skin roughly, which makes shivers scratch their way down Jungkook's back.
"Taehyung~" Jungkook whispers, Taehyung only hums in response, busy making many different purple and blue marks on Jungkook's neck. "We can't do this here...someone will see," Jungkook let's out as he gasps, Taehyung's tongue leaving a trail of wetness down Jungkook's ear to the hollow of his neck. "You're right," Taehyung says, his voice full of arousal and more.
And so he carries Jungkook to the nearest empty room, locking the door behind him, and sitting Jungkook down on the table, situating himself in between Jungkook's legs, looking at the smaller boy with such a fire in his eyes that sweat rolls down his back. Jungkook gulps, smirking a little bit to cover up his apprehension.
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To be continued!!!
Okay, ik that I shouldn't really put a warning but since there was a “little” bit of mature scenes I put the warning.
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