Y/n = your name
July 30th 2020
Lately, everything's been really good between Iann and I. I mean we still have some little fights here and there but which couple never fight ?
I checked my look one more time in the mirror and then walked in Iann and I's shared dressing to look for a purse.
Iann|Y/n ?
Y/n|In the dressing !
I heard footsteps in the
stairs and chains jingling.
I walked back in the room
and saw Iann at the door.
Y/n|Hey babe what's
up ?
I said while flashing a
quick smile.
Iann|Um where are
you going ?
Y/n|Babe, I told you
I'm going out with
Harlow and Aubrey.
Iann|Oh yeah right.
But why are you all
dressed up like that ?
Y/n|W- that's just
a black dress it's
simple as fuck.
Iann|You never
wear dresses.
Y/n|Maybe because
I never go out ?
Iann|Exactly you never
go out so why are you
going out tonight and
dressed up like that ?
Y/n|Iann Harlow
just dropped outta college
to come live in La, it's something
you can't let happen without
celebrating.
Iann|Y/n I've known
you for more than a year
now and I've never seen
you go to the club unless
I was here.
Y/n|Well we'll say it's
a first time.
I said while walking to
the door, where he was
standing.
Y/n|Can you move
please ? I have to
leave.
Iann|No. You're not
going.
Y/n|Um excuse me sir
I do what I want.
Iann|There's no way
I'm letting you go to
the club.
Y/n|What is wrong
with you Iann ?!
He's really getting on
my nerves.
Iann|What is wrong
with me ? I should be
the one asking you !
You have a whole
boyfriend Y/n ! You
expect me to let you
go get drunk with your
friends so n****s can
look at you and dance
with you ? Hell nah this
will never happen as long
as you're mine !
Y/n|You can't tell
me what to do !
Iann|Yes I can ! And
that's exactly what
I'm doing !
Y/n|So you don't
trust me ?!
Iann|I trust you
when you're sober.
Y/n|Who told you I
was gonna get drunk ?
Iann|I -
Y/n|Yeah that's what
I thought. Now move
and let me go !
Iann|No you're not
going !
Y/n|Iann I swear
to god if you don't
move -
Iann|What ? What
are you gonna do ?
Y/n|Stop acting like
a dick, move !
He glared at me and
backed away.
I walked past him but
he pulled me by my
wrist.
Y/n|What again ?!
Iann|If you leave the
house, we're over.
Wow I think I just heard
my heart break. I can't
show him it hurted me.
Y/n|So this is what
we are on now ?
Iann|Apparently since
you wanna disrespect
me.
Y/n|How going out
with my FRIENDS
can disrespect you ?
Iann|When you're in
a relationship you don't
spend the night in the
club and especially not
dressed like that ! Everyone's
gonna look at you and who
knows what you can do when
you're drunk ? God you've never
even been drunk in your life !
That's what is disrespectful !
Y/n|Have you lost
your mind ? I can
control myself ! Just
because I'm going to
the club doesn't mean
I'm gonna get fucked
up ! I actually can't
believe we're fighting
because you can't trust
me !
Iann|I'm serious about
this. As much as I love
you I promised myself
I would never let a girl
disrespect me ever again.
So if you leave, we're done.
Y/n|So you're breaking
up with me because I'm
going out ? Fine then, a
relationship is not a jail,
never in my life will I let
my boyfriend control my life.
I'm going anyways.
Iann|I'll repeat it one
last time, if you pass
the front door, we're
over.
Y/n|Goodbye then because
I'm definitely passing this
damn door !
I turned around and walked
down the stairs. I heard him
following me.
I stopped at the front door
and turned to face him.
He was standing on the
last step of the stairs.
Y/n|You're sure of
what you're doing ?
Iann|Yes.
Y/n|Goodbye then
Iann, I hope you'll
regret this your whole
life.
I opened the door and
stepped outside, fighting
as hard as I could to contain
my tears.
Iann|You're the one
who's gonna regret
losing me ! Have fun
with the other bastards !
And don't you dare come
back here when one of
them will break your
heart !
I ignored him and slammed
the door. This is a
nightmare, this can't be
happening.
I sped walked to my car
and still fought to not cry.
Why ? Just why ?
I got in and drove away
as fast as possible. I
slowed down once I
was out the street.
My grip on the wheel
was tight due to my
anger, my sadness and
also me trying not to
break down.
A single tear rolled
down my cheek, I wiped
it as soon as I felt it.
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I parked in front of the
hotel where the girls are
staying at and got out of
my car.
I entered the building and
got in the elevator. I searched
for room 34, the room in which
Harlow and Aubrey are staying.
I found it not longer after.
I whispered at myself,
trying to put myself together.
Y/n|Ok Y/n you can
do it. Keep a natural
smile and they won't
notice you're not okay.
I took a deep breath in
and knocked on the door.
Shortly after, Harlow opened
the door.
I automatically smiled,
I can't even count how many
times I had to put a fake smile
on.
Y/n|Hi ex college
student !
Harlow|My girl !
She pulled me in a tight
hug. That's really all I
needed at the moment.
Harlow|Don't be shy
come in !
I chuckled at her words and
stepped inside. I spotted Aubrey
on the bed and went to hug her.
Aubrey|Oh my god I
feel like I haven't seen
you in a decade !
Y/n|*laugh* You're
too much.
Harlow|So, how have
you been ?
Hurting as a bitch.
Y/n|Good. What about
yall ?
Aubrey|Great.
Harlow|So happy !
Bitches I dropped outta
college !
Aubrey and I laughed at
Harlow's happiness.
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After a few minutes of hearing
Harlow explaining how and
why she decided to drop out
of college to come live here in
La, none of the girls had noticed
I wasn't feeling good, until Harlow
asked me this question.
Harlow|But anyways,
how is it going with
Iann ?
My eyes got watery by just
hearing his name.
I once again tried to contain
my tears but this time I couldn't,
it was too much. I hid my face
in my hands.
So I broke down but like
really broke down. As tears
fell out of my eyes, I felt the
girls sit on both sides of me.
They started rubbing my back.
Harlow|Oh my god Y/n
I'm so sorry ! What
happened ?
Y/n|I- Iann -
Aubrey|It's ok Y/n,
calm down and then
you'll explain.
My crying was
so hard it made me struggle
to breath.
I cried for a few more minutes
until I finally calmed down.
I wiped the few tears that
were still on my cheeks
and tried to talk.
Harlow|Wow you really
needed to let it all out.
Y/n|Y- yeah.
Aubrey|You can tell
us what happened if
you want, we're here
for you.
Y/n|*nod*
Thank you.
Aubrey|Sure.
I took a breath in and shakily
released the air.
Y/n|Before I came
here, I - Iann and I we
b- we broke up.
I started crying again, but
this time I was more calm.
Harlow|I'm so sorry
Y/n.
Aubrey|Why ? What
happened ? You guys
were so happy together.
Y/n|He said I was
disrespecting him
by going to the club
dressed up like that.
Aubrey|What the hell ?
Harlow|Sis, your dress
is not showing anything
at all.
Y/n|I know that's
what I told him.
Aubrey|And what
did he say ?
Y/n|He said I'm not
supposed to go to the
club as I'm in a relationship.
Aubrey|Fuck him
if he thinks you're
his little object because
you're not.
Harlow|Exactly.
Y/n|I know. He said
if I left the house we
were over and
it hurt me a lot, but I
did it, I left.
Harlow|You made the
right decision Y/n, trust
me.
Y/n|*nod* *sigh*
I thought he was
the one, I really did.
Aubrey|It's ok Y/n.
Harlow|We can stay
here tonight if you
don't feel like going
out.
Y/n|No, staying here
would let him win. I
refused to stay home
so I could hang out with you.
It caused me to break
up with the guy I thought
was the one I would spend
the rest of my life with so
I at least wanna have fun
and try to forget the pain
for at least one night.
Aubrey|If you say
so.
Harlow|Come on
girls, let's go party !
I laughed and wiped
my tears.
I quickly fixed my makeup
and then we left, heading
to the club.
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!¡ Iann POV !¡
As soon as I saw the
door closed, I threw
the cup I was holding
to the floor.
Iann|Fuck !
I saw my dog Ozzy running
towards me. I looked at him
as a tear slowly rolled down
my left cheek.
Iann|Mommy's gone
Ozzy, she's gone.
I said with my voice slightly
cracking in the middle of
my sentence.
I sniffled and wiped it,
walking up the stairs once
again.
I entered my once shared
bedroom with Y/n and
stood in front of the windows.
I stared outside. Was all of
this really necessary ? Yes
of course it was, you can't
let her disrespect you Iann,
even if you love her. Oh but
god what if I just lost the love
of my life ?
Another tear fell, and another
one, and another one. I tried
to wipe them but ended up
giving up.
Everything is ruined.
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Author's note :
All I have to say is please don't hate me ? 🥺
Hope you're doing amazing 💜
Also I think I forgot to thank yall for 3k reads so thank you so much for 3k reads !!! <3
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