Magdadalawang oras na ang nakakalipas hindi pa rin ako makatulog.
Sino ba namang makakatulog kung may halimaw kang katabi?
Dahan dahan kong tinanggal ang kamay niya na nakayakap sa'kin at dahan dahan ring tumayo.
Buti nalang mahimbing tulog niya
Muntikan pang mag ingay ng pinto nung sinara ko pero mukhang hindi naman siya nagising.
Kaagad akong pumunta sa kwarto ni Lia at tinabihan siya.Ngayon ko naramdaman ang antok,dahil siguro hindi ko na katabi yung lalaking yon!
"What the fvck?!" Napatayo kaagad ako pagkagising ko nang makita si Ian na hinahaplos ang pisngi ko. Tumingin ako paligid at napansing nasa kwarto ako ni Ian
"Can you explain kung bakit lumipat ka ng kwarto?" Sumandal siya sa headrest at pinagkrus ang kamay niya
"Because I can't sleep with you" I said frankly
"Kailangan masanay kana Mrs.Villafuente" Sabi niya habang naglalakad papunta sa'kin
Umatras ako hanggang sa maramdaman kona ang pader sa likod ko.Huminto siya sa harapan ko at tinukod ang isang kamay niya sa pader
"W-what?"
Damn it! I'm stuttering!
He leaned his face closer to me and stopped just inches away from my face.His eyes travelled from my eyes down to my lips.I immediately covered my lips
This bastard!
"Umagang umaga sinisira mo na agad araw ko!" Inis na sabi ko tsaka siya tinulak
"Get dress" he said
"Why?" I raised my brow
"I have a meeting and I can't leave you here"
Wow! Can't leave me here? That's new
"I'm not a kid tsaka may pupuntahan din ako kasama si Lia. Hindi ako nagpapaalam,pinapaalam ko lang" paglilinaw ko
"Saan ka pupunta?" Nagsalubong ang kilay niya
"Bakit ko naman sasabihin sayo?"
"Because I'm your husband" He said confidently
Ang kapal ng mukha!
"How can you say that you're my husband when you didn't act like a husband?" I asked sarcastically.
Sabay kaming napatingin sa pinto nang may kumatok
"Kuya are you still sleeping?!" It's Alexi's voice shouting outside the room
Naglakad si Ian papunta sa pinto at binuksan 'yon
"Did I disturb you somehow?" Alexi asked in a teasing tone
"What do you want?" Ian asked irritatedly.
"Chill down kuya gosh! Magpapaalam lang ako kung pwede kong ipasyal si Lia sa mall" Sabi niya at humarap sa'kin " Ate pwede ba?"
"Yeah sure. Kung hindi siya iiyak" sagot ko.
Pinuntahan ko muna si Lia sa kwarto niya habang sina Alexi ay nag uusap pa doon.
"Good morning sweetie" masiglang bati ko at hinalikan ang pisngi niya.Nagising siya pero mukhang inaantok pa kaya tinabihan ko muna
"Malapit na yung birthday mo anak" sabi ko habang hinahaplos ang pisngi niya
"Goodmorning mommy" matamlay na bati niya habang kinukusot ang mga mata niya
"Let's eat breakfast na" Tumayo na'ko at binuhat siya pababa dahil inaantok pa siya.
Lumapit sa amin si Ian at hinalikan si Lia sa pisngi
"Good morning baby" Ian greeted and caressed Lia's hair.
"Hi baby Aliana!" Alexi greeted cheerfully
"Come to your cute tita muna" Sabi ni Alexi at sumama naman si Lia
"Ayy wait,pinapapunta ka ni mommy sa company ate" sabi ni Alexi bago pumunta sa breakfast table kasama si Lia
Can I say no? I don't want to go there.Tsaka baka nandoon yung dad ko, I don't want to face him
"He's not there" Ian said probably knows what I'm thinking
"Okay fine,I will go" I said and went towards the table
Pagkatapos naming kumain,umakyat na kami ni Lia sa taas.Pumayag siya na sumama kay Alexi at mukhang excited pa.
Tulad ng dati niyang ginagawa, siya lang mag isa niyang naligo dahil 'grown up' na daw siya.
Pumunta ako sa kwarto niya at dumaretso sa closet niya
Hindi naman gagamitin lahat ni Lia 'to.
Kinuha ko yung purple off shoulder dress na siguro hanggang taas ng tuhod ni Lia.May raffles yung sa shoulder at sa ibabang part nung dress.Kinuha ko din yung white furry boots na hanggang sa taas ng tuhod siguro ni Lia.
"So cute baby!" Alexi commented when she saw Lia wearing the dress that I picked
Pinicturan niya muna si Lia at nagpaalam na aalis na sila
Hindi ko alam kung saan nagpupunta si Ian at wala akong balak hanapin siya
Umakyat na 'ko sa taas at kinuha yung damit ko sa travel bag.
Huh? Bakit nakalock to?
Nakalock yung banyo kung saan naligo si Lia kanina. Baka nandito si Ian
I have no choice kung hindi maligo doon sa banyo nung kwarto niya
"What the fvck?!" Sigaw ko at tinakpan ang mga mata ko
"Why?? It's your fault,hindi ka kumatok" nakangising sabi niya
Malay ko bang dito siya naliligo e nakalock yung banyo sa labas!
"Don't you know how to lock the door?" I asked without looking at him.
"Why would I? Ayos lang naman sa'kin na makita mo 'ko,besides nakita mo na" he let out a laugh.
Nang makapa ko ang doorknob,kaagad akong tumakbo palabas.Napahawak ako sa pisngi ko dahil sobrang init na ng pakiramdam ko
That brainless guy!
Pagkalabas niya sa banyo,naka paikot lang ang twalya sa bewang niya,habang yung isang twalya niya ay ginagamit niyang pampatuyo ng buhok.
Kaagad akong pumunta sa banyo dala dala ang mga damit ko at sinigurado ko na,na may twalya ako.
Bakit naka-lock yung banyo sa labas? Sinadya niya ba?
Nakabihis na 'ko pagkalabas ko ng banyo.Nakita ko siyang nakaupo sa dulo ng kama at naka dress shirt na. Hawak niya ang gitara niya at may ginagalaw doon.
Nung high school kami lagi ko siyang nakikitang nag gigitara sa classroom nila pag sinisilip ko siya doon. Minsan pinipicturan ko pa. Shet! Nasa album 'yon!
Kaya siguro mas lalo ko siyang nagustuhan. Gusto ko kasi yung mga lalaking nag gigitara. Isa sa pangarap ko yung haranahin ako o ipagkanta
Maganda rin yung boses niya. Pinagkanta niya na si Denice ng ilang beses.Minsan voice record pa nga e,sinesend pa sa'kin ni Denice.
"It's too revealing" he furrowed his eyebrows and looked at me head to toe.
What? Revealing? I'm just wearing crop top and ripped jeans, what's revealing?
"And so?" I asked without emotion while drying my hair using the towel
"Wear something else" he said
"Why?" I stopped on what I'm doing and furrowed my eyebrows
"Sa mga lalaking nakatingin sa'yo lang ako makakapag focus kapag ganyan ang suot mo" I looked away after hearing that from him
Naglakad siya papunta sa closet,pagkalabas niya may ay hawak na siyang damit.Hinila niya ang kamay ko at sapilitang binigay yung damit.
I rolled my eyes and went towards the bathroom to change.
Purple floral dress siya na hanggang ibaba ng tuhod ko. Loose yung sleeve niya na hanggang siko
Bakit purple lahat ng binibigay niya sa'kin? Alam niya ba na purple yung favorite color ko?
"That's better" sabi niya.Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko at hinila papuntang sa armchair
"Sit" he commanded
"Ano ako? Aso?" Tanong ko. Hinawakan niya ang balikat ko at tinulak niya ng bahagya paupo.
Pumunta siya ulit sa closet at pagbalik niya may hawak na siyang heels. Tinukod niya ang isang tuhod niya sa harap ko at kinuha ang isang paa ko
"I have hands. Stop treating me like a princess because I'm not" I rolled my eyes
"I'm not treating you like a princess because I don't see you as a princess" he said and carefully put the heel on my right foot
"Is that an insult?" I asked. He's like insulting me
"I don't see you as a princess, I see you as my queen" he said and stood up.
I looked at the heels and they look so elegant. Silver sparkly heels and I think it's a two inch heel.
"Pwedeng ikaw na ang maglagay ng necktie ko?" Tanong niya at kinuha ang necktie na nasa kama
"Hindi" diretsong sagot ko. Huminga siya ng malalim at inumpisahan ng ayusin ang necktie niya. Mukhang nahihirapan siya kaya linapitan kona.
Hinawakan ko ang necktie na dahilan para bitawan niya 'yon. Inayos ko 'yon at buti nalang mabait ako ngayon,kung hindi sinakal kona 'to!
"Stop looking" I rolled my eyes. Even though I'm not looking at him,I can feel his stare directly to me
"I can't stop looking at you" he said and bit his lower lip.
I pushed his chest away from me when I finished tying his necktie. He walked towards the armchair to get his blazer
"Tara na" sabi niya at linahad ang kamay niya. Hindi ko kinuha 'yon at naglakad na palabas ng pinto
Nung pababa na 'ko ng hagdan muntikan akong mahulog dahil natapilok ako. Buti nalang nahawakan ni Ian ang kamay ko
"You're still clumsy" he said as he intertwined our fingers.
Still? Pa'no niya nalaman?
Pinagbuksan niya ako ng pintuan ng kotse. Nakakapagod na ding magsabing may kamay ako kaya hinayaan ko nalang
"Kailan yung birthday ni Lia? Ngayong month yung birtday niya diba?" He suddenly asked
"Sa 16.Pano mo nalamang ngayong month?" I asked curiously
"August nung nangyari 'yon"
Buti naalala niya? Sa pagkakatanda ko sa mga sinabi niya 'isang pagkakamali' lang daw yung gabing 'yon
Gabing gabi na wala pa siya.Hindi ako makatulog habang hinihintay siya,umuulan pa naman.Sa sala muna ako nagstay para makita ko kaagad kung nakauwi na ba siya
Mag uumaga na nang magbukas ang pinto.Inaalalayan ni Dash si Ian at basang basa ang damit nila.
"Anong nangyari?" Tanong ko pagkalapit ko sakanila
"Naglasing si gago"
Inalalayan namin siya paakyat sa kwarto niya
Sinabihan ko si Dash na dito nalang matulog dahil umaaga na at para hindi siya mabasa ng ulan pero uuwi nalang daw siya.
Hahayaan ko na sana si Ian tutal nasa kwarto na siya pero basang basa siya kaya linapitan ko.
Kasalanan na naman 'to! Basta lumindol tas may bata na bukas HAHAHAHA
R18 read at your own risk
Pikit mata kong binuksan ang mga butones ng dress shirt niya.Nang mabuksan kona lahat ng butones,dahan dahan ko siyang inangat para maalis ng tuluyan ang suot niya
"She's fvcking someone else while I'm miserable" he whispered sounded angry
I didn't mind him
He suddenly pulled my arm that made me bumped into his chest
"So bakit hindi ko pwedeng gawin sa iba?" Sarkastikong tanong niya
Nagulat ako nang umupo siya at tinulak ako pahiga sa kama
"Whatever you're planning to do,stopped thinking about it. You're-" hindi kona natuloy ang sinasabi ko nang marahan niya 'kong halikan
I'm trying to push his chest away from me but he's way stronger than me. I still didn't give up and still pushing him away from me.
He caught my hands and pinned them on top of my head
I admit I want to do this thing only to him but he's drunk! I don't want him to regret what we did when he's already sober
His left hand travelled from my hands down to my chest. I'm almost out of breath when his lips left mine and went to my neck.
"Stop..what..you're doing...if you're going to regret it tomorrow" I said panting.
Looks like he didn't listen.His left hand travelled to my back.He lift my back a little so that he can unhook my bra.
He unhooked my bra successfully and his hands went back to my chest.
"Ahh fvck!" I moaned when his thumb played with my nipple
Shit! I'm trying to stop myself but I guess I'm failing
He pulled my arms to make me sit.He took his shirt and his hand went on the hem of my shirt and slowly took it off.
I bit my lower lip when he sucked on my right breast while his one hand caressing my left.
Why is he giving me this kind of sensation?
His lips went to my lips and started kissing me aggressively. He pushed me on the bed,still kissing me as his hands travelled from my chest down to my feminine.
It's embarassing knowing that I'm so wet down there
His lips went to my jaw while pulling my shorts. When he successfully did,he hooked my one leg on his shoulder.He started licking my leg making his way to my sensitive area. He licked my feminine while caressing my clit
"Ahh shit!" I moaned when he inserted a finger inside me.He thrusted it fast and deep inside me that made me lose my mind
"Fuck!" I moaned when he inserted two more fingers inside me. He thrusted it so fast that I felt my release already
I was out of breath when he pulled his fingers.He started unbuckling his belt and unzipped his pants
Oh no! It doesn't end there!
He pulled his pants along with his boxers and angled his shaft.
"Fvck Ian!" I moaned loudly when he entered me without consent
He started to thrust fast and deep inside me so I needed to hold the headrest for a support
"Ahh-" I didn't finished what I was saying when he started to kiss me on the lips again. His hands are on my chest while he's thrusting so deep inside me
His lips went to my neck and showered me with kisses
"Oh fvck!" I moaned when I felt my release. He's still thrusting inside me and after few more thrust, I felt his release... inside me
We were both panting when he pulled his bud.He lay down beside me and I startled when he pulled waist closer to him and gave me a hug.I can feel his deep breath because he's so close to me
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Nagising ako dahil may maramdaman akong gumalaw sa tabi ko
"Oh fvck,this is wrong!" Sigaw ni Ian habang nakahawak sa ulo niya
"This is fvcking wrong! Denice was just probably mad that's why she did that!" He's like trying to explained to himself why Denice did that,whatever that is
"What's new? You did this so many times already didn't you? Mukhang 'yan lang naman ata ang ambag mo sa mundo" Ian said and let out a sarcastic laugh
I wanted to defend myself but before I did he yelled at me again
"I feel disgusted! Get out of my room!" He pointed at the door
A tear slid down to my cheek.I immediately wiped it and get shirt.After I wore my shirt I walked towards the door to leave his room
I didn't want that to happen! It's not my fault my fvcking dad did that and I'm not happy with it! Why is he sounded like he's saying that I enjoyed that thing? Who's happy being raped by her own father?
But he's making scenario in his head to defend Denice from himself?
Maybe he's right
This is my only role in life.Being a sex slave.