💔LONGING💔
"Part of me is lonely,
And the other part is stony,
Hating the other part while loving another,
This tugging is taking me nowhere,
Breathing in, breathing out,
Trying something good; to figure out,
Finding peace in one minute,
Then losing it completely; another second,
The people I love, I'm afraid to lose,
Their love make me feel guilty to not good enough,
I'm imperfect, I'm incomplete, I'm sick, I'm phony,
They always say that I'm the unlovable loony,
They're right because whatever I do, it's never important,
I'm incomplete because the torture took everything good from me,
I'm sick because my body can't be able to bear that much pain now,
I'm phony because they want me to smile when even my heart is bleeding,
I get it now completely that I'll never ever gain stability,
Nor could I ever get far with all this burden,
I just want three things from a person who is willing to accept,
Who will accept me with all of my defects,
Now only I'm longing for trust, love and respect,
Because these things I never got from the ones I expect!"
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