You wake up and put on this
Because today we are going to the hype house and to be honest I'm a little scared because I haven't seen them in so long then maybe I can talk kio and the rest of the boys to let me hang out with jake and logan again because ever since the car crash they dont want me to hang our with jake again but I dont give a shit so the can go fuck themselves so ya but anyways I walked downstairs and saw josh
Lexie)oh, hey baby hows your morning going
Josh)hi lex what do you want
Lexie)can I go hang out with jake and logan today, please
Josh)no
Lexie)please josh it has been 6 months and plus it was just an accident
Josh)no means NO LExie when will you understand that
Lexie)SORRY *crying* but I ju- *sobs* just wanna see my *sobs* frienddsss
Then I ran upstairs to my room and slammed and locked the door behind me then I went to the bathroom and locked the door and slid myself down the wall and just sobbed into my knees but then I looked up and saw Josh's razor on the counter and I took it apart nd used one of the blades to cut 7 lines on my wrist 1 for every month I haven't seen jake and 1 because I dont think that josh loves me anymore then I cleaned up and put on this
And put his razor in the back corner of the counter and grabbed my bag and walked down stairs and saw kio and told him I was going to spent the night with Jake's ex wife tanna because she is like the best when really I was going to spend the night at logan's house with him and jake
Author note
Sory for the not updating and the short chapter I just dont have any idea so please give me some