Miranda Lucille
I looked at the mirror. Nakapatong ang bag ng make-up sa bathroom counter. My cheeks bloomed in a natural blush. My eyes are shining. My hair looks healthy. I'm basically glowing as if a plastic surgeon did me.
I bit my lower lip and smiled. Ganito ba ang histura ng in-love? It must be, dahil ganito ang histura ni Mikaezra, noong naging sila ni Von. Grabe naman, dapat dati ko pa 'to sinubukan.
Speaking of that girl. Inuwi siya ni Sam sa apartment, a blubbering mess. Tears running down on her cheeks and sniffing snots. Dàmn it, if you could imagine, she's a wreck.
Von Cassius broke my sister's heart. Ipinagpalit siya sa pùtanginang Jeniffer na iyon. Apparently, that fùcker told Mikaezra that he only wanted to make her feel loved because he wanted to fùck her more. Ngayong nagsawa na siya. She discarded my sister like a fùcking dirty laundry.
I'll bust his motherfùcking balls so hard that he wouldn't be able to reproduce anymore. Let's just pray that I wouldn't see his stupid àss because I promised to myself that I will be better for Samuel and for myself. Meaning less violence and It's gonna be impossible to do that if I'm in the same space with that àsshole.
Although, I'm still skeptical about it. Look, I've busted hundreds of con artists in my entire career. A pretender could count as a con artist. The moment I look in their eyes and inspect their moves. I know that they're dishonest and deceptors but he's neither of those.
He's sincere...or maybe he's just good at his game. Either way, I fùcking hate him.
It's been weeks but she's still a mess. I hate that I can't do anything to take the pain away.
I sighed.
I straightened the lower side of my dress. I'm wearing a black halter dress. Abot iyon hanggang sa tuhod ko. The neckline reveals a fair amount of my cleavage. My hair is tied in a low bun. I smiled at the mirror. My graze dropped on my shoulder, naroon ang peklat ko. That's the bullet I got from the gang in Australia.
I slightly rubbed it with my thumb...I've never been insecure about my scars...I don't why I do right now..especially the ones on my stomach.
My shoulders sagged as insecurity crept up in my system. I'm not a typical 'woman'. I don't have 'soft' skin or even smoothness. I have knife marks on my back. I have abs and freaking muscles. I need that to survive in my world.
I composed myself when he walked in. Kagagaling lang niya sa shower kanina at hindi pa siya nagbibihis dahil he answered a call from office. I saw his wet hair and the water droplets on his chiseled body. White towel is hanging low on his hips.
"Babe.." He wrapped his arm around my waist and kissed my neck.
I cringed and playfully elbowed him.
"Yuck. Hindi tayo ganoon, Bakla."
He chuckled.
"What? Ayaw mo ng babe? How about sweetheart?"
Lukot na mukhang tiningnan ko siya sa salamin. He smiled widely and hugged my waist tighter. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang mainit at matigas niyang katawan.
"Yuck, Samuel Orsini tigilan mo nga ako."
"I'm kidding."
He knew that I'm a kind of girl who doesn't want some cheap endearments. No offense meant. I think it's special and cute for others but not for me. It's overrated.
Nagtama ang mata namin sa salamin.
"What's wrong? I saw how you inspected this scar." I closed my eyes for a moment when he pressed a kiss on the scar.
"Is my beautiful girlfriend insecure?" He whispered and nipped my earlobe. I took a sharp breath. His còck slowly coming to life. "Hmmm?"
Ipinatong niya ang kanyang baba sa aking balikat. Droplets of water from his hair cascaded on the back of my neck.
"These scars makes me feel so undesirable.." Pag-amin ko. "I have m-muscles..I'm not like other g-girls.." I lowered my gaze as heat bloomed on my cheeks.
"Really?"
He ground his erection on my lower back. I bit back a moan.
"If you're so undesirable..why am I so hard with the sight of you in this dress? Huh?" He hotly whispered.
"Gaze up." Utos niya.
I obeyed and met his dark gaze in the mirror in the mirror. I look so small beside him. He's towering me. His strong arms are wrapped around my stomach as I lean on his broad shoulders.
"You're fùcking beautiful, Miranda." He huskily said. My heartbeat raced as I stared at him. "I don't need a 'typical girl' Miranda. You're all I need. Do you understand?"
I nodded as tears clouded my vision.
"Shìt, kahit maging body builder ka pa. Bibilhan pa kita ng protein shake. I'll even build you your own gym." Bahagya akong tumawa. He kissed my cheek as he looked at me. "It's normal to feel insecure but I just want you to know that you are perfect in my eyes. Your flaws? Your scars? Your muscles? Fùck, I love them all. So, don't you dare compare yourself to others because you are all I want." I bit my lower lip as a tear dropped.
"I love you so much, Miranda." He whispered and buried his face on my neck.
I reached for his hair and tangled my fingers in it as he showered small kisses on my skin. His stubbles are tickling me.
"God, what did I do to deserve a man like you?"
I felt him smile against my skin before he raised his head. He wiped the lone tear from my cheek.
"Drunkenly fùck me?"
I rolled my eyes and laughed.
"Sobrang mahal kita." I replied.
He murmured something inaudible before he sucked a sensitive skin on my neck. I took a sharp breath. Bumaba ang isa niyang kamay sa ilalim ng aking dress.
"You're soaking wet." He sexily whispered and rubbed my clit with his fingers through the thin material of my underwear. Idiniin niya ang matigas niyang pagkalalaki sa pwetan ko.
I closed my eyes and leaned on him.
"Uh-uh..don't close your eyes."
He pushed my panties to the side and entered his two thick digits.
My mouth parted as a loud moan escaped from my throat. My wetness covered his fingers making it easy for him to slide in and out.
"Eyes open."
I obeyed. Madilim ang kanyang mukha. Lust and desire is evident in his eyes. It added to the carnal need in me. His fingers are doing magic in my pussy. My knees buckled as I felt that delicious sensation building up.
"Look at yourself, look how beautiful you are.."
And I did, My cheeks are blushing. My mouth is sexily parted as desire bloomed in my face.
"Faster please.." I begged him.
Instead he pulled out his fingers and spun me around. He pushed my makeup bag away. The sound of the cosmetics hitting against the floor didn't even bother me. All I want right now is to be fùcked. He pulled me up so I could sit on the counter.
I yelped when he pulled my underwear past my knees. He kneeled and buried his face in my pussy.
"Holy shìt!"
Pinaraan niya ang kanyang mainit at basang dila pataas at pababa. Gathering all my juice on his tongue. My knees shook when he trapped my throbbing clit between his bestowed and soft lips and sucked it hard.
"Ahh, Samuel!"
My hands are digging in his wet hair. Tumaas ang kamay niya at marahas na minasahe ang aking dibdib. He pinched my hard nipple through my dress as his tongue entered me. I let out a shaky breath.
"Samuel..I'm almost there."
Inilabas masok niya ang kanyang dila habang ang kanyang mga kamay ay pinaglalaruan ang aking dibdib.
That pushed me to the edge. I screamed so loud and gripped his hair hard as I came. I bit my lower lip as he licked my tender and sensitive flesh. He drank all my juice.
"You're so fùcking delicious." My pussy clenched.
He stood up. His lips and chin are wet. My chest heaved as I caught my breath. Mapula ang kanyang dibdib. His abdomen flexed and his còck was protruding through the towel.
Hinawakan niya ako sa baba at mariing hinalikan. I moaned in his lips when I tasted myself.
His lips travelled to my ear and whispered "What do you want?"
"Your dìck." I panted.
"Ahh.." He pointed the hard and moist tip on my entrance. He's not moving, he's just rubbing it. Frustrating me the hell out of me.
"I'm gonna need more than that, Miranda."
"I need your dìck in me. I need you to come inside me. Please." I can't even recognize my own voice anymore.
My mouth formed a solid 'O' when he entered me fully. Balls deep stretching me so hard that I felt a little sting.
"Ahh...pùtangina." He growled in my ear as he ruthlessly thrusted in my soaking core. I can feel every vein and ridges of his massive and thick length as my walls sheathed him.
"This pùssy is mine. Do you understand?" He hotly whispered and licked the shell of my ear. Marahas ang bawat pag-ulos niya. I nodded repeatedly.
My breasts are bouncing against his hard chest. Itinaas pa niya ang dress ko hanggang sa aking bewang.
We're going to be so late for his Nana's birthday.
He buried his face in my neck, sucking and licking as his hands gripped my waist.
Gusto ko siyang sipain nang bagalan niya ang pag-ulos niya. Our bodies are slick with sweat. He snapped my hairtie into two. Bumaba ang aking buhok lagpas sa aking balikat. He wrapped my hair around his fist. My clit throbbed because of his dominance.
"Faster, p-please."
He didn't. His thrust were painfully slow. Malapit na ako ngunit nabawi iyon. Pain of denied pleasure pooled in the pit of my stomach.
He pulled my head back and stared at me darkly.
"Yes! It's y-yours."
"Even this sinful mouth?" He tauntingly asked and sucked my lower lip into his delectable mouth. My moans were trapped in his.
I nodded.
"Y-yes.." His hips are moving but it's still excruciating slow. I'm so turned on that my juice is trickling down on his balls.
"And this àss too..akin 'to. Naiintindihan mo?" He thrusted so deep and firm, his balls slapped against my wet entrance. My eyes rolled back in its sockets as my legs shook.
"Yes!"
His other hand cupped my breast and sucked my nipple through my shirt. Holy shìt.
"It's all yours! Please, just fùck me hard!"
I moaned loudly when he buried his whole cock inside me until I could feel him in deep inside me. I lubricated even more.
"Suck." He commanded and placed his two fingers between my lips. I obeyed. I trapped his thick fingers between my tongue and the roof of my mouth and wet his fingers with my saliva.
He groaned in approval.
He rubbed the slick fingers on my throbbing clit.
I moaned. I'm so turned on, my nipples hurt because of how hard they were. I'm such a sucker of his dominant side.
Sana hindi namin masira ang counter niya. His thrust are so deep and urgent dahil umaalog na din ang aking mga dibdib.
I can feel it building up. I can almost taste it.
He let my hair go. Mahigpit ang kanyang hawak sa aking bewang. He groaned. He leaned buried his face on neck as he thrusts furiously. Tumaas ang kamay niya sa aking dibdib. He molded it and played with my nipples.
Nakakapit ang isa kong kamay sa counter. While the other is on his arm. My nails are digging in his skin.
Bumaba ang mga labi niya at marubdob akong hinalikan. My scream was trapped in his mouth as I came hard. The orgasm sucked out the energy out of my body.
He pulled away and buried his sweaty face in my neck.
"Miranda!" He let out an animalistic groan and filled me with his warm and thick fluid. Marahan siyang umulos, sinisigurado niya na papasok lahat sa akin ng katas niya.
He pulled me to him and without pulling out, dinala niya kami sa kama. I'm sitting in his lap facing him as we catch our breath.
An involuntary moan escaped from my throat. His còck is just half-hard pero mas malalim kapag ganito ang posisyon. He wrapped his strongs arms around my waist and kissed my lips.
"Shìt, we're already late for your Nana's birthday.." Sinundan ko iyon ng tawa.
His chest vibrated with a laugh. He showered kisses on my neck and shoulders. An action that I could just describe as tender and sweet.
"I love you.."
I chuckled a little bit.
"You know that I do too."
"Ahh.." I moaned when he moved his hips causing his member to move inside me.
"I want to hear it." He whispered in my ear.
I playfully rolled my eyes. So demanding.
"I love you too.."
He kissed my neck. Tumaaas ang kamay niya sa dibdib ko. I can feel his thing started to get hard again and that's my cue to get off his lap.
I hissed when his member slipped out of me. His cùm dripped on my inner thighs.
"Nope...W-we should go...we're already twenty minutes late to your Nana's birthday."
He pulled me back to his lap.
"Make it thirty."
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He dropped me off at the apartment because I needed to change my dress because it has cùm stain. I can't afford for his grandparents to see their 'grandchildren' scattered on my dress.
I have clothes in his house ngunit walang masyadong panlakad kaya kailangan ko pang umuwi. He's waiting at the parking lot.
"Mikaezra!" Sigaw ko mula sa kwarto ko. I'm busy looking for my chapstick. Did she borrow it? I changed into a similar dress but now it has a sweetheart neckline.
Dumaan ang isang minuto ay hindi siya sumagot. Kumunot ang noo ko at naglakad patungo sa sala.
"Bunso, nakita mo ba 'yung…" The rest of the sentence died on my lips when I saw her weeping. Mabilis akong dumalo sa kanya at hinagod ang kanyang likod.
Worried as fùck, I asked her. "Mikaezra? Bunso, what happened? Did that Jeniffer bìtch do something to you? I swear--"
"No...no." Suminghot siya na ikinakunot ng noo ko.
"Edi ano?"
With tear stains on her cheek and pink nose. She answered. "You were yelling at me.."
Hindi maiwasang mapaawang ang mga labi ko.
"W-what?"
Her crying is normal for me these days. That Von Cassius Asshòle Del Russo broke her heart at ipinagpalit siya sa lecheng Jeniffer na èx fùck buddy niya na mukhang tuyot na hooker.
But her crying because I yelled at her is not normal at all. She's so sensitive these days. I don't know what's up with her àss.
"Okay, I'm sorry...do you want ice cream?" Suyo ko na lang para hindi na humaba.
She pouted.
"No, nasusuka ako kanina pang umaga...gusto ko ng lugaw. Pagluto mo ako, Ate.."
Natigilan ako sandali. Oh shìt.
I took her to a bar the other night because she was miserable as fùck and she needs to see that there's a lot of better dìck out there
Iniwan ko lang siya saglit para sagutin ang tawag ni Samuel tapos pagbalik ko ay sinabi niya sa akin na may nangyari sa kanila ng ex niya sa banyo.
She's most definitely pregnant with his kid.
Not wanting to fuel the fire anymore. I shut up and cooked whatever she wanted. Anything for my sister.
Matapos noon ay mabilis akong nag-ayos. I pulled up my hair in a bun and applied light make up.
"I'll be back around six...okay? Don't do anything stupid please.." Sabi ko kay Ezra na ngayon ay nasa pangatlong bowl na ng lugaw and she's dipping sliced carrots in it. She's definitely pregnant.
"Like what?"
I rolled my eyes.
"Like fùcking your ex again?" I gave a 'duh' expression.
She sighed.
"Fair enough. Don't worry I'll be fine...enjoy the birthday party." She smiled and wink at me.
Ngumisi ako at nag-thumbs up bago ako lumabas ng pinto. I took out my phone from my purse nang mag-ring iyon. Malawak akong napangiti nang mabasa ko ang pangalan ni Samuel sa screen.
"Hey, boss. Can't wait to see you."
I rolled my eyes.
"Hey, bakla...clingy ka masyado, ilang minuto lang akong nawala..."
He chuckled.
"I don't care. I still miss you too….How was my sèxy boss doing?"
"Here, missing your dick."
He took a sharp breath.
"Miranda.."
I giggled.
"I'm kidding! Fine, I miss you too."
"Hmm..sarap naman marinig nun...meron pang isa.."
"Ano? I'll suck your dick?"
"Miranda!"
I laughed.
"Kidding...I love you.."
"There, it sounds so wonderful…"
Napatigil ako sa paglalakad nang lumabas siya mula sa elevator. He's smiling while holding his phone. I bit my lower lip, leche ang gwapo niya.
Naka dark blue siya na fitted longsleeve kaya bakat na bakat ang muscles niya. Naka-tuck in iyon sa puting slacks niya and dàmn, his àss. He's also wearing a pair of black boat shoes.
Ibinulsa niya ang phone at mabilis naglakad palapit sa akin. His hair is slick back and he shaved his stubbles. Ang gwapo niya kaasar. I tucked my phone back in my purse.
"Ang ganda naman ng misis ko." He kissed my forehead.
I bit my lower lip. The butterflies in my stomach went crazy as my heartbeat went fast.
"Advance naman po mag-isip, mister ko....what makes you think I won't break up with you?" Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay.
He smirked and gripped my hips in a possessive manner.
"Hmm..well, If you think that I'll let you go, you're sadly mistaken...because you, my future Mrs. Miranda Jonas is stuck with me."
"I love you." I smiled and kissed him passionately. Wala na akong pakialam kung dumaan ulit 'yung matandang conservative at mahuli kami.
His hand was resting above mine as we drove to his Nana and Lolo Romwaldo's house. He told me about his Nana the other day and from what I heard she's freaking awesome and wonderful. Nakatira sila sa outskirts ng Metro, kung saan may mga farm, mga puno, at tahimik. I also found out that Lolo Romwaldo is just his step-grandfather.
"What should we get her?" Tanong ko sa kanya nang huminto kami sa traffic lights.
"Flowers. Ayaw niya nang mga mamahaling bagay. Masaya na siya sa bulaklak." He smiled. I nodded in agreement. That's why along the way we bought a big bouquet of Lilies.
We drove through a simple and peaceful neighborhood. Napapangiti ako kapag nakikita ko ang mga batang naglalaro sa mga frontyard.
We stopped in front of a modern house. Maraming bulaklak sa paligid. There's a small white gate and there's a rocking chair on the front porch. There's also two cars parked on the curb. Nang pumasok kami ay naabutan namin silang nakaupo sa living room. May apat na matatanda din ang nakaupo kasama nila.
"Samy Joe!" His Nana stood up. Mabilis siyang inalalayan ni Lolo Romwaldo. She's wearing a cute purple dress. Samantalang ang kanyang partner ay naka-polo shirt na puti at slacks. They're so cute.
"Nana." Masayang sagot ni Samuel at niyakap siya. He also hugged Lolo Romwaldo. Samuel wrapped his arm around my waist. Nagmano ako sa kanila.
Iniabot ko kay Nana ang bulaklak. A glint of joy sparked in her eyes.
His Nana is kind of tall too but she's already slouching because of her age. Her brown short hair has a lot of white streaks already although you can't deny her beauty. Her light brown eyes are hooded. She has a heart shaped face. There's also beauty marks under her eyes. She's beautiful.
Samantalang si Lolo Romwaldo naman ay matangkad din. His head is covered with white hair as well as his thick eyebrows. Pointed nose, thin lips, and upward eyes. Para siyang matandang Eddie Gutierrez.
"Salamat, Hija."
"Nana, Lolo. Si Miranda po Girlfriend ko."
"Aba't napakaganda naman ng babaeng iyan. Sabihin mo nga sa akin apo, ginayuma mo ba itong si Miranda." Natatawang sabi niya.
"Nana.."
Tumawa ang matanda at niyakap ako.
"Biro lang, apo….nice to meet you. I've heard so much about you."
Bahagyang nanlaki ang mga mata ko at tiningnan sandali si Samuel. May ngisi sa kanyang mga labi.
"I'm glad to meet you, Hija. Kailan ang kasal?" Tanong ni Lolo Romwaldo.
"Malapit na po." I replied with a laugh.
Bahagya siyang tumawa at tumango.
"Nga pala bakit kayo late?" Tanong ni Nana.
"Nage-exercise pa po kami." Maagap na sagot ni Samuel na ikinaubo ko.
Napatingin sila sa akin.
"Hehe, nangangati po ang lalamunan ko." I gave Samuel a subtle glance. May mumunting ngisi sa kanyang mga labi.
"Oh, siya ipakilala ko na kayo sa aking mga kaibigan nang makaupo na kayo't makakain."
Ipinakilala niya kami sa mga tao sa living room. Kaibigan sila ng matandang mag-nobya mula sa senior center. They're all awesome.
We sat on the table and ate the delicious food that Nana served us. While we eat they play bingo and giggle. I took the time to look at my surroundings. Simple lang ang disenyo ng tahanan nila ngunit maganda iyon. The walls are painted in light orange.
Kapag lumingon ka sa kanan ay makikita mo ang kitchen at sa kaliwa naman ay ang hagdan patungo sa taas.
Malaki ang living room. May dalawang itim na leather couch at sa gitna noon ay may coffee table kung saan sila nagbi-bingo. May fireplace sa ilalim ng T.V na nakapakat sa dingding.
A simple yet elegant chandelier illuminates the whole living room. Kami naman ay nakaupo sa malaking pabilog na lamesa.
There are pictures on the wall and certificates of Samuel on the frames.
Nang matapos kami ay iniligpit ang kalat namin.
"Crush ko ata 'yun ah." I said that made him chuckle. His hand is at the small of my back as we stared at his highschool graduation picture on the wall. His hair is still long there.
He kissed my hair before he answered. "Well, you're lucky one because your crush is now your boyfriend and soon to be husband."
I bit my lower lip and blushed. Leche kinikilig ako.
"Hoy, ineng at totoy. Sumali kayong mag-bingo." Lumapit kami sa kanila at sumali.
It was fun playing with them. My god, baka maging hobby ko ito pagtanda ko because it's actually entertaining. We played it for about two hours.
Maya-maya ay tumayo si Nana at may kinuha sa isa sa mga drawers. It was a thick book. I glanced at Samuel. Busy siya sa pakikipag-usap sa mga matatanda. He's genuinely happy to bond with them.
I squeezed his hand on my lap and smiled.
"Nana." I mouthed and he nodded. I stood up and went to Nana that's now seated on the table.
"Miranda. Upo ka, Hija. I have so many things to show you."
Excited akong umupo sa tabi niya. She started flipping pages of the photo album.
Ikinuwento sa akin ni Nana na war veteran siya and how she was part of the Philippine Forces and how she bravely fought the motherfùckers who tried to rape her. Dàmn, my respect for her is freaking high.
She also told me briefly about Samuel's parents. He lost them at a young age and how responsible and good he is as a grandchild. I even love him more.
"Eto siya oh, noong highschool siya."
He's in a suit and frowning yet he looks really adorable.. I glanced at him. Busy pa din siya sa pakikipag kwentuhan kay Lolo Romwaldo at ang mga kaibigan nila.
"Mahal mo talaga ang apo ko." Napalingon ako sa kanya nang maisara niya ang photo album.
Ngumiti ako at hinawakan ang kanyang kulubot na kamay.
"Opo. Sobra. Hinding hindi ko po sasaktan si Samuel." I sincerely replied.
The wrinkles in the side of her eyes creased when she smiled.
"I know, just by the way you look at him. Alam kong totoo ang nararamdaman mo para sa kanya. Masaya ako."
I smiled sweetly.
We talked more, maya maya ay tumayo si Nana at lumapit sa vintage phonograph player na nakapatong sa isang maliit table malapit sa hagdan. Nagsalang siya ng vinyl at tumugtog ang Through The Years ni Kenny Rogers.
I can't remember when you weren't there
When I didn't care for anyone but you
I swear we've been through everything there is
Can't imagine anything we've missed
Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do
Lumapit siya kay Lolo Romwaldo and they dance. The other two old couples danced sweetly to the song. I smiled at the sight. Dàmn, I can see myself with Samuel like that when we grow old.
"May I?" He offered a hand. I accepted his hand and stood with him.
We danced. My head on his chest and his hands on my waist. I feel euphoria in his arms. Pakiramdam ko ay bumalik ulit ako sa highschool. I feel like I'm in a prom and my ultimate crush is dancing with me in front of everyone because my heartbeat is so fast.
Through the years
You've never let me down
You turned my life around
The sweetest days I've found
I've found with you
I closed my eyes for a moment as I felt his heartbeat. I can feel his loving stare through my soul. We just met not long ago but he made me feel like we've known each other since forever.
Through all the good and bad
I know how much we had
I've always been so glad
To be with you
I looked up to him and smiled. His eyes are full of love and adoration.
"Bakit ka nakatitig?"
We swayed with the rhythm.
It's better everyday
You've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay
I'll stay with you
Through the years
"Ganda mo kasi." I blushed.
I closed my eyes as he kissed my forehead.
"I can't believe that I'm dancing with the most beautiful woman..and I can't believe that she's mine."
Itinaas ko ang isa kong kamay sa kanyang pisngi. He leaned into my touch as I gently caressed his cheek with my thumb. I stared at him with the same loving expression.
"Well, you better, because you, my future husband, Mr. Samuel Orsini Jonas is stuck with me." I copied his line earlier that made him smile from ear to ear.