I feel so alone when I cry
My dreams filled with darkness and fear
I can't see why I live this way
The pain I feel inside
Can no longer be by your side
Which I fear will never leave
As I walk along this narrow road
Alone and scared
I'm scared to be myself
Scared to be alone
Instantly I stare up into the sky
Hoping I can see a new reflection
But as I cry
The tears begin to burn
And my smile hurts
The only time I don't feel pain
Is when I'm asleep
Numb and dead inside
Numb to the point I might just die
I never expected this to be so hard
To finally find some peace
And a never ending tranquility
To be numb and never feel again