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Morning :-
I don't know when I slept after thinking about my family , thinking about my golden moments which I spent with my family , I don't know if ever in my life , I will got a chance to meet them again .
I still remember that day when i left my house ,I feel something is left behind , some thing strange will happen ,but that time I thought it was just my anxiety nothing else , but it's not my anxiety it's shivji 's sign to me that don't go, When something goes bad it starts to feel , but sometimes we can't understand ,
My thoughts interrupted by Birds chirping at the window,
I stretch my hands in the air and tried to wake up but something is resisting me then I realized he is still sleeping on my stomach ,
I look at him , and my tears start forming in my eyes by remembering about last night ,
Last night I didn't feel love for even a minute ,I hate his touch , yes I hate him as well as his lustful touches ,
my biggest helplessness is that I could not do anything for me ,I have to pretend everything to gain his trust , pretend that I am enjoying his lustful touches , moaning his name as a whore , I felt so helpless and disgusted to myself ,
Finally ! Last night I become his whore , he keep marking my body with his lustful touches , he places wet kisses on my body and I closed my eyes and feel his torture on my body
My tears continuously came out from corner of my eyes after remembering everything , only one thing revolving around my mind last night that I can't become week , I let him do everything , I fist my hand tightly when his lips touches my bare stomach ,
Then I Feel his hot breathing on my stomach and I felt like throwing up ,I keep motivated myself during all the chaos , I know I will loose my dignity today , but I have to become strong for gaining his trust , and it bound to happen one day , I can't protect my dignity for so long ,
When I felt I will loose everything with my dignity , I heard small snores on my stomach ,
I started crying terribly by covering my hands on my mouth so that he can't listen my sobs , today I am about to loose my dignity , I am scared , shattered by remembering all the lustful touches of his,
My thoughts interrupted when he start moving , slowly I hold his head and tried to move him , but I can't obviously is his head is more heavier then my hands , I tried one more time but that time he clutched me more tightly ,But why he is still sleeping , what he thought that he is cotton ball , then mr for your information I tell you that you are more heavier then rhino ,
Rayan :-
I don't want to open my eyes , but she keep disturbing my sleep with her blabberings and continuous movement , she tried to moved me from her but stupid girl don't know that I am already wake up ,
I am just relaxing myself but this girl tried to moving me again , I clutched her tightly , but again she tried and now i can't control my anger , , so I just move my lips from her waist to her navel and gives her wet kiss ,
I can feel her shivering , she clutched my hair tightly , and becomes stone in my embrace ,
I get up from her and look at her beautiful eyes which looks so innocent and beautiful ,
What were you saying that I am rhino ?
She looks so beautiful with her shocking and scared face , her lips trembling , and her heartbeat increasing due to our closeness ,
I came on top of her , and interwind our fingers and put my all weight on her , she hissed in pain " rayan please get up I can't breath , rayan please "
But I become deaf and enjoying her soft body , she keep struggling , but obviously I am more stronger then her so she keep struggling , when I realized she can't handle more , I lift myself slowly from her and told her " go and make breakfast for me "
I give her space and she get up slowly , but I grabbed her hand and pull her toward me , she fall on my lap
"Wait "
She becomes scared , and remain silent in my lap " put your kurta ( shirt ) up "
she hurriedly look at me with more surprising face and immediately told me " no "
I look at her with adoration , " so now you are disobey my orders and rolled my eyes ,
" No rayan I am not disobey your order but how can I , I mean , I have to make breakfast for you ,
I interrupted " I hate to repeat my orders again and again so don't force me to take out my anger on you ,
Tears start forming in her eyes , I don't know why but I can't hear no , and her no make me so much angry suddenly ,
I can't control my anger when she remain silent , so I tightly clutched her hairs tightly and roaring at her " put your kurta up I said "
She hissed in pain , and her tears came out from her eyes but still she is not listening what I am telling her to do ,
Why can't she listen me at once , why she forced me to become monster in front of her ,
She slowly started to put her kurta up , she closed her eyes tightly , and that makes me more angry ,
I pushed her with intensity , she fell to the ground " I am disgusting you , why, , I am your husband , I have every right on your body
I went to her immediately and clutched her jaw tightly with my hand and pointed at her beautiful body " this is all mine , this is for me to cherish or to destroy , you can't say no to me because I am your destiny and will always remain in your destiny until we die "
She start hiccups , With lot of difficult , she hold her kurti , closed her eyes , her tears rolling from her cheeks to her lips , and I don't know but I felt pain ,
She about to up her kurti but I interrupted her
"I was very naughty in my childhood , I used to quarrel alott , and sometimes if any one doesn't listen to me then I beat them black and blue "
smile forming in my lips after remembering about my childhood , I sit with her on floor , and she look at me very carefully ,
I again continue " And when their parents know about it , they came to my house for complaing to my parents , my dad used to scold me alott in front of them and make me force to say sorry to them , and when they left , he tried to slap me but my mother , always protect me from all the scoldings of my dad , sometimes he used to scold my mother too and I felt very bad ,but she loving take me to my room and used to slept me in her lap and explaining me that I should not do all these things ,
You know kavya when I put my head on her lap , I felt so peace , and used to forget everything and sleep happily in her lap , In all these years I have missed my mother's lap the most , the releaxation , the peace I missed so much , "
I look at her , her eyes is down " after so many years , I felt that peace in your lap " she immediately look at me with surprised .
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