I thought you loved me too ~Reddie~

Chapter 17

*Richie*
I was essentially screwed, I felt like i didn't do anything wrong and maybe i didn't but i still needed to prove that to Eddie, who didn't wanna talk to me because he thought i cheated on him. I know i didn't or at least i feel like i didn't but if i put myself in his place maybe I'd have some doubts too. I know he trusts me as much as i trust him but the photo is the proof we kissed and i don't have any proof we didn't do anything or at least that i didn't do anything i really just wanna talk to him to him and explain everything even tho i don't really know what happened too. This situation just felt so wrong and i felt bad for Eddie so i was calling him again
" hey you reached Eddie if i didn't answer its because i'm busy call me later or leave a message but not in the voicemail because nobody checks them anymore" *beep*
And again he didn't answer. It was also the weekend so i didn't even get to see him at school until Monday. In moments like this i ask myself "why does life suck so much" and i answer " because i suck too". I really don't know how Eddie does to be with me or even love me when i suck and i'm essentially a shitty boyfriend i know he's a special guy and deserves so much better than me, i also know that he loves me so i guess i don't completely do?
*Eddie*
- he kissed Jordan
- no I'm pretty much sure Jordan kissed him
- yeah how can you be so sure ?
- because i know Richie and i know you and he loves you to much to do that
- maybe he was mad at me ? Drunk ?
- even then why would he kiss Jordan he loves you
- maybe he wanted revenge or something or maybe he felt lonely and needed someone to be with
- now you're getting paranoid again why would he do that ?
- that's the point Stan i don't know it's what i'm trying to figure out
- maybe you could easily do that by talking to him
- easily you're hearing yourself
- yeah easily talking to him
- no that's out of discussion i won't do that okay i can't and i won't
- than in guess i will
- what?- before i could even know ur he took the phone from my hands
- "Meet me in the park within an hour we need to talk" and send- he said
- what have you done Stan
- what needed to be done now prepare yourself
- great now i am screwed
- don't be so over dramatic
- don't ? You know what ? Whatever but remember Stanley Uris this isn't over
- yeah...i don't know why but i am actually scared
- as you should be