I thought you loved me too ~Reddie~

Chapter 15

*Eddie*
- so why do you need this stuff anyway
- Eds where skipping school and spending the whole day in a lake house which is also isolated so we won't have any cell phone reception i need to be prepared for anything
- and to do that we have to buy five pairs of shoes
- yeah always be prepared for anything
- yeah okay okay
- so now costumes i need new ones will you help me choose them?
- sure what do you suggest- i said slightly annoyed
- so there's this green one the black one with the white stripes the red one with the black hearts the blue one covered in stars and the pink checkered one. Help me chose two
- okay what about the red one with the black hearts and the green one
- great you do have a good taste i should go shopping with you more often
- yeah anytime
- so what do you wanna do after being at the lake tomorrow?
- i don't know...? Eat ? Watch a movie ?
- Or we could do other stuff ? She said getting close to me
- i can't Kate i told you i'm not ready
- and when ever will you be
- I don't know why can't we appreciate what we have now - which is nothing because it's basically not real
- yeah you're right Eds i'm all for a movie tomorrow
- good then
*Richie*
It was late and i've been missing Eddie so much all day i wanted to call and tell that i missed him and that i love him and that i can't stop thinking about him and other cheesy things like this but he might be with Kate and i don't know if i can but i want to. Maybe i can leave a message to the voicemail that he can listen whenever he wants to. But I'm not great at voicemails so i don't know what i might say but i need to talk to him. But maybe i shouldn't bother him we're not even together. Maybe we should. Maybe i should send him that message maybe i will but fist i need a drink or maybe two ?.
Okay maybe i'm drunk but why does it matter anyway i'm but gonna send a message to the voicemail while i'm drunk.
"Hey Eddie i'm drunk and i was thinking about you i wanna be your boyfriend will you be mine ? If the answer is yes answer with yes to this message also i can't stop thinking about our kiss and the other one and the other one and how you kissed after i broke up with Jordan and i love you and i think this is it oh wait someone knocking at my door i'm gonna see who it is bye i love you" I didn't send the message but i didn't even cancelled it i just left it there lying on the table
- oh hi Jordan what are you doing here
- I was around here and i thought i'd dropped by
- so you're okay with us being friends
- even better- he said and then he kissed me
- wait i can't what are you doing
- kissing you ?
- yeah i see that but i can't
- why ?
- i'm....in love with Eddie
- well but he has a girlfriend i don't think he would mind
- actually he- but he didn't let me finish he kissed me again
*the next day*
I woke up,with a bad headache and i think a lack of memory, because my phone was ringing severely for like ten minutes i think someone was calling me or texting me so i checked my phone it was 9:00 o'clock which meant i was late for school already, I also saw
"6 missed call from Bev"
"13 unread messages from Bev"
" 5 unread messages from Bill"
" 3 missed call from Stan
And a new post on Jordan's twitter page
I needed to get ready for school i was to busy and tired to mind them i would ask them everything at school
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- so guys what's all the hurry ?
- you back with Jordan ? Why wouldn't you tell us ? And why weren't you answering your phone? Why are you even late
- easy Bev okay ? - Said Bill
- Relax, breath and then count to ten - added Stan
- okay i'm calm but you still need to answer my questions-
- i really don't know what you are taking about with Jordan but i'm late because i think i got drunk last night and i didn't answer the messages and the calls because i was sleeping
- okay makes sense but still doesn't explain Jordan's tweet
- what? what tweet?
- this- Bev showed me a tweet on her phone
There was a photo of me and Jordan kissing saying "feels so good to kiss you again #backtogether "
- I don't remember this
- you don't
- no i don't it must have happened last night when i was drunk
- well you need to talk to him
- and to Eddie- i said worried
- why? He's not even here
- right he's at that stupid lake house with no cell reception
- you can tell him when he gets back ?
- no i can't it would already be to late
- to late for what wait come back here- yelled Stan
I had to tell that i didn't kiss or well that i did but not the way he may think i did
" hey Eddie listen i know you won't get my message until you're back but i need you to know i didn't kiss Jordan i don't even know what happened actually but i would never betray you or cheat on you i love you please don't leave me" when i finished it a phrase appeared on my phone
" if you send this message the last unsend message to this number will get canceled"
I don't know what i said in that other message but i need to send this to Eddie i need him to hear this before he gets the wrong idea. I send it but my phone died at that moment so my message couldn't be delivered
- dammit- i yelled then i ran home i didn't really care about school i guess they won't even notice i'm gone because i was never really there today