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noen came back with it as he unrolled it in the tent and opened the air things so it blew up. we put our stuff in the tent as a whistle blew.
"every one come back over to the meeting spot"
the teacher yelled as i zipped the tent up and noen walked slowly behind me.
"now you all have your tents done you can choose to go to the beach or stay here and read or take a nap whatever you wanna do"
the teacher said as jaden tapped my shoulder.
"you wanna go swimming"
he said as i shook my head.
"but i'll come watch from a distance"
i said as he smiled slightly.
"beach people go get changed and meet me back here in 5"
he said as everyone walked away back to there tents. i stayed there with the teacher as i sat down on the bench.
"something up"
he said.
"uhh no everything's fine just gonna come to the beach and watch from a far"
i said as he nodded.
"right well if something happened you know you can come to me"
he said as i nodded.
"thanks"
i said. 5 minutes later everyone that wanted to go to the beach came back in there bathers with towels. we headed down to the beach as jaden and ant looked at me as i sat down.
"you sure your ok with us leaving you"
jaden said.
"we don't want you alone and depressed"
ant said as i nodded.
"no go have fun i'm ok"
i said lying once again. they looked at me as they walked away looking back. they got in the water as everyone was having fun splashing each other in the water. after 10 minutes i felt lonely so i walked back to the camp site. i walked over to the tent unzipping the door slightly. i looked in to see noens hoodie up as he faced back towards me. he must have fallen asleep so i zipped it back up as i didn't wanna disturb him. i walked over to the swings they had there as i sat on one and swung back and forth for an hour maybe even longer.. i looked up to see the sun setting.. maybe it was a bit longer than an hour. everyone was now dressed in warm clothes as the teacher yelled.
"dinner is ready for everyone"
he said as everyone rushed inside to the hall. i walked in with everyone as anthony came up to me.
"chase"
he said as i nodded.
"noens not here"
he said quietly as i turned around scanning the room with my head down.
"i can go get him"
he said as i shook my head.
"it's fine"
i said as i walked out the hall and to our tent. i unzipped the door
"noen"
i said quietly.
"yea"
he said.
"dinners ready"
i said as he stayed silent.
"i'll be up in a minute"
he said as i zipped the tent back up and walked up to the hall. i grabbed a plate and served myself up some food as i sat down with jaden and ant.
chase walked away as i laid there a tear running down my cheek. i got up as i wiped my tear away i walked up to the hall and walked in grabbing a plate. i grabbed a few small things as i looked around with my head down. jaden and ant looked at me as they smiled. chase had his head down eating as they waved at me to go over. i slowly turned around as i walked back out the door. i took my plate over to the table and chairs out side as i picked at my food eating small amounts.
"noen"
i heard a voice say. it was jaden. he sat down in front of me as he looked at me.
"you can sit with us"
he said smiling.
"i don't want to make it arkward"
i said quietly.
"oh noen it's already arkward"
he said smiling and i smiled slighty.
"i- i know"
i said as he grabbed my hand.
"he still loves you and he would never do anything to hurt you ever"
jaden said as i nodded.
"i know"
i said.
"i love him too"
i whispered as he smiled.
"i know you do noen but you guys will have to talk eventually"
he said as i nodded.
"i don't know what to say to him"
i said.
"maybe your not supposed to"
he said smiling.
"feel free to join us"
he said letting go of my hand and getting up. everyone finished and we all walked back to our tents. it was getting late and everyone was getting ready to go to bed. me and chase both didn't change we stayed in the hoodies we were wearing and sweats. the lamp was already off and we were on the edge on the bed on each side. i tried shutting my eyes but i couldn't sleep. i wanted to say something but i hesitated. after everyone's lights went off and the talking stopped i laid there fully awake not able to sleep. 20 minutes later i got the courage.
"chase"
i whispered.
"noen"
he whispered at the same time. we both went silent as i felt my gut telling me to do something. i turned my head to see chases hood up and back facing me.
"chase"
i said as he turned his head slightly.
"yes"
he said as i instantly got on top of him and kissed him. he instantly kissed me back as i straddled him. our tongues fighting for dominance. he pulled away as i put my head down as he sat up me straddling his lap.
"noen"
he said quietly as i looked up slightly not looking at his face.
"may i"
he said indicating to my hood.
"can i"
i said as he nodded too. we both pulled each other's hood down looking into each other's eyes. my face saddened as i saw how damaged he looked.
as i pulled his hood down my face dropped. it was dark but i could see how much pain i put him through. my hand found his cheek as he looked at me. i looked at his hair as it was as black as the night sky.
he looked at my hair which was now black. he looked back to my eyes as he sighed slightly.
"i pushed her away"
he said looking into my eyes.
"i didn't kissed her back either"
he said quietly.
"i know you didn't"
i said as he looked at me.
"i heard what you said to her yesterday before she called me those things"
i said looking down.
"your none of them"
he said lifting my chin.
"yes i am"
i said as his face dropped.
"im daddy's slut"
i said smiling as he chuckled slightly.
"you are"
he said as i smiled.
"i'm sorry i ran"
i said as he kissed my lips lighty.
"it's ok i don't blame you"
he said as he looked at my hair.
"when did you dye it"
he said as i smiled.
"a few days after the party"
i said as he smiled.
"suits you like all the other colours"
he said as i giggled.
"i missed you"
i said hugging him tightly.
"i missed you more baby boy"
he said as i felt tears running down my cheeks.
"i love you"
i said between tears.
"hey don't cry i'm right here"
he said rubbing circles on my back.
"and i love you too"
he said as we laid down looking into each other's eyes. he closed the gap as we kissed.. and kissed..
and kissed...