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chase stood there for a second as i hesitated to say anything. he walked out the bathrooms just as i opened my mouth.
"than-"
i said quietly cutting myself off. i walked out with my head down to the gym as i heard people talking about me and looking at me. i entered the gym to see my class all sat on the bleachers and i walked up the stairs to the top far away from everyone else. chase was sitting with jaden and ant as they talked but chase kept his head down.
"so today we were going to start our new unit but instead we are getting ready for you camp because it's tomorrow as you all know"
he said as i completely forgot about camp.
"you don't get to choose who your working with tho because there's already assigned parents"
he said as he grabbed a piece of paper as looked at it.
"so the partners are.."
he said as i didn't really listen.
"jaden and anthony then the last two chase and noen"
he said as my eyes widened.
"now don't complain and go sit with your partner and organise"
he said as i put my head further down.
"hey try talking to him"
i heard jaden slighty say as chase nodded as he walked up to me. i was glad to be his partner but then all the bad thoughts came back to my head.
did he not love me like i love him? i knew he would go for ava! he kissed her back and liked it i bet!
it made me angry.
he sat down as we both just sat there in silence. the whole lesson i was trying to talk but couldn't and i could tell chase was too. the bell suddenly rang again as we all grabbed our things.
"meet me out the front at 8:50 tomorrow morning everyone"
the teacher said as we all walked out the class room.
"how'd it go"
jaden said as i started walking faster to my locker as he stopped and looked at me walking away from him with a saddened face.
i opened my locker as i put my books away as i looked at noen slightly. i want my baby back. i miss him. i just want him in my arms again. i want to feel his soft lips on mine. i wanna play with his soft hair. i want to not feel lonely and cold at night.
i thought as i didn't even realise i was crying and i was standing in the hallway alone.
"chase"
jaden said walking up to me.
"you alright"
he said as i shook my head shutting my locker.
"no i just want him back"
i said as jaden hugged me.
"hey you didn't do anything wrong he just didn't see you push her away or even not kiss her back"
he said as i nodded.
"now come on"
he said grabbing my hand pulling me to the cafeteria.
"guess what we heard"
payton said.
"what"
i said trying to hide the fact i was crying with my head down.
"we heard you got a tattoo"
ant said as i tried holding back the tears.
"so did you"
payton said as i bite my lip trying not to cry.
"guys i woul-"
jaden said as i started crying.
"omg chase i'm sorry i didn't mean to"
payton said as i shook my head.
"don't say sorry it's just-"
i said cutting my self off sniffling.
"they sorta got matching ones"
jaden said quietly as payton and ant looked at me saddened.
"we're sorry"
ant said.
"no no it's ok"
i said wiping the tears away.
"also payton your eyes wouldn't be able to handle were they are and what it says"
i said making myself laugh slightly as they all laughed. payton realised what i said as his eyes widened.
"wait what"
he said as i looked up slightly.
"you want me to show you"
i said as he shook his head. i got up as i pulled the waistband down on my sweats as i exposes it for a second and sat back down.
"chase don't do that"
jaden said.
"what it was funny just be happy that i thought it was funny"
i said as i forgot my pain for a minute.
"omg you actually got one i thought they were lying"
payton said.
"also why is it literally on your dick"
payton said eyes widened.
"WAIT AND SAYS DADDY"
he said quite loudly.
"it's not on my dick it's above and because..."
i said as i stopped myself because the pain came back.
"i'm sorry for asking but uh-"
payton said.
"you wanna know what noen got"
i said sadly as he nodded.
"it's fine"
i said as i opened my phone scrolling through all the photos of us starting to tear up as i found the photo. i handed him my phone as i got up walking away. i walked down the hall past noen sitting on the ground where he used to sit. i didn't even notice i just went into the toilets as i pulled my hood down looking at myself in the mirror.
-paytons pov-
chase gave me his phone as he walked out the cafeteria. we all looked at each other.
"i feel horrible for him"
i said picking his phone up looking at jaden and ant.
"he really needs to talk to noen and i'm hoping they talk when there in there tent"
ant said.
"wait they got partnered"
i said as jaden and ant nodded.
"oh i feel so bad i hate seeing them like this"
i said as i looked at chases phone. i looked at the picture of the words daddy's slut inked on noens lower back as i honestly wasn't disgusted.. i felt horrible like the world just ended. i felt bad for them and i wanted to fix it but i couldn't. i went off that photo as i slowly scrolled through tons of pictures of them together.. smiling. videos of them laughing and being stupid. and i kept scrolling as i saw something i didn't need to see. i turned chases phone off as i looked up at jaden and ant.
"you saw his dick didn't you"
jaden said as i just nodded.
"haha of course"
ant said as i laughed.
"i honestly wanna fix them"
i said as they all nodded.
*next day*
8:50am
i got to school with my bag full of clothes and things i needed for the 3 days we were staying. i gave the teacher my bag and pillow as i got on the bus. i sat in a seat by myself as i put my headphones in listening to technicolour beat (urban contact remix) by oh wonder on repeat.
[definitely not what i've been listening to on repeat for the past 3 days]
everyone got on the bus as i looked out the window avoiding any ones eye contact. the bus started moving as i rested my head on the glass shutting my eyes. an hour later we arrived to the site and got off the bus. we grabbed our bags as we all heard the rules and what we had to do.
"now go set your tents up where ever you want with in seeing distance ok"
the teacher said as we all started walking over grabbing a tent. chase grabbed ours.
"where do you wanna put it"
he said as i looked around.
"anywhere is fine"
i said softly. we started walking down the stairs as we walked to a open patch were there wasn't too many people.
"here"
he said hesitately. i nodded slightly as we still didn't look up at each other. we both had hoods up and looking down so no one could see our faces.
"it's peaceful here"
i said to myself looking up slightly.
i smiled at his little comment as he turned around and i looked back down hiding my face more.
"i'll set it up"
i said opening the bag.
"i-"
he said as he cut himself off not fighting back. after 10 minutes the tent was up.
"i'm gonna go"
he said quietly as he walked over to grab our blow up mattress. yes you heard that right,
one singular mattress...