P.S: This is dedicated to all the people who are struggling to get a grip on their scattered life. Who are betrayed by the ones they love the most or who they trusted despite everything!
*You deserve much more; because you're worthy more than you think.*
~Bano_Kanwal
: CONSCIOUS :
"Burying love, burying faith, burying self-esteem,
Is all I'm doing since the beginning,
He want me to feel good and pretty,
Even though he's doing this out of pity,
Somebody pushing me down while he's pulling me up,
From the solid ground!
When everyone betrayed me he told me that;
Every minute of my love counts,
Slow progression, Fast recession,
This happened in every situation,
Now I'm lying flat on the road of the journey,
Trying to process what's happening?
Whenever I neared the happy ending,
They come and spoil it all like it's nothing,
Like I'm not worthy, not deserving,
I'm sick, I'm tired, I'm really exhausted,
From all this drama that keeps going,
These attitudes make me dizzy and nauseated,
These people are toxic; all you can do is hating,
But my heart only know one thing,
It wants to love and be love,
It keeps me going and sane,
Moving, running, passing the scenes,
Feeling anxious about every next step,
Even though it's not important to wait till the end,
But I don't know what I want to be,
A chaser, some sad soul or a guardian angel,
To the people who are lost just like me!"
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