Nandito kami sa Straight Up sa BGC's seda hotel. Umiinom kami kasama sina Chloe dahil sa Wednesday na ang wedding niya. But, Christian was on her side holding her waist. Naiparap naman ako magiging thirdwheel pa ata ako sa dalawang 'to. Nasaan na ba kasi si Kianna? Antagal naman ng babaeng yun.
7pm na ng dumating kami dito, Jack Daniels at Cuervo tapos ilang beer ang nasa mesa namin. Sunod-sunod kung nilagok ang Jack Daniels tapos nagsalin ulit ako. I want to get drunk kinuha lang naman ako nina Chloe sa condo kanina at sa kanila na ako sumakay. Buti nalang talaga dahil hindi ko ata kakayanin magdrive, with my state right now.
I want to get wasted matagal na bago ako bumalik ulit sa bar, I was so damn busy with my career and with my daughter that I almost forget to have fun. Nagpaalam naman ako kay Desiree na baka midnight na akong makabalik sa condo.
Nandun na naman ang Nanny niya. At si Kuya Rod tapos yung dalawa kung make-up artist at hairstylist. It's been weeks since Sky and I talked, and I can't understand what he just said. Scared? Damn it!
I can't forget how my tears fall down on my cheeks while I'm talking to him. Maybe, I don't reall know him that much. I fell inlove with him and having sex when I don't know him much. Yes, we're closed but he didn't open up with me. I didn't even meet her family while he meet mine, how unfair.
Nilagok ko ulit ang alak at nanuot kaagad yun sa lalamunan ko. "Shit." I whispered.
"Is there a problem, Trixie?" Chloe asked. I just shook my head and I feel a little dizziness.
"Where's Kianna, by the way?" I asked her. Tiningnan ko ang mga dagat na tao sa dance floor. I want to dance too, I didn't try to dance in that dance floor.
"She said, she's on her way." I just nodded and try to stand-up but I feel dizziness. Shit! This is because of the alcohol. Napaupo ulit ako dahil sa hilong nararamdaman. Kaagad naman akong dinaluhan ni Chloe.
"Hey, Are you okay?" Tumango ako sa kaniya. I'm happy to her that finally she'll be settle down and have her own family.
Maybe, I'll have my own soon and I hope if I found that man I love he'll accept my daughter but if he'll not I won't settle for the man who can't accept my daughter and love her as his own. But surely, I'll let Sky know that we have a daughter. Not now but I think soon. I'll just ready my daughter.
Tumayo ako at hindi na naman ako nahihilo, pumunta ako sa dance floor at nakita ko ang pag-alala sa mukha ni Chloe na nakatingin sakin. God! I make her worry, she should be enjoying but how she can enjoy when her fiancè is beside her? Really huh?
I started dancing and teasing the boys in the stage. I raise my right hand up and then dance, and my other hand was slowly putting every part of my body. Starting to my neck down to my breast and down to my thighs.
Gumiling ako at nakita kung may lalaki sa likod ko at ginilingan ko siya. He hold my waist and I feel his bulge teasing my butt. Oh shit! Lumingon ako sa kaniya at nakipag dirty dance while my both hands was on his neck.
He smiling while I'm doing a dirty dance with him. He's lips touched mine, and his hands was slowly touching my body. Before he can kiss my neck someone hold my wrist and pulled me away to the man.
"What the fuck, man?!" I heard the man hissed. My eyes was slowly closing because of the alcohol. I'll surely have a hang-over tommorrow, shit!
Tiningnan ako kung sino ang humila sa pulsohan ko. He's dragging me out of the club, what the fuck? Where's chloe? I need to find her! Damn it. I won't let Sky drive me home, he might saw desiree. It's 1am in the midnight already I'm sure Desiree already sleep but I just can't risk it.
"Wait... Where's Chloe?" I said trying to get my wrist to his hold.
"They already know, I'll take you home..." he said with his cold tone. Parang nanghina ang tuhod ko sa tingin niya. Pero dahil siguro sa alak ay hindi ko malayo ang tingin sa kaniya. I missed his stare that made me fall inlove, but not that dangerous stare.
Fix yourself Trixie!
Sigaw ng utak ko but how can I? If he's few inches from me? I saw Desiree's eyes on him, Ofcourse dun nagmana ang ganda ng kulay ng mata ni Desiree. But I can't take long to stare at him. I need to go back to get my purse I left it in the table, damn it. I didn't know that he'll be there. Who call him anyway? Oh shit! It could be Christian. Fuck!
"I'll get my purse inside, I left it. I have my phone there!" Sigaw ko sa kaniya. I don't want him to drive me home.
"Chloe will bring that to you, don't worry." His cold stare bore into mine. Ginulo ko ang buhok ko dahil sa frustration.
"You can go home, Chloe will drive me home..." sabi ko habang hindi siya tinitignan. It's been 10 years pero andaming nagbago sa kaniya, he's body is more masculine now. I feel so small with him. Binuksan niya ang pinto ng BMW niya, kinabahan ako bigla. No! Dapat sa harap lang ako ng condo magpapahatid. Right! It should be.
"Get in." Umirap ako at sumakay sa shotgun seat. Parang nahimasmasan ako sa presensiya niya! Oh my god! What did you just do Trixie? You kissed a damn stranger? What the heck!
Seryosong nagdrive si Sky habang ang isang kamay ay nasa bintana habang nilalaro ang kaniyang labi. Why he looks hot? Why until now? I stare at him for a seconds and when he look at me, I looked away.
I heard him smirk. "Where's your condo?" I want to go home that's why hindi na ako nakipagtalo.
"Hidalgo place." That just I said and after a minute we arrived. I automatically unlock my seatbelt and open the door and go out. Nakita ko pa kung paano siya lumabas sa drivers seat.
I raised my brows to him. "What are you doing? I can go up without you. Thank you for driving me... home.." nahuli pa yung home dahil sa paraan ng pagtingin niya. Nararamdaman ko parin ang alak sa katawan ko. And I'm sure I'll walk upstairs like a zombie, Damn it!
"I'll send you to your condo.." nataranta agad ako sa sinabi niya, he should not seen my daughter. Kahit alam ng lahat ng may anak ako and I'm sure alam niya rin but I won't let him recognized his daughter yet.
"N-No need.. I can h-handle myself." Nauutal pa ako. Matigas parin ang paraan ng pagtitig niya.
"Okay, Take care." Before he get inside and then leave.
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