G!P
February 2019
Y/n pov
I sighed as I stared at my phone. Me and chaeyoung had gotten into a argument. I groaned and threw my phone in my bed burying my head in my pillow. I just wanted to know how she was doing, and one conversation lead to another. And it ended in a bad argument. All I asked was why she didn't call me and she started telling saying she was just busy. I get that she's busy, but she could've at least said it....nicer.
I don't know why she was so mad. I want to make sure she's okay and she's not overworking herself. Maybe that's why she's upset. Maybe I'm bothering her? I bit my lip and held my pillow close to me. The tests threatened to fall out. I didn't want our relationship to end. I don't know what I'd do if it did. I heard a knock at my door
"Y/n/n?" I sniffled and quickly put on a smile
"Yes?" The door opened and I saw dowoon. He sighed and walked over to me.
"Did you fight again?" I nodded and he hugged me. I leaned into him and clenched onto my pillow
"I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I want it to work. I want US to work, but she just seems to get upset everytime I talk to her!"
He stayed silent and sighed
"Y/n/n, I'm not that experienced in...love. But I know one thing for sure communication is key. You have to talk to her." I bit my lip and nodded. He sighed and turned to me I felt a tear roll down my cheek as he wiped it away. I smiled and sniffed
"Why'd you come her dowoon?" He sighed and pat my head
"Bighit ENT. called it's for your debut with txt." I nodded and stood up. Day6 and soon txt would be my two groups. ,
(Yeonjun, hanbin, and woojin are a group and dowoon is the synthesist. Wonpil is only keyboard in this) I stood up and my manager drove me to the set.
I was greeted my Kai and he hugged me.
"Y/n/n!!! You're hereee!" I laughed and nodded. The director lead me to get ready for the shoot.
Time skip
We finished shooting and it was going up in a couple days. We decided to out for a celebratory dinner. What I didn't expect was rosé to be there, with a guy. I saw them and soobin saw where I was looking. He led me to our table and we continued to eat and celebrate. I didn't want to look in that direction but I could feel a pair of eyes on me. Why the hell is she even looking at me? We finished eating and we left the restaurant. They were laughing but I stayed silent and put my head down. I walked out when I felt someone grab my wrist I glanced back and saw a fan. I smiled and leaned down for a photo with the fan. I wasn't in the mood, but I didn't want anyone to suspect things.
Then I felt another grip on my wrist. I sighed and glanced back again but this time I was met my girlfriend. I felt my smile waver and a wave of emotions we're about to come crushing down. I saw the guy walking out the door. I didn't know who it was though, but he clearly knew me. I tugged my arm away and she grabbed me again leaning into me and she wrapped her arms around me
"Can we talk tonight please?" I felt my mood fall even more. Was it going to be a good talk or a bad talk? I nodded and she smiled softly leaning into me and she kissed my cheek.
"Thank you baby."
She rushed back to that guy and I clenched my fist when beomgyu grabbed my hand and walked me back to the van. I felt helpless, and sad. I sighed as he pat my back.
Time skip
I got dropped off at my other dorm since all my stuff was there. Taehyun sighed and reached out to grab my chin. He pulled me close and smiled
"Don't get to upset y/n/n, I'm sure you'll work things out!" I smiled and nodded as he pecked my cheek. I walked inside and as soon as I entered i dropped my bag and leaned down to the floor and I felt the wall of emotions fall. I started to cry and sungjin rushed over
"Y/n?"
"I s-saw her with a-another guy" I stuttered and clung onto him.
"Oh y/n/n." I clung ontonhim and wonpil and dowoon walked out.
They probably heard what i said because they all rushed to my side.
They brought me to the couch and I cried. A couple minutes passed and I continued to get when I heard a knock on the door.
"Y/n/n?" It was chaeyoung. No...no I can't let her see me. That's when wonpil stood up and opened the door.
"Wonpil is y/-"
"Leave" I widened my eyes but stayed silent
"Wonoil please I ne-"
"I said leave. You have no right to see her if you decided to do what you did tonight." Wait, how did he know about tonight? That's when I heard my phone ping.
I grabbed it and saw something that made my heart stop
Blackpinks main vocalist rosé or park chaeyoung confirmed to be dating Kim seokjin after breaking up with former girlfriend Kim y/n.
Rumors say the couple was spotted today at a restaurant.
What. The. Fuck.
I stood up and walked to the door as wonpil stepped aside. I stared at her and took in a deep breath as I stared at her and sighed. She reached for me and I pulled away. I bit my lip and I tried to stop a year from falling but I was denied that.
"Jagiya, please." My heart hurt when she called me that. I whispered and told wonpil in Chinese
"Please give us some time wonpil." I sighed and he nodded walking back in as I closed the door. I leaned on the door and gave her a blank stare. I felt dead inside, I didn't know what I was feeling. I'm confused, pissed, sad. I saw her reach for my hands. I pulled away.
"Why?" One single word that held multiple questions. Why did she do this? Is that why we were arguing so much? I stared at the ground and I felt her eyes on me
"Please baby. Look at me."
"Don't call me those petty names chaeyoung."
Her face dropped a bit.
"I'll ask once more. Why? Why didn't you tell me!? I had to find out this way. My fucking brother? Is that who you were hanging out with tonight? How long have you been doing this? Is this why we've been fighting so much?" I started to raise my voice and the emotions I've been having for a while started to show.
"No y/n/n, that's not it!" She tried stepping forward and I backed up when I grabbed her arms
"Then what is it!"
She sighed and looked at the ground.
"What does he have that I don't. More fans, he's Mr. worldwide handsome. Is it my looks, is it my personality? Was I not enough? Is he just better than me!" I started to feel panicked and she started to walk to me.
"You..why!?" I held my chest and clenched my shirt. My chest hurt so much. I started to breath harder and chaeyoung reached for me and held onto me.
"No y/n/n listen, I didn't want this I promise."
"How long have you been seeing him. We were definitely still together, how long though!" She held onto my hands
"Y/n, I meant to tell you I really did."
"Liar, you've lied about something this big, you'll lie more!" I clenched my eyes shut as tears started to fall. She brought me into a hug.
"I swear y/n." I stayed stiff
"I'm going to ask you one more time chaeyoung. WHY?!" I yelled and she held my head.
"I promise you y/n I still love you!" Liar.
I shoved her off of me
"Just...if you won't give me a clear answer on what's wrong with me. What's up with me what I'm lacking. Leave." She stared at me with wide eyes
"Y/n, there's nothing wrong with you. I just..."
"You don't love me do you? I wanted to give you everything I had to offer and you just went to seokjin!" She nodded no quickly and pulled me closer
"Y/n/n please."
"Please leave chaeyoung."
"Y/n no, I can't leave you. I didn't want this! I was going to tell you I just-"
"You couldn't what!? You couldn't trust me?" I didn't get a response, she just stared at the ground. I scoffed and stared at her.
"Please go home chaeyoung."
"No, y/n/n please..." I felt more tears prick my eyes and sighed.
"I'll walk you to your car to make sure your okay though."
Once I knew her manager was with her I started to walk away when someone else stepped out the car.
"Y/n/n." Seokjin. I continued walking when I felt a hand on my wrist. I pulled away quickly and ran to the door. I felt the tears starting to fall down. Why would she not tell me? I knocked and jae opened the door. I shoved it open and slammed the door shut. I fell into dowoon's arms
"Why wouldn't they tell me? Why would they keep that from me? Is this why we were fighting? I'd rather know than find out this way. To have my chest hurt." I clenched onto his shirt and I heard Brian sigh. He brought me to the couch and I bawled my eyes out for the remainder of the night.
The next morning
I woke up at 7 and hauled myself out of bed. They were in the living room eating cereal
"Y/n/n, you alright?" I glanced at jae
"Besides having a searing pain in my chest, I'm fine." I sat down and grabbed a banana.
"I have to split time today I'll practice but I might need new sticks." I sighed and just stared at my banana while slowly chewing. I'm not hungry. I stood up and my manager signaled for me to get ready. I put on my shoes and waved bye as we stepped in the car. I groaned and wonpil shouted
"Y/n/n, don't forget we're going to try and finish lyrics for our next comeback." (which is sweet chaos)
"Alright. See you soon guys!" I walked out and once we were in the car. She turned to me
"Y/n you okay?" I nodded and looked out the window.
I just want to see the guys right now. I sighed and glanced at her
"Yeah I'm fine. What is the public saying about this?" I didn't get a response from her immediately.
"W-well about that there's a meeting today with you and them...along with their bosses." Her voice got quieter with each word. I groaned and started banging my head on the car.
"Y/n stop that." I groaned louder and glanced at her
"Why, I have to practice and get ready for our debut. I need to make sure I'm ready." I saw her roll her eyes at me
"Y/n I've known you for a while now and we both know you're just trying to avoid this."
She's right but I won't admit it.
"Please?" I glanced at her and she sighed
"Look y/n/n we'll both get int double if you don't go."
"But pl-"
"No. Plus we're here and it's the first thing you're doing. Let's go."
I was basically being dragged there and I felt my heart rate increasing. And I felt glances towards us. And as we passed I saw the groups i specifically did not want to see right now.
"Please, no?" She glared and dragged me to the room.
"Oh I have to use the bathroom real quick. Bye." Without waiting for her response I left.
"I'll give you five minutes if you aren't here your dead."
Damn she's scary when she wants to be. I nodded and quickly rushed off I pulled out my phone
Tall rabbit 🐇🐰♥️(soobin)
Me: please get the guys and you here now. I'm near the bathroom
I stood there nervously and soon I heard footsteps. They had worried looks on their faces.
"I can not go to that meeting."
"What meeting y/n/n?"
"I have a meeting with jin, chaeyoung, and their bosses." I gave a nervous look at them and taehyun smiled
"I could try making you disappear?"
"Oh God, yes ple-"
"No you idiots y/n/n you'll have to do it eventually!" Soobin smacked both of us. I glanced at beomgyu giving him a hopeful smile. He just laughed nervously
"Sorry y/n/n."
"I can rub your stomach if that helps?" I sighed and gave Kai a lopsided smile.
And my manager came storming near me. Shit. I tried backing up to be met with soobins chest.
"Please soobin? I'll buy you bread and snacks for a year promise." He bit his lip and ended up pushing me towards my manager. Oh no. Oh please no. I can't see them, I'll end up crying like a baby. I don't want to, I'll end up bawling my eyes out again. Oh, to late we're at the meeting room. I sighed and got shoved in, they were staring at me. What if my eyes looked red from crying?
"Y/n please have a seat." I sighed and I was forced to sit across from Rosie.
"As you all know we have confirmed that seokjin and chaeyoung are dating." I just stared at the desk in front of me. I knew they were staring at me, but it doesn't bother me.
"People have mixed feelings about this some are negative so...y/n we need you to post something saying you're okay with this happening. Please notify me before you post it."
"Okay."
"And you two are going to go out together today. You can choose where your schedules have been cleared." I clenched my fist under the table.
I can't even do anything about this I just have to deal with it.
"Hold on! You can't just do this to my idol randomly!" I lifted my head slightly and saw Mr.park about to stand up. Oh please not a fight.
"We're doing this for business park. Surely you can understand that."
"Actually I can't Yang. Listen my idol is suffering because of this out companies are suffering because of this alright! Look you even have to have y/n go and post saying she's okay with it!" Yeah, look where this ended all of us. A shitty place, my heart's broken and I feel like crap.
"Park, this will blow away and once people accept it business will boom, we can start selling and releasing collaborations and more!" Is that all our relationship was to rosie to? A business tactic? I felt a wall of emotions start to build up and I knew damn well once it fell I was screwed.
"Mr. Park, it's fine. I'll have that message done soon and I'll notify you as soon as I have it. I'm going to go to practice now. Uhm, if you need anything just...you know where I am." I started to walk out when he started talking again
"Y/n you are no-" before he could finish I closed the door and ran to the practice room. I felt my heart start pounding and I felt a ringing sound in my head. I felt my throat starting to close, the burning feeling started to take over and I felt the dryness of it.
Fuck, please don't cry. I was clutching onto my shirt
"Y/n/n?" I glanced up and saw Kai. Oh I don't want to cry near them. Near anyone. The wall of emotions was crumbling, and fast. I fell to the ground and buried my head in my knees.
"Kai, I don't think I can do this. There's a pain in my heart. I can't get rid of it." I heard shuffling and I felt him sit down next to me and pat my head and he pulled me into a hug. I broke down.
"God I hate this Kai. I can't speak up...what if they are truly happy? I can't ruin that, but I'm so mad? No! Not mad? Sad? Depressed? Fuck I don't know anymore!"
He pat my head again and whispered
"Hey, we're here for you. We just debuted this is supposed to be one of the happiest things!" I nodded and stood up.
"You should go and wipe your tears and clean up." I nodded and he gave me a hug. It was a big comforting hug, and I needed it.
"Thanks hyuka." He nodded and I walked to the bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror. I need to get my shit together. But I can't get ahold of myself. I was tripping to sink and I realised years were still falling down. Why must I suffer? It seems like everyone is happy, why me? I splashed some water on my face and heard the door click.
"Listen I'm fi-" Rosie.
"Do...d-do you ha-have..." I cleared my throat and looked at the ground
"Uhm, s-sorry." I cleared my throat
"Do y-you have a an-answer for me?" I kept staring at the mirror and I realised I was shaking a bit.
"What answer y/n/n?"
"What's wrong with me?" I turned around to face her and she walked up to me and I felt her soft touch on my arms.
" W-why didn't you tell me? That's the most I need to know." She tightened her grip and leaned closer to me.
"I couldn't y/n/n. I couldn't!"
"Why not?! WHY!" I pushed her off of me.
"Y/n/n it's your fucking brother! I can't just tell you that I have to date him now, it's not that easy!"
"What if I started dating Alice and didn't tell you. And you had to and out by some stupid NEWS outlet?!"
She just held onto my hands tighter. And I heard a knock on the door
"Y/n? Rosie?" It was Seokjin. So he's so comfortable with her that they're on a first name basis? I scoffed and pushed her hands off
"You can't even answer that can you? Now think about what the hell I'm feeling." I opened the door and seokjin was standing there.
"Y/n-"
"Don't say a damn word to me." I shoved past them and just walked to the practice room. My manager and staff members were there. I saw hoseok and he pulled me into a hug.
"Did you know about this?" He nodded no
"I swear I had no idea." I nodded and hugged him harder
"You should go and practice." He nodded and I just put on a normal face and went straight to practicing after warming up.
Time skip
Practice was over and I had to drive to JYP ENT to practice with my other group. But before I leave I have to show them the message saying i was okay with them dating. They approved and as soon as I posted it. More hate starts flying in towards the companies and those two. I didn't really care at that point though so I just hugged the guys bye and my manager drove me to JYP ent.
As soon as we arrived I walked in and cameras were everywhere. I just kept walking until I was in the building. But that's not the worst part, a bunch of other idols surrounded me asking if I was okay. I just sighed
"I'll be fine guys." Mina walked up to me and brought me into a hug
"I'm sorry y/n/n."
"You don't have to be sorry for anything mina. It's not your fault." She nodded and when more people started to come near me my manager pushed me towards the practice room. I looked up at sungjin
"Did you guys get a extra pair of sticks for me?" He nodded and tossed them to me. Every single song I wrote was for chaeyoung. This comeback was going to feature some new songs I write. It's going to have new emotions.
We practiced and I wrote some more more lyrics when I got called in by Mr. Park. I groaned and on my way to his office I ran into Lia.
"Hi y/n/n." I was pretty close to Lia. I won't lie I had a crush on Lia before I got together with chaeyoung. And I heard from...informants she liked me to. If chaeyoung's going to make me feel pain. I might as well make her feel it to.
"Hey Lia. How are you?" She shrugged and stared at me
"How are you, y/n/n? How are you feeling?"
"I'm holding up I guess."
"Y/N!" I glanced over to where the voice was and Mr. Park was standing there.
"OH! Lia, why don't you join us?"
She nodded and grabbed my hand leading me to his office. Oh this was going to be fun.
"Y/n Lia, you both know about what's been...going on. And since there has been large amounts of backlash. We have decided that we want you two to...date." oh that was the most fucked up sentence I've ever heard.
"Y/n don't force yourself. If you don't want to. I know this must be hard for yo-"
"I'll do it. But only if you're okay with it."
I stared at Lia and she thought about it for a moment
"Alright." I saw him lightly smile
"Okay, it's confirmed. Have fun you two and... Y/n do you have your songs done?" Oh right. My forgetful ass.
"Yes it's right here." I gave it to him the tiny notebook I had and he nodded.
"We can start recording and filming soon." I smiled and grabbed Lia's hand.
"So...let me take you to get some ice cream." She gave me a smile and I felt my heart warm up. Was i as happy as I was with chaeyoung. No. My heart still aches and I still feel like shit. I don't even really like Lia I think. So, I'll be telling her about my plan. I heard my phone ping and saw dispatch and JYP ENT had confirmed us dating.
"Lia. I'm not going to lead you on giving you false hope. I still have eyes for chaeyoung. I feel like shit and I don't like you so...I was wondering if you wanted to help me."
"You want me to help make her jealous?" Holy crap she's smart.
"If you're up for it.." I opened the door for her and we walked into the store.
"Yeah I'll help you. As a friendly gesture." I rolled my eyes and nudged her. We got our ice cream and I smirked. Was this cruel and a shitty way of coping with my feelings? Absolutely. Did I really care? Nope.
Lia tapped my shoulder and whispered
"They are in the goddamn table next to us y/n/n." I put on a fake smiled and leaned in to make it seem like I was whispering something lovey dovey to her.
"Let's put our plan in action then. Jagi" I said the last word a bit louder and saw a couple glances move to us. Including chaeyoung and seokjins. I fed her some of my ice cream and smiled.
"You know this is pretty fun." She smiled and leaned on my shoulder
"Oh course it's fun y/n/n. You're with me." I flushed a bit and laughed. I glanced over and saw chaeyoung staring at us. I smiled and took a bite of my ice cream.
"Uhm. Lia may-"
"You want to make her jealous you might want to call me baby and stuff."
"Ohh, you play dirty don't you?"
She smirked and I felt her breath
"You want revenge you better do it the right way." I shivered and felt a flush on my cheeks.
"Aww. Y/n/n you're so cute."
"You're the cute one. Not me!" We started laughing and a couple people were filming. I cleared my throat slightly and wrapped my arm around her
"What if she starts thinking I was cheating on her because I'm already that close to you?" I whispered and smiled adding a little laugh at the end.
"Y/n/n she might've been cheating on you when you guys were actually dating." I felt my heart clench and my throat start to hurt.
Lia seemed to notice something because she grabbed my hand
"But she probably didn't right? Would she.."
"I don't know?" My voice was shaking a bit but I tried to keep a smiling face.
"Hey, do you wanna leave y/n?" I nodded quickly and we got up we were about to leave when I felt a hand on my shoulder. Since we were in public I turned around smiling
"Oh, hi seokjin." I stiffined and gave him a small smile
"Uhm, eomma and appa want to have dinner at their place on Sunday." I glanced at Lia and back at seokjin and chaeyoung.
"I don't know if my schedules open at Lia's. We can check later. Is that okay with you baby?" She nodded and smiled at me. C'mon y/n put on a good act here. I leaned down and kissed her forehead.
"Alright we can check if not we can reschedule alright?" They smiled and nodded but all four of us knew damn well they were fake.
Especially chaeyoung and I. She was staring at me the entire time and I just stared right back at her.
This is what she gets for doing this to me. Seokjin I have something else in store for him.
I hugged them both and couldn't help but hug chaeyoung a bit longer than I should've. I didn't want to leave her arms but I had to.
"Let's go jagi." I smiled and tried to muster up all that love I had for Lia before chaeyoung and it must've been pretty convincing because I saw a bunch of fans taking photos. I grabbed her hand and leaned down and kissed her forehead gently.
She blushed and I smiled widely, this was going really well. I heard squeals and congratulations from fans and smiled at them. I felt her cuddle into me and glanced back seeing chaeyoung and Jin being surrounded being congratulated and saw him kiss her cheek. I felt my heart squeeze and Lia whispered
"I can clear up my plans for the weekend. I have a...idea we could use." I smirked and wrapped my arm around her shoulders.
"You really are good at thinking of things with that brain of yours."
I tapped her head and she laughed and smacked my shoulder
"Oww!" I rubbed my shoulder she rolled her eyes.
"Tell me later?" She nodded and we passed a shop.
"Let's get matching rings." She glanced at me
"You really want payback don't you?" I pulled her closer and sighed
"Wouldn't you after what she did? I know it's shitty but...it isn't right what she did."
"Think about this more before we get to deep into it y/n/n." I nodded and sighed
"But we can get the matching rings." I smiled and jumped a bit
"YES! Alright let's go. Though I'm putting mine in a chain to wear."
"Then just get a necklace idiot."
"You really are mean Lia. Can't believe I had a crush on you. Actually... I can." I thiught about it for a moment and I heard her laugh and push me in.
"Fine I'll get a necklace and you can get...what do you want?"
"Let's just get rings and you can put yours on your finger or that necklace. Weirdo." She was giving me one of her smiles and I felt my heart clench a bit. This is great but, I want this with rosie. It's not like Lia and I are a real thing though. Ah, this is all so confusing and painful. I was lost in though when lia tapped my shoulder.
"Which one do you want y/n/n?" "i'll take silver you can have gold. You're the gold in my life Lia." Since we were in public she smiled and leaned on me but when she reaches for my hand she ended up punching me.
I winced and she gave me a worried face
"Jagi you okay?" I gave her a hard stare and nodded.
"Mhm I'm fine baby." The cashier gave us our rings and smiled at us
"You two are the cutest couple ever." I nodded and smiled. I kissed lia's forehead and took out the rings. We walked out and there were a lot of cameras there. I had to paly the roll of someone very invested rather hen be annoyed with cameras right now. I saw another crowd of people nearby and assumed they were surrounding Jin and rosie. I took out the ring and grabbed her hand and smiled placing it on her ring finger.
I heard cheers and clapping but also people squealing and a bunch of flashes. She placed the silver ring on my finger and covered her eyes from the flashes. I grabbed her hand and pushed through them she tugged on my jacket and I glanced at where she was signaling to. I saw Rosie but before I could say anything Lia grabbed my face and kissed me. I made a tiny sound and felt her smile against me.
I pulled away and both of us smirked. People were definitely going to make a meme about that.
I got pulled away by her and just followed like someone heavily in love. We passed seokjin and Rosie and Lia made sure to kiss me again.
"Getting quite touchy aren't you Lia?" She bumped into me again
"you wanted this right?" Did I though? Was this going to far?
"Yeah, I do."
"Wait,can we stop at a store...I need some sticks." She smiled and nodded.
"This is nice Lia. I like this, it's getting off my mind and it's like a distraction." She smiled and hugged me
"I'm glad. Also tomorrow I want to visit you and watch you practice for your debut." I nodded and jumped a bit.
"It's amazing lia. I love these guys they're so fun and they're like younger brothers for me. Wonpil and the others are like older brothers. It's just...I love it."
I saw her smile grow wider
"I'm happy for you y/n/n you worked hard. Though I'm surprised you had it in you to dance." I blushed and smiled
"I guess I just really like it."
"Yeah but, you also rap now. That's such a big change from you just sitting there and being so quiet."
"I guess. It's great but...everything would've been perfect if this entire thing didn't happened."
She rubbed my arm and I held her hand tighter.
"It's, I'm still really happy though. Oh, we're here. Give me a moment." I walked in and three store manager smiled and walked up to me
"I'll go you your sticks y/n/n how many pairs?"
"Five pl-"
"Y/n/n!" I heard a small voice and my mood went from mediocre to happy in a second.
"Unnie!" A little girl was standing there hugging my legs. My heart melted and I leaned down smiling.
"Sooyeon!" I smiled and her tiny body slammed into me. I fell back laughing and I saw Lia laughing at me.
"Who's this?" Sooyeon pointed at Lia.
"This is my close friend sooyeon."
She stared at Lia for a bit and back at me
"Are you two dating?" Dang. Smart kid. Well we aren't really dating but...
"Yes we are." Lia smiled at sooyeon and I nodded.
"AH! YOU'RE DATING SOMEONE!" She started laughing and I caught her from falling.
"Yah! Sooyeon be respectful!" I heard Mr. Lee yell
"It's okay Mr. Lee." I picked sooyeon up and Lia smiled at us. She took our here phone and sooyeon place where head on me shoulder.
Lia took a photo and I saw Mr. Lee walk back in the room.
"Here you go y/n/n."
"Thank you Mr. Lee. Here." I pulled out the money.
"Oh y/n/n this is way to much." I waved it off and placed sooyeon on the counter.
"Here I got you something." I took out a bracelet and Mr. Lee started to stop me but I wave shim off again.
"Y/n/n, please you don't have to this is to mu-"
"No, you've done a lot for me
Mr. Lee you taught me how to play. Plus sooyeon is like a little sister." I smiled and placed the bracelet on.
"Thank you unnie." She gave me a tight hug and I held her
"No problem I'll come visit soon, okay?" She nodded and I smiled at Lia.
"Let's go!"
I walked out and I saw a car waiting for us. My manager was sitting in there. I led Lia to the car and stepped in. And I was not happy with what I saw.
Chaeyoung was here with Jin. I grabbed my sticks and started the check them. I took out some tape I also bought and before I could start I felt a snack on my head.
"OW! what the hell!" My manager was glaring at me
"Clearly I'm here for a reason y/n don't just start taping your sticks!"
I rolled my eyes and continued to tape them.
"You guys are going to that dinner. Clearly something's going on understandably. You guys have 2 weeks to figure it out."
"Wait but I need to perform for our debut."
"Yes, you'll do that but as soon as you're done we'll bring you back." I nodded and continued taping. I got slapped again.
"What the hell I heard you!" I glared at her and she flicked me
"Look at me when I'm talking to you respect your elders!"
I heard laughs and we started bickering.
"Y/n stop being rude." I glanced at Jin and glared.
"Don't tell me what to do." He kicked my leg lightly and I hit his arm with my stick. I rolled my eyes and continued to tape the rest of them. Then my mind wandered to how eomma and appa would react.
I winced at the thought. It hurt me physically to think of that. I sighed and leaned my head on the
head rest. I tried to push that thought out, but it came back again. It was terrible to think about, eomma and appa were always supportive me but when I brought chaeyoung home they weren't very happy. Not because she was bad or anything, they liked her it's just they didn't really approve of me dating a girl the most. This weren't against it but I always felt like I didn't meet up to their expectation in that aspect.
I shifted in my seat and my leg brushed against something. I assumed it was either jin's leg or the seat. I moved a bit and my leg brushed against it again. But then I realised it was a bit to soft for pants. Jin was wearing pants and Rosie was wearing some shorts. I opened my eyes quickly and realised my leg was in between hers. I move sit quickly and started to apologize quickly and quietly.
She was blushing but nodded it off. I moved a bit more to the side and started to think about it again. Bringing Lia to them was going to be annoying. And they'll probably be happy that seokjin and Rosie are together. I hate that thought. They'll think Rosie and I weren't good for each other but we were. Right? We were okay. I felt the car stop but I kept laying there with my eyes closed. I felt someone tug my shirt but I stayed still.
"Bab- y/n." I stayed still. Of course Rosie was the one left with making me get out the car. Not going to happen, I gave out a tiny breath and I was actually starting to get tired. I started to fall of slightly and my head leaned against the window. I heard the door open and close. Ah she finally le- the other door next to me opened and my head fell. But she caught me, I heard her giggle softly and she lifted me up. Her giggle never gets old, it's the same cute innocent giggle I've grown to love.
I leaned into her and opened my eyes. I put my head in the crook of her neck and smiled. I didn't want to smile but I couldn't help it. I just felt so relaxed in her arms. I felt her open the door and walk in. She greeted eomma and appa and they started apologizing for my behavior. Rosie already knew the house well and immediately walked to my room after talking a bit. I felt the soft matress and clung to rosie harder.
I didn't want her to leave me. I never wanted to. This whole thing was just corporate getting in the way. But maybe we were flaking apart. No. She was probably avoiding me because of this entire thing, she did know about it before. But...if we were in a good relationship she would've told me. I groaned as my head decides to tell me to shut the hell up and just rest. I