pretending is never easy
lying is just a lie
i can always do both
but my heart also explodes
tiring are the days
when you're pretending
you'd like to scream and shout
but it tears end up falling
insesitive, selfish, and cruel
how can they not see me cry?
i smile and laugh and joke
those feelings all pass by
i want to show my true self
kind yet prank, good and bad
but no matter how much i try
everyone is just stupid enough to die
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as an introvert, i prefer writing my anger than shouting it out to prevent hurting other people. hope you'll be careful of any words you say for it will surely leave an impact.