What's that feeling?, Am I drowning?
Deep inside of me, I fight, harder, harder,
but the tides push my head deeper
And the ones I love,
The ones I thought loved me, stand on the side lines, watching, laughing.
They can't see that I am sinking
Why?
They are blinded by things that aren't me,
Things matter more than me.
I don't matter, never did, never will.
The voices in my head are all that I have
And they keep saying
"I told you to do it, I told you so,
You should have gone sooner
To avoid the shame"
"Why didn't you go sooner?, Did you actually think that they cared?"
What was I thinking?
I am like a living ghost
Just moving not living
IT'S TIME TO SLEEP
So guys, this one was pretty sad and deep for me, I hope you felt real emotions after reading this.
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Thank you
Love, zizi❤️