The feeling hadn't been relieved. It was still the strong feeling I'm oh so familiar with when I had it in the car.
A tingling sensation in my lower area. The want of hands rooming my body, the feeling of being full from my hole. I wanted it all.
But that was my body. My mind was thinking the complete opposite. I don't want to be a slut who begs for sex. I don't want to be a whore who needs to be filled every day.
But the feeling wound not leave. I twitched and moved a bit in my seat trying my best to not get Yoongi's attention. I don't want another Jungkook moment. That time I wasn't thinking since it was my first time feeling the sensation but now that I know, I should watch what I'm doing. Not get to carried away.
That didn't end up happening.
My fidgety movements with my fingers and my slight position fixes with my body did not go unnoticed my Yoongi.
He stopped playing the the melody music and faced towards me. I didn't make any eye contact with him but I could tell he was observing my moments. Playing with my fingers, sweat dripping down my temple, me switching positions every so slightly. At least anything in order to get the feeling away.
"You ok?" I stopped my movements for a little bit. Not before feeling a little jolt of electricity after hearing Yoongi's deep voice. It sound so sexy to me.
"Yeah, I-I'm f-fine." I was not fine at all, no I wasn't. The complete opposite. If he speaks again I think I might lose it.
"Are you sure?" I jolted forward in my seat. Wasn't a good idea as I felt the friction I wanted between my legs. I little moan came out of my mouth which made me put my hands immediately on top of them. A red tint made its way onto my cheeks showing how embarrassed I was. "Oh." I heard from his mouth which made me worried.
What does 'Oh' mean. I had a battle in my head if I should leave or stay. If I should ask for his help or do it on my own. I couldn't go to Jungkook because he wasn't home yet.
"I know what's wrong, let me help you." His words kind of made me scared. I didn't know if I wanted it. It was my body, not my actual mind and heart. "Come on Tae, it's going to hurt more. Let me help you."
By hurting more he was right. The stick was growing from my pants. I didn't know what was happening but every time I heard his voice, it made my body jump. But right now, I need his help. I wouldn't even know what to do if I were alone. I poked it a bit which made me moan.
"It's h-hard."
"Yeah and it's going to get harder and hurt more if you don't let me help you."
I thought about his words for a moment. I went between the pros and cons of letting Yoongi relieve me. But all in all, I had no choice. I didn't know what to do at all.
"Ok." My small 'ok' made him smile, I wasn't sure why but I hope it was for a good reason. "Please take care of me, I'm putting my trust in you." If I were in the situation again, I would've asked Jungkook, while doing it in the car he made sure it wasn't painful and took care of me. So I'm hoping that Yoongi would do the same.
"I promise I will. Go on the bed, it'll be more comfortable." I followed and went to his bed, he followed behind me. He told me to lay down which I did and he hovered over top of me.
The seen made my have flashbacks. Me being overtaken, someone hovering above me. A chance for a person to do anything to me. It made me panic. My breathing became heavy and sweat started to drip down. I felt my eyes starting to water and tears were about to fall. but were stopped by a voice.
"Hey, it's ok. I'm not going to hurt you. I'm not going to do the horrible things that man did to you, ok? I'm just here to help you."
His reassurance made me come back to mind. I looked into his deep brown eyes for a moment. I saw softness nothing to scary. He was being genuine. I nodded my head at him and wiped my tears away.
He gave me a small peck near my eye where a tear was about to fall which made me feel happy. "Can I?" I nodded as a 'yes' and he started to remove my shirt. I felt his hands at the base and slowly move up with the fabric in his hand.
He took it off completely revealing my tan skin, filled with scars. A few bruises still visible. He leaned down and traced the marks with his finger, he stood back up and faced me.
I expected him to say stuff like 'ew' or 'ugly' like the people back at that place said but I heard none of that. "You have the most beautiful golden tan skin I've seen on any human. The scars show nothing but beauty. Believe me." Words have never felt so special that a few tears ran down my cheek which Yoongi was quick to wipe away with his thumb.
He leaned down kissing each and every single one of the scars, bruises, bullet wounds. It made me feel so special. He sat back up and removed his shirt revealing a toned and well shaped body. It made me blush a little and look away. "Don't be shy cutie." I loved the choice of nick names.
He leaned back down and kisses along my jaw line down to my chest and lower to my stomach. His hands gripped my pants. "May I?" I nodded blushing and he continued to pull down my pants. He threw them off to the side. He leaned his head near my ding dong. He poked at it which made me squeak. "Ah~"
He hooked his finger around the band of my underwear before he pulled them off. I yelped a bit and my cheeks becomes covered with a blush red hue. "You're so beautiful." He touched the tip making my squirm a bit.
"Ah~ Yoongi." He smiled back at me and wrapped his hand around my ding dong. He moved it up and down my shaft at a very slow motion. "Feels g-good." He fasten his paste making me squirm and move around though he held me in place. "Ngh~ feel weird. I-I wanna p-pee." A knot was felt in my stomach as Yoongi fastened his paste. But he suddenly stopped before I could release. "Wah~"
"It's called cumming hun." He brushed my bangs away from my forehead. I caught my breath for a moment before I felt Yoongi's finger going near my hole.
"Yoongi?"
"It might hurt a bit, ok baby." I nodded at his waning before I felt him pushing his finger into my hole. "I'm prepping you."
"Ah~ feels weird~" I moaned at the foreign feeling. I've never been prepped, Taemin usually just shoved his dick in right away without warning. I remember the pain I felt all over my low abdomen.
"It's ok baby, it'll feel better." He continued to move his finger in and out of my hole. I can hear the juices going in and out of it.
"Ah~ ngh~ faster Y-Yoongi~" He followed and made his paste go faster. his fingers move in a fast motion in and out of my hole. "I'm gonna p-pee a-again." He chuckled at my words and stopped his motion again making my sulk. "Why?"
"Because it's time for the best part." He removed his pants revealing his hardened member. It was hard and standing proud and tall. I saw veins run along it and a shiny layer of pre-cum on the head. He took out a bottle from the side drawer and squirted a substance out. It was clear and kinda thick.
"What's that?" I tilted my head to the side in wonder and a little bit of awe as Yoongi started lathering the substance all over his ding dong.
"It's called lube. It'll make it less painful." All the caring stuff he was doing was so different to me. Before it would all just be pain and I was never cared for, but with Yoongi he is making sure I am enjoying it and staying safe at the same time. I haven't felt any pain this whole time.
Once he was done, he put the bottle to the side and positioned his member to my hole. I had a frightened face on which he seemed to notice and started caressing my thigh. After a moment of calming down, he pushed the head of his dick into my hole.
"Ah~" I looked down seeing him. he pushed the rest in me feeling a bit of pain but it was bearable. We both waited for a bit for me to get used to his big size until I felt comfortable. "Y-You can m-move."
He complied and started moving in a slow motion in and out of my hole. It hurt a little bit at the beginning but then turned into pleasure that made me feel so good. I was a moaning mess and he fastened his paste a bit making the feeling unreal.
"Ah~ faster~ ngh~ haa." He followed and rocked his hips in a faster motion. I felt his dick sliding against my walls. He groaned and grunted here and there.
"You're so tight, baby." He went faster snapping his hips against my ass making it jiggle a little which caused him to slap it a little. It was very light, nothing so painful.
"Ah~ I-I'm gonna p-ee! ngh~ Haaa!" He went at an animalistic paste, rocking the both of us in synchronization. I gripped his shoulders hard leaving scratch marks.
He slowed down his paste a little. "Me to hun, ah." He groaned a little before snapping his hip forward and releasing his shot inside of me. I felt his liquids flow into my body.
After a moment he pulled out and laid beside me. We both had our eyes shut and trying to catch our breathes. Eventually Yoongi stood up and walked his way other to the bathroom. He came back with a wet towel and started wiping my hole clean.
He threw it to the basket and got back in bed with me, covering the both of us with the blanket. "Thank you."
"Of course Hun." He kissed my cheek making me blush. I scooted closer to his side as he wrapped his arm around me. I laid my head on his chest and had my arm wrapped around his waist. The both of us fell asleep together in each others arms.
Me not even noticing that I just made a huge mistake.
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