𝗖𝗮𝘆 𝗪𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗮𝗺𝘀
December 25
"I don't understand." I scanned through my paper trying to finish my case study. Christmas day and I am doing work couldn't get no better.
"Put the work up." My dad walked in holding my baby sister.
Yuck. "No." I continued typing forcefully . Professors have no sympathy for students who makes a assignment due the day after Christmas.
"I will beat your grown ass, come open these gifts."
"You don't care about my grades is that what I heard?
"Why we gotta wait on her?!" Trae whined from the living room.
"I'm coming." I closed my laptop and swung my feet of my bed slipping my slides on unlocking my phone I rolled my eyes seeing no text messages.
"Finally, mine the green ones right?" Trae happily grab a box.
"20 and acting like a child."
"Are you mad? I win you-"
"Shut up." I cut him off sitting in the floor.
We unwrapped our first gifts acting surpised, "Wow father, mother you did not have to buy me BOSE A20 aviation headseat."
"After you constantly texted the groupchat about buying you it and I only asked for my bills paid." I blinked at him taking a purse. "Aw thank y'all."
"Yeah so what y'all got me?" Our dad rubbed his hands smileing.
"I'm a college student." Trae automatically said turning his game on Queen got him.
"A blanket." I pointed to the one Kayla was wrapped it.
"You said that was for- swear I hate it here."
"Anyways look at my new Chanel." My mom smiled showing all three of her new purses plus her new ring.
"At this point if having a baby will make a-"
"Shut up."
Frowning at them, "Y'all don't want me to have a lil baby?"
"No."
"Yes." My mom corrected them.
"Seek help." I shook my head at her ain't no broke human coming out of me.
"So where's the boyfriend?"
"Somewhere being grown ain't even text me."
"His daddy a bitch, nigga gone take my damn twenty dollars." My dad patted the childs back taking his phone out.
"Tell her what y'all betted on."
"Shit I ain't scared, if y'all would be back together soon as y'all moved in the same city."
"What you think I couldn't control myself or something?"
"No."'
"I can." I lied.
𝗗𝗶𝗿𝘁𝘆 𝗛𝘂𝗯𝗯𝘆
Come outside
Reading the text I rubbed my face standing up, "Well look at the time."
"Gone head." My dad waved me off.
He so jeloous already replaced me with this broke person. Mugging Santana new car I don't see why he needed two cars and can't buy me a damn promise ring, 2.5 seconds away from breaking up with him.
"Hello." I waved at him getting in.
He didn't say nothing swiping on his phone.
Bitch.
"Oh wassup?"
Give my gift and go at this point.
"Please stop playing with me." I whispered under my breath. Handing him a box.
"Oh you actually thought about me." He tried to be smart taking a big gift bag out his trunk.
"Always trying to be a comedian clearly you didn't care to check up on me for almost two weeks just a three minute phone call."
"Those three minutes everyday shows I care."
"Oh you must want a baby or something." I covered my smile pulling the Hermès box out.
"That would nice or whatever, I wanna go on a date."
"We can. Tonight?"
"Yeah, this shit hard." He picked up the chain I got him with our intails.
"Took me forever to get that I had save up for months."
"Let me go make your side niggas mad."
"Hoe." I hit his chest starring at my new bag. It's sad how spoiled I am.
"I'm never wearing thongs again, trying to be cute." I uncomfortably shifted in the booth.
"Let me see."
Thinking about it for second I dropped my mouth shocked, "the fact I had to think about it."
We both laughed it off drinking our wine which was nasty drinking was something I cut out about five months ago it wasn't a cute look for me. "You ever noticed I never get my hair done."
"You did a couple times in them braids."
"Yeah for almost a week, they be irrating my scalp."
"I like when you have your hair down so I can pull it just tingles something in my body."
"You really are werid."
"I am. I be dreaming about you and our kids be having my ass scared as fuck cause it's really the same dream all the same."
"A-"
"Then sometimes I dream about you beating my ass and accidentally killing me and trying to hide the body in a lake all because I tried you."
"You always saying something to mess up the mood."
"Naw don't act like you don't be dreaming about me doing shit cause yo ass be waking up too mad."'
"Or it's cause you wake me up every morning."
"You tell me every night to wake you up in the morning at five and when I do you get mad how that work?"
"I be sleepy." Tired from getting my box beat in, exhausted actually.
"Here is yours." The waiter placed my food down first then Santanas. "Please enjoy."
"The fuck is this?" Santana played with his small scoop of pasta.
"I told you not to order from that 20 dollar menu."
"Well my fault tried to save my damn money, surprised they was opened today."
"Rich people don't cook telling you that from experience."
"My kids not gone know what a maid or chief is, you going through the same struggle I did."
"Eh. I wouldn't allow the whole maid and Chief thing but my kids would be more privileged like I was of course wh- if we have a kids together I want them to know everything not all peaches and creme at the same time I wouldn't want them to experience it."
"I really don't want kids right now."
Looking at him knowing he was lying, "What you think shooting the club up means?"
"It's your fault let's be adults here."
"Mine? I know where to insert the kids you so called don't want."
"Let me shut up cause you be turning me on, let me go use the bathroom." He got up wiping his mouth.
Eating my steak I looked up at the lights dimming, "Who the fuck."
I don't know about these white people but only time I like the dark is when I'm having sex other times my TV is in.
Feeling somebody touch my thigh I jumped, "Now!"
"Girl stop embarrassing me."
The lights turned back on I blinked a couple of times making sure I saw Santana on his knees on the side of me. "Are you serious?"
"Just shush."
"No because if you playing and I-"
"Cay I wanna marry you because you're the first person I wanna look at in the morning I wanna kiss goodnight. Because the first time I saw you I couldn't imagine not being without you. In the past I fucked up a couple times made you feel like I didn't love you when you're really my motivation, you keep me going. Those two years we spent separated I couldn't think on my own, forgot who I was. With you I found God, basically I'm saying I can't live another day without you not being in my life. Cay will you marry me?"
I hate crying but I'm crying a river right now this man is on his knees wanting to marry me. "Yes." The words felt right I couldn't say anything."
𝗦𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗮 "𝗪𝗶𝘇" 𝗬𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗴
"Lol." Cay pops eyed me watching Cay show off her ring to my momma and hers.
"Dude you are childish." My dad laughed at him.
It was never that funny.
"Yeah in-law really a comedian." I tried to shoulder bump him but got pushed
"Not too close, ain't even married yet and think we gone be buddy buddy no sir I will torment you the rest of the days I live."
"My friend on the shaderoom y'all!" My sister scooted her phone in my face.
𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗼𝗺
𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗼𝗺 looks like @wizz and his high school sweet heart has gotten engaged. Congratulations to them. #butwhathappenedtotheex
"They messy" I mumbled.
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Y'all want this new book?
I got so used to updating everyday but unfortunately I had life problems realized how racist my city really is.