Austin POV
"C'mon babe, let's get cleaned up in the shower." Lena broke me out of my thoughts as she placed gentle kisses along the edge of my beard. "Vanessa wants to have a movie night with everyone."
"I wanna stay in here forever with you. I don't wanna leave." I frowned. The thought of going back to the real world and pretending that I didn't care about Lena, honestly made my insides turn.
"I know baby, I wish we could stay in here forever too but we're gonna turn into wrinkly pruny raisins." She giggled as she playfully splashed me with the soapy water before I watched her beautiful body rise to exit the tub.
My eyes followed her every move as her hips swayed from side to side, hypnotizing me into a deep trance.
I got up from the jacuzzi, eagarly following behind her as she turned on the shower.
I chuckled at her childish antics at the wet slippery trail she had left all over the bathroom floor.
I entered the walk in shower, slowly closing the transparent glass door behind us as I watched her sensually lather her body with the liquid soap that I kept in my bathroom.
"I meant I wish we could stay in our little bubble forever." I whispered raspily into her ear, wrapping my arms around her petite waist.
She instinctively turned around to face me, the warm water lightly spritzing over us. Her dark eyes bored heavily into mine as she longingly stared up at me, with pure contemplation weaved in her irises.
She looked almost sad as her bottom lip just barely puckered. As if she hated hiding what we were doing as much as I did.
"I love-" Her voice was almost trembling as she spoke, her hand gently cupping the side of my cheek.
"I love our little bubble." She finished, a sudden change of emotion flickering in her eyes. I watched as she swallowed hard, forcing a small smile. My eyebrows nearly furrowed at her hesitation but I shook it off, not wanting to ruin the sweet moment dwelling between us.
"I do too princess." I mumbled, leaning down to kiss her pouted lips. "I can't wait to have you all to myself for a whole month. We won't have to sneak around or hide from anyone."
A sudden grin appeared on her angelic lit up face, "And I won't have to struggle to be quiet during sex." She adorably giggled, earning a chuckle from me.
"You can be as loud as you fucking want babe." I shot her a small wink as she reached over for my shampoo bottle.
She squeezed a quarter sized amount in her hands before she rubbed them together, lathering the liquid before massaging it into my hair.
I slyly stole a kiss from her as she continued to work her fingers through my scalp, my hands helplessly roaming down her tight wet body.
She stood on her tip toes, washing out the soap from my curls, her pretty face twisted with concentration as the smile on my face gradually faded.
I stood across from her, my fingers trailing down the small of her back as a sudden realization washed over me.
What if I asked her to be mine and she said no? What would that mean for us? Would mean that this was over? We obviously weren't going to keep sleeping together if she turned me down, as this stopped just being about sex a long time ago. She still worked for me and we were going to be touring together for the next few remaining weeks. And I knew for certain that there was no way in hell I could ever just be her friend. We had too much between us.
Too much emotion, too much passion, too many unacknowledged feelings.
Austin snap out of it. You're clearly overthinking this. What if she says yes?
I knew if she was officially mine, I would indefinitely be the happiest man on the face of this entire planet.
I would treat her like the fucking angel she is and go to the ends of this God damn earth to make sure her lips only ever tugged upwards for the rest of her life.
I was quickly brought back to reality as Lena reached behind me to turn the shower off.
She wrapped her arms around my neck as I pulled her up and into my own. She clung onto me as I pushed open the shower, grabbing a white folded towel on our way to the bedroom.
I gently placed her onto the surface of the bed, slowly drying off her body as she placed sweet kisses against my chest as I hovered over her. She swiftly turned around onto her stomach, allowing me to glide the towel along her back, over the curves of her ass and finally against the back of her thighs.
Once she was mostly dried off, I gave her a small pat on her ass, signaling I was done, before I began to dry myself off.
"You need something to wear babe?" I asked as she got off of the bed, took her damp hair from its messy pile, letting it loose down her back.
She gave me a short nod as I ruffled my dripping curls with the towel. I made my way over to my dresser, pulling out a Posty Co. merch tee shirt that was way too big for her small frame. But somehow she always managed to look completely and utterly breathtaking whenever she wore my clothes.
I tossed it over to her as I pulled out a shirt and a pair of shorts for myself.
I watched as she pulled it over her naked body, the bottom hem falling just to her mid thigh.
She let out a low chuckle as she looked down to the photo of yours truly smack in the middle, with scattered skulls surrounding my silhouette.
"Of course you picked this one Austin." She shook her head as she pointed to my picture.
I shrugged my shoulders as I put on a pair of clean underwear. "What can I say? My face looks good between your titties." I winked as she jokingly hit my shoulder.
"You're bad." She pressed her lips against mine, her fingers raking my damp curls.
"I'm bad? Did you forget about the way you just fucked me Lena? You're the bad one." I couldn't help but tease her as she slyly chuckled.
"Shut up rockstar, you loved it." She shot back, her dark brown eyes suddenly playful and coy.
"I always do baby. Best I've ever had." I truthfully admitted as her fingers no longer running through my hair.
"Really?" She asked curiously, her expression now softened and serious.
"I've been with more women than I'm proud to say Lena. But I've never had sex like this until I met you. It's like an out of body experience with you. It's mind blowing every fucking time." I confessed to her, watching her lips form into a smile.
"It's like that for me too Austin." She softly pecked my lips before hesitantly pulling away, almost as if she wanted to say more.
"I'm gonna go grab a pair of shorts from my room." She mumbled as she leaned her forehead against mine.
"What happened? You too good for my Calvin's?" I raised my eyebrows as I turned away from her, reaching for another pair of boxer briefs from my top drawer.
"I only wear Versace." She shrugged sarcastically, wrinkling her nose as she grabbed the underwear from my hands. "But I guess it wouldn't kill me to borrow these."
"You're a real fucking comedian groupie." I chuckled as she pulled them on, though they quickly disappeared under the incredibly oversized tee shirt.
"I missed that nickname." She smirked, wrapping her arms around my torso. I pulled her to my chest as we stood still, now enveloped into a tight hug.
"Don't worry. Regardless of what pet names I call you, you're always gonna be my groupie Lena." I mumbled into her hair, earning a satisfactory smile from my beautiful girl.
"I'm gonna head downstairs, I'll see you down there?" She said as I tucked a loose wave behind her ear.
I gave her a nod, pressing a kiss to her forehead before I watched her make her way through my bed room and slip into the hallway before she closed the door behind her.
I put on the rest of my clothes before I headed down the stairs to join the rest of the team who was already scrolling through Netflix and shuffling around my kitchen, gathering movie snacks.
Vanessa and Smitty were attempting to make popcorn on the stove, while Adam and Jay were arguing over what movie to watch. Natalie was no where to be seen as she was probably still locked in her room after her dramatic tantrum from earlier this morning.
I saw Chris catch my gaze before he made his way from the kitchen island to the living room. I instantly clenched my jaw in nothing but fury, my body now radiating with a red heat as I watched him sink down right next to Lena on the couch, nudging her shoulder with his as he joked about something.
I rolled my eyes heavily, letting out a tireless sigh as I walked over to the fridge, grabbing an ice cold Bud Light. I grabbed the bottle opener laying on the counter, popping it open before I made my way over to the opposite side of the huge sofa.
I took a long swig, letting the familiar taste of the beer hit my taste buds as I glared across the room.
Lena's gaze shifted from Chris to mine as she apologized with her eyes that he had seemingly cozied up next to her.
I watched her bite down on her bottom lip, as if she was deep in thought before she mumbled something to Chris and rose from the couch, making her way to the kitchen. My eyes followed her every move as she took a Bud Light from the fridge and reached for the bottle opener. After she popped the cap off, I watched her slowly walk back to the living room. I couldn't help but chuckle at her outfit, my sleeves much too long for her short arms.
Lena comfortably sank down next to me, taking a small sip from her beer.
I gave her a small smirk at her little escape from Chris as we both took swigs from our ice cold bottles.
"What are you doing over here Lena? You don't wanna sit with him?" I sarcastically questioned as I watched her adorably pout at me.
"No, I wanna sit with you." She lowly mumbled under her breath.
"That's my girl." I whispered, hoping and praying that my words would actually come true.
Her dark eyes seemed to instantly dilate at the sound of my words as she shyly beamed at me while she brought the bottle to her lips once more.
She shifted in her seat as the rest of the group began piling onto the couch, her shirt riding up as she moved, exposing the beautiful cursive writing on her thigh.
I glanced up to see Chris's eyes fixed on Lena as she innocently tucked a piece of loose hair behind her ear. I turned my attention back to my angel as I lazily stretched my legs out along the sofa.
"Did this hurt?" I asked her, dragging my thumb along the dark ink on her soft skin, knowing damn well Chris was still curiously staring in our direction.
Just because we were still keeping things private, didn't mean I wasn't going to find a way to subtly claim her as mine in front of his eyes.
"Yeah it hurt like a motherfucker." She chuckled. "I almost tapped out halfway through." She rolled her eyes.
"You're like me then. I'm the fucking worst when it comes to sitting for a full session. I always tap out."
"Wow and here I thought the big bad tattoo covered Post Malone was a sucker for pain." Her eyebrow raised as that sexy little smirk of hers tugged at her lips.
"Baby girl I'm only a sucker when it comes to you." I mumbled quietly, just loud enough for only her to hear.
She nervously bit down on her luscious bottom lip as she fought the widened smile from forming on her face. But the look in her gleaming irises and the pink in her cheeks said it all. And now I knew for certain that I seemed to have the same intense effect on her that she never failed to have on me.
"I'm gonna go grab us two more." I held up my empty bottle as I rose from my seat next to her. She gave me a short nod as I walked away from the living room, the rowdy crowd still loudly bickering over what horror movie to settle on.
Once I reached the fridge, I grabbed two bottles of Bud Light in my one hand, ready to close the door shut with the other.
"Make that three."
I heard Chris's voice from behind me, my eyes slanting to the side as he spoke.
I grabbed one more beer in my hand before I closed the refrigerator and turned around to face him.
There was a heavy look of suspicion plastered across his face as he gritted his teeth and cocked his one brow.
"Austin no disrespect but are you seriously shooting your shot with Lena? Dude I told you I was into her."
I tried my best to hide the irritation from quickly translating it's way all over my face. I clenched my jaw in annoyance as I desperately held back what I truly wanted to say.
If I really wanted to, I would have told him right then and there about the endless times I had blissfully fucked her all over this damn house. How sexy she sounded when she was cumming all over me and how beautifully she moaned my name while I thrusted in and out of her.
I wanted to rub it in his face how many times she countlessly shrugged him off, only to later be anxiously stripping her clothes off for me the second I had her alone in my bed.
But I knew Lena would never forgive me if I said all of those things and I knew deep down that it was only the jealously in me that was trying to rage it's way out.
Chris was my manager and even my friend. We had never had any issues between us and I didn't want them to start now.
But when it came to Lena, my primal instinct was only territorial and I didn't want any other man even thinking about the insanely stunning goddess that belonged to me and only me.
"Austin come here, the movies starting." I heard her sweet voice travel through openness of the room, causing both Chris and I to turn our heads to glance at her, her brown eyes only fixed on me.
"I'll be right there Lee." I called out to my beautiful girl, before I turned my attention back to Chris.
I shoved one of the cold beers into his hands, not even acknowledging his confrontation.
I slyly smirked at him, opening my mouth to speak before I turned to make my way back towards the living room.
"Such a pretty fucking thing, isn't she?" I taunted, watching him tightly clench his jaw at my words.
"You have to excuse me Chris, I don't wanna keep her waiting."