I lie awake tonight,
a voice hovering nearby.
Wishing of somethings that I can't change.
I try to convince myself,
But it's all so strange.
Is it me, or is it you?
Did I try, or are we through?
So long we have shared
Just to walk away.
So much pain to want to stay.
Why do we do this,
Hurting the one we love more,
If only to watch one walk away?
I love you so much, yet I've push you for a break-up,
But why do you play with my heart
and stop taking? The answer
Is this the end or a new beginning?
Only you can guide me when my head is spinning.
"Don't push, don't try, don't stress, don't cry.
Don't want to lose"
This is what plays over my mind,
As I try to close my eyes so just going to my bed for a while,
wish to see you again when I open my eyes, beside.
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