Kabanata 18
Smoked
"Leave it," Royce's voice thundered.
Pagkatapos magpaalam ng mga ka meeting ko ay sinubukan kong tumulong sa pagliligpit kay Jun. Nanatili siya roon, looking pissed and intimidating. Kaya nga umalis na ang mga kasamahan ko dahil doon.
"Pero-"
"Hindi ka pa rin nakakabisita sa opisina ko. Pumunta na lang tayo doon habang naglilinis si Jun dito."
"O-Opo, Ma'am. Ako na po ang bahala rito..." natatawa pa si Jun pero halatang kabado.
"Trabaho mo naman 'yan," dugtong ni Royce.
Namilog ang mga mata ko sa kanya at biglaang nairita. Wala naman yatang mali sa sinabi niya pero hindi niya na kailangang dugtungan ng ganoon! Lalo lang kakabahan si Jun. At iyon na nga, nakita kong namutla ang binatilyo at taranta sa paglilinis.
Annoyed and not wanting to contribute to Jun's predicament, nauna na akong lumabas sa opisina.
Pinagtitinginan agad ako ng mga ka team ko pero nang lumabas na rin si Royce, isa isa naman silang nagpatuloy sa trabaho.
Diretso sa elevator ang tungo ko, iritado sa ginawa niya. Pumasok na rin siya at siya ang pumindot sa tamang palapag. He then looked at me as the doors closed.
I frowned at him and crossed my arms.
"You're so rude even to your employees."
"What did I do?" pagmamaang maangan niya.
I snorted and rolled my eyes. "Ba't mo ginaganoon si Jun?"
He shifted his weight and turned his body to me.
"Bakit? Ano bang ginawa ko?" halata ring iritado siya pero mas iritado ako.
"He's doing his job and he's scared at you. No need to reiterate it in front of him with that rude voice of yours! Intimidating ka at boss ka nila, Royce!"
He laughed and went out of the elevator. Nagdilim ang paningin ko sa iritasyon na ganoon ang reaksiyon niya sa sinabi ko.
Sumunod ako sa kanya. Dumaan kami sa sekretarya niya. Bumati ito pero pareho yata kaming iritado kaya hindi na namin pinansin.
"Stop mocking the situation. I am serious! That is not a healthy attitude in your workplace!"
Pumasok siya sa opisina niya. I couldn't even look around because I was busy with my anger.
"So you are going to school me about a healthy attitude in the workplace, Schuyler?" puno iyon ng insulto.
"Oh, alright! Is that arrogance? Siyempre, galing ka sa hirap at ngayon nasa tuktok na. Who am I to tell you what a healthy attitude in the workplace is, right?"
He smirked. Nakatayo na siya sa harap ng lamesa niya. Nakatingin sa akin. Ako naman tumigil na sa paglalakad at hinayaan ang malaking espasyo habang nagtatalo kami.
"For sure you have better and more effective ideas about that!" I said sarcastically.
"Hindi ko makita anong problema sa sinabi ko. Why are you so insulted for that boy?"
"Because he's doing his job and you are intimidating him!"
"Kasalanan ko ba kung intimidating ako? That's on him, if he feels inferior."
Hindi ko na napigilan ang paglapit ko dahil sunod sunod ang sagot niya. Now we're a foot away while I point to his chest.
"You are the boss and you have the power! Can't you at least be mindful of your treatment to the employees and think about their situation? Masyado ka na bang mataas para hindi mo na makita ang ginagawa ng mababa sa'yo?"
"So what do you want me to do?" his eyes narrowed and his head lowered to meet my gaze. "Speak to that boy gently?"
"Encourage him to do his job properly in a nice way, Royce. At least don't add up to his struggles-"
"Teka lang. Bakit ba masyado kang nadadala sa batang iyon? What? Did you both already share a friendship now?"
I withdrew and looked at him ridiculously. What?!
"Nagkausap na ba kayo sa mga problema n'yo sa buhay? it seems like you know his struggles. Did you also share about our arrangement? O nahabag ka ba sa sinabi niyang naging buhay niya-"
"Damn you! You don't get it, do you?!" I snapped.
Natahimik siya at halatang nagulaat.
"Well, yes, we talked and I know a bit of him! Pero kahit hindi ko siya kilala, nakita kong takot na siya sa'yo! Tinatakot mo pa!"
"I didn't intimidate him! That was my normal treatment to employees-"
"Then guess what, you are intimidating him!"
"Then what do you suggest? If that's true, then I am intimidating with no effort-"
"Pagkatapos niyang sabihin na siya na ang maglilinis, sana nagpasalamat ka na lang, hindi ba?! Ba't mo pa sasaabihing 'trabaho mo naman 'yan?'!"
Hinihingal na ako sa pagtatalo namin. He sighed and relaxed a bit. Tinitigan niya ako. Umiling ako at naghintay ng sasabihin niya. Sa huli, tumango siya.
"Alright. I'm sorry."
Handa pa akong magsalita at sumigaw. Hindi ko inasahan na matatapos ito ngayon at magsosorry siya.
Kaya hindi ko tuloy alam ano na ang gagawin o ano ang sasabihin. Ultimo titigan namin biglang naging awkward.
"I was just pissed."
"Pissed because he's cleaning my office?" lito kong tanong.
Nagkibit siya ng balikat. "Baka iyon. O marami pang iba..."
"Anong baka 'yon? Why are you pissed with him cleaning my office? He's the janitor, for god's sake, Royce."
"Hindi ko rin alam..." nag iwas siya ng tingin.
"Really?" I'm confused.
Hindi siya nagsalita. Nanatili ang mga mata niya sa kawalan. I slightly chuckled when I remembered something.
"Is this about yesterday? Galit ka rin kahapon ah? About Junjun?"
He looked at me with hostility but he didn't say anything. Natawa ako dahil pakiramdam ko tama ako.
"Ano bang endermeant pa ang kailangan mo? You are already my husband, Royce," patuya kong sinabi, sinasamantala ang iritasyon niya.
"Stop that. It's not a good time-"
"Baby ba?" I asked gently and smirked. "How about love?"
"I said shut up,"marahan niyang sinabi pero may diin.
Nilapit ko ang mukha ko sa kanya at ngumisi.
"Love, selos ka ba?"
His eyes slightly brushed my clothes. Kumunot ang noo niya at nagtagal ang mga mata sa dibdib ko.
"What's this? A fucking tube, Schuyler?" he asked.
Bumaba ang tingin ko at natanaw na na-unbutton ang suit ko. I tried to put it back but his hand was already holding my suit. Iritado ulit.
"Mainit ang suit kaya okay na na tube top ang loob, Love. Ganda ba?" I asked sensually.
"I said stop that, 'kay?" Iritadong iritado niyang ulit.
Ngumisi ako at bahagyang natawa na.
"Selos ka kay Junjun. Ayaw mo namang patawag ng Love. Ano bang gusto mo, Baby?"
His jaw moved. His eyes were a bit sensual as he watched me intently.
"Tigilan mo. Bitin ako kahapon, Sky."
My heart skipped a beat. Tingnan mo nga naman. Malandi ba ako kung iyon pa talaga ang nagpakabog ng puso ko?!
Heck, maybe because I was also emotional. Kasi hinintay ko siya kagabi at nag-expect ako! At pinagdudahan ko pa siyang may milagrong ginawa sa opisina kasama iyong Attorney Lavender Soledad na iyon. Now that he's saying na bitin siya, that means...
My thoughts are irrational now!
"Oh? That's why you're grumpy, Love?"
He licked his lips and pulled me. His move sent shivers down my spine. My stomach is tickled with butterflies.
Nilagay niya ang kamay niya sa likod ng batok ko at iginiya ako palapit sa kanya. He crouched for a soft kiss. I felt light headed immediately. It was so soft, I didn't expect it to feel that way.
"Mamaya ka," he whispered.
"Talaga?"
My words were drowned with his kisses now. Bumaba ito sa leeg ko at hinawi niya na ang suit ko. I closed my eyes, feeling his kisses turning into wildfire on my skin. Kung kanina'y marahan, ngayon nanggigigil na.
"Royce, my suit. Magugusot 'yan, susuotin ko pa-" natigil ako dahil isang hawi niya lang sa tube ko, bumaba na agad ito.
My breasts are exposed.
"The fuck, Schuyler?!" he growled.
I didn't wear a brassiere because it's really hot. Lagi namang nakasarado ang suit kaya hindi kita ang tube. I didn't expect him to be pissed because of that!
"Hindi ako- Ah!" I shrieked when he pulled me and let my back sit a bit on his table.
It was a swift move. Hindi ko inasahan kaya nagulat ako. He's now crouching, kissing my twin peaks alternately.
"Royce..." I tried to put logic into that but it sounded like a moan instead.
Siya nga'ng inaalagaan ang dignidad niya, ganito ang ginagawa! Ako pang wala yatang dignidad na inaalagaan.
"Royce..." Nilagay ko ang kamay ko sa kanyang balikat.
Bumalik ang mga halik niya sa labi ko. Mararahas na ito ngayon. His right leg is now in between my thighs. His thigh was hitting a spot on mine. At sa mararahas niyang halik, tinutugunan ko. Nawawala na ako sa isipan ko. Ni hindi ko namalayan na sa pagdidiin niya sa hita niya, halos galawin ko ang baywang ko mas maramdaman lang siya.
"Royce, we're in the..." said the last straw of my rational mind.
His answer to that though was him lifting me up on his table.
Kaunti lang ang nasa lamesa niya pero nahulog pa rin ang mga iyon. Ballpens and some clips. At wala siyang pakialam. Nilapag niya ako sa lamesa niya. He didn't even care too remove my skirt. He just pulled it up.
I saw him pulling my panties down. We both saw the sticky fluid on my panties. He groaned when he saw it. Uminit ang pisngi ko at nanghina sa kaunting kahihiyan.
"You're fucking wet."
"Royce, nasa opisina tayo. Sabi mo-"
Hindi na ako nakapagpatuloy dahil nagmamadali na siyang naghuhubad ng sinturon. The veins of his hands and arms stuck out as he frantically removed his fly and pulled it down, just enough to free his member.
He then attacked me with hungry kisses. Nawala na ako. His kisses on my neck made me moan loud. I can only embrace his neck and encourage him to kiss me more.
The heat of my insides became more and more defined. Para akong sinilabang tuyong dahon. Nakakahiya na makita niya iyon pero sa puntong ito, wala na akong pakialam. I am so consummed of him and his kisses.
I moaned loud when his kisses reached my twin peaks again. His hand tugging my other peak. His other hand, slowly touching the sides of my wetness. My panties is hanging on my right foot.
"Royce... Ah..." I said begging.
His fingers were a pain. He didn't even touch my spot yet and I'm almost angry. Gusto kong hawakan niya na at hindi ko alam bakit hindi niya ginagawa.
I tried to close my thighs to encourage his hand to find me but he noticed it. Imbes na hayaan ako, mas lalo niya lang binuka iyon!
"Royce, please, I can't anymore..." I begged.
Bumalik sa akin ang labi niya. Then he roughly pulled my legs and let me sit on the edge of his table. I saw him preparing to enter me, directing it's head on my entrance.
Heat washed over me when he did. It hurt a bit but I guess I was too wet to notice any more pain after two thrusts. Niyakap ko siya ng mahigpit at nang bumilis siya ng kaunti ay napasigaw na ako.
My release was so intense that I didn't even think about the situation. I screamed so loud. I heard Royce's curses on my ears.
I was still moaning as my release throbbed. May kumatok. Nanlamig ako, katatapos ko lang at iyon na agad ang bubungad!
He also noticed it. Ni hindi ko alam kung lock ba ang pintuan o hindi. He took himself out of me. I was slightly disappointed. Bumaba ako roon at magmamadali na rin sanang mag-ayos. Nahulog na ang suit ko sa sahig at nasa tiyan na ang tube.
Laking gulat ko nang hinigit ako ni Royce patungo sa restroom ng opisina niya!
The door was smoked. We entered. I wanted to curse him when he couldn't even go to the inner part of the bathroom!
Pagkapasok ko, marahas na akong hinawakan at sinandal sa pintuan! It was smoked so if someone enters the office, he or she would still see what's going on!
"Royce, hindi ganito!" sabi ko.
He entered me with a few thrusts. The door was banging a bit because of it. Wala na sa sahig ang paa ko dahil inaangat niya na ako.
He looked desperate. But after what I said, he put me down. Akala ko lilipat kami pero nagulat ako nang pinatalikod niya ako. He pushed the small of my back and entered me from behind!
Hawak ang smoked door, I held on to my sanity as he started his deep thursts.
"Ah! Ah!" I didn't understand.
I thought I was over the first time. But this time, the passion built up hotter. Pakiramdam ko sasabog ulit ako at sa puntong ito, mauubos ako!
"Royce!" I screamed.
I felt my insides throb again. I moaned incohesively. Hindi ko na nakilala ang boses ko. Bumilis pa siya lalo hanggang sa naramdaman kong tinanggal niya.
I almost fainted. Nilingon ko siya. I saw his massivity throb and spill on the floor. He locked his lips and looked at me with sensual eyes.
He cleaned me up. Kinuha ko sa kanya ang tissue at pinalabas ko siya pagkatapos noon.
"Ako na niyan," aniya, alam naming dalawa ang tinutukoy ko.
"Oo, pero ako muna!" giit ko.
I cleaned myself up. Inayos ko ang tube ko habang tinitingnan ang sahig. Ngumuso ako. Damn that felt so good! Damn him!
He had... a lot too. I smirked. At least I know for sure that it's not just me who thinks it was good. It's mutual, huh?
Lumabas ako at nag-aabang na siya. Inayos niya ang suit ko. Gusot ang dress shirt niya. Ni hindi ko siya nahubaran kaya nagusot pa tuloy!
"Thanks," tinanggap ko ang suit at sa malaking hakbang lumabas para hindi maapakan iyong nasa sahig.
He closed the door and cleaned. Nag-ayos naman ako at naupo sa swivel chair niya. Naayos na ang lamesa niya at kanina nang nasa restroom ako, narinig ko na inayos niya na rin ang kumatok. It seems like his secretary tried to reach him through the intercom. Nang hindi sumagot ay kumatok na pero hindi naman pumasok.
I sighed. What the hell?
Lumabas siya kalaunan, maayos na yata ang restroom.
"We can call your floor's janitor? Or si Junjun?" I teased to shake off the awkward feeling.
He smirked. Kinabahan ako ng kaunti. "Nilinisan ko na ang sahig."
Lumapit siya sa akin at bahagyang ginalaw ang swivel chair para makatalikod ako at niyakap niya ako galing doon. He also kissed my neck.
"Baka isang buwan kong hindi papalinisan ang restroom ng janitor."
"Huh?"
"I don't want to erase your handprint on my smoked mirror," he whispered on my ear.
Namilog ang mga mata ko at nilingon ang pintuan ng restroom niya. Nakita ko roon ang marka ng nangyari kanina. It was my handprint, as if begging for my life as I reached the heavens.
"Royce!" bayolente kong reaksiyon.
"Huwag ka nang magreklamo. Hindi mo opisina 'to kaya ako ang masusunod. Gusto ko nandiyan 'yan..." he whispered huskily.