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~Y/N~
I waited by my doorstep yet again
I held on my wallet tightly as I impatiently watched the clock tick by
It was only 1:00 but I was really excited
At first I was very uncertain if he was going to show up, but I gave myself a small pat in the back to just believe him.
Maybe he'll explain himself there,
Why he didn't show up last time
Oh well, only fate shall tell
I slowly kick my feet around as I was growing more and more impatient
I shouldn't be this impatient
It's probably just my nerves, i'll calm down soon
Tick tick tick
The sound of my clock was the only one projecting sound
As I looked at the clock, it was only 1:15PM
I should calm myself down-
My thoughts get interrupted as I heard a soft knock on my door
My head immediately perked up, and ran to the door
I place my back by the door,
Why am I so nervous
I sucked in a breath and opened the door slowly
"Hey Y/N~" Giyuu smiles as he sees me open my door,
"Ara ara~ you're so early." I said acting surprised
"I don't want to disappoint anyone.." He said, trailing off mid sentence
"And plus, I want to explain myself from last time."
"Oh.. Ok.." I said, acting suspicious, I always had the truth out of him when I acted like this
"Fine fine fine, I was too excited, ok?" He said, slightly blushing, turning his head away from me.
I giggled a bit
"I was kidding, you didn't have to say that." I teased
"So.. Shall we..?" He asked, extending his hand out
"We shall~" I said, and grabbed his hand
We both blushed at each other
I quickly let go of his hand
"Sorry I should've have done that-"
"No no no, it's ok. I mean, were best friends right?" He says softly
I got a little sad over the best friend thing, but I won't deny that I felt a blush creep on my cheeks
He smiles at me and slowly grabbed my hand, making me blush harder
...
"Here are your orders"
"Thank you so much"
I slowly got my cup of green tea and took a small sip of it
"So, what makes you bring me here today?" I asked Giyuu as he took his sip of tea
"I just wanted to hangout, missed hanging out with you"
"Pshhh~ you're probably just hanging out with Shinobu-san that's why you forgot about our hangout before" I said, joking around but then I felt tears brimming on my eyes
"It's not like that.." He said sadly
"Then what is it then?" I said slowly losing my cool
I wasn't a fan of bringing up the past I always felt that everything's my fault on why everyone's unlucky.
"I was actually ready to pick you up, and she invited me over to talk about our mission and I didn't notice the time, when I went to go by your house to apologize, I heard you hanging out with Mitsuri and Rengoku so I came to apologize the next day but you wouldn't listen"
I froze
I saw his eyes slowly brim up with tears
I gave a firm grip on my cup and let a few tears fall already
I felt guilt
"I-i'm sorry, I-i didn't know.." I said, controlling my tears as more continued to fall
"Hey hey, it's ok. Don't cry." He slowly reached for my hand and gave it a small squeeze
"I feel like such a bad friend i-" I get cut off by a tight hug
"You aren't ok..?" He said whispering to me
"You're one of the most wonderful people I ever met. Don't ever forget that." He pulls away and gives me a small smile
I gave him a small smile
Oh how I wish he were mine
But he has someone else..
Oh well, at least we're best friends..
Right?
"Thanks alot, I feel better now.. Sorry about not listening I just got caught up by my feelings.."
"It's totally understandable."
...
"That was great" I smiled at him as we were walking home
"Yeah, I had fun we should do that more often." He gave me a small smirk
"G-giyuu, I have a question."
I said quite uneasy as something wasn't really sitting easy with me
"Yes, Y/N?"
"Are you.. Y'know, uhh.." I couldn't get the words out of my mouth
"Are you, dating anyone?" I asked shyly, playing with my fingers
"Oh.. I'm not, why'd you ask?"
"Oh nothing.." I said, blushing profusely, I didn't want to even look at him
"How about you, you dating anyone?"
"Oh no, the person i'm interested in doesn't seem interested." I gave a small laugh
"I'm sure he does, trust me, he'll confess soon." Giyuu said giving me a thumbs up as we arrive to my house
"How are you so certain?"
"You'll see" He winks as I open my door
"So i'll see you tomorrow?"
"Yeah.."
"Bye Y/N, I had fun"
"I had fun as well, see you tomorrow"
He waves and I close my door
I started squealing and almost fell
So this is what falling in love is
-Araxx (changbinppang)