The next couple of weeks were fun , chaotic , stressful sometimes but it was a full package..
Sanas Mom Parminder had reluctantly agreed to visit Mumbai and come live with the Shuklas .... but both the ladies were best friends after all and they connected back so quick that they even forgot Sid Sana and Preethi di ... They shared the same room and would speak for hours together reliving all their childhood memories .. this also meant more private space for Sana and Sid .. they would hangout more with each other ...secretly ofcourse in Sid or Sanas room ... would sneak out for a late night walk ... or hang out in the favorite place on terrace ...talking about everything and nothing
After Pammi aunty came Sids Mom was also recovering quicker ... she was always happy and busy infact actually ... pammi aunty would take Rita Aunty for a walk in a wheelchair regularly and they would enjoy eating street food sometimes chup chup kar without Sana knowing about it .... Pammi aunty would cook Punjabi food along with Sana and Lakshmi di and Sid loved it ... Pami aunty and Sid also grew very close to each other ... he would get pampered to no end from her ..she would tell Sana and Baazs childhood stories and he couldnt help but laugh seeing how Sana was always a bully in the family and school .. he was also very proud of how well she took care of the family after her Dad passed away and how she was the main hand in helping Baaz's career grow to where it was today...
Many stories .... she shared.....like one day
Pammi : Sana beta ... ye dekh main aur Rita Ice cream lekar ayaeee bahar se tum logo ke liye
Sana: mumma ap log bahar ka khana bahut khane lage ho aaj kal..parsooo hi chaat lekar aagaye ...
Sid: abhe mummy kaun hain bhe yaha .. tu ya aunty ..... aisee daant rahi hain aunty ko ..
Sana: oyee .. chup baith .. tu roj nahi rehta ... roj ye dono shaam ko baith kar bahar kabhi chaat tho kabi pani puri aur kabhi ice cream .. aur pata nahi kya kya ... aur cotton candy bhi ... khatee hain.. bahar baarish ka mausam hain .. sardi laggayi tho .. beemar padgaye tho ...pata nahi bache kaun hain bade kaun hain .. aur Maa ( sids mom).. app bhi nahi rokti naa.. aap bhi .. abhi abhi aapki tabiyat theek horahi hain...
And she stomps out into the kitchen to work on ice cream ...
Sid: aunty .. ye hamesha hi aisee hain kya .. aisee hi bossy bossy
Pammi : hameshaaaaa.. betaa...aur tu mujhe Aunty kyu bolta hain.. Mumma bola kar na.. tu bhi tho Sana aur Baaz jaisaa hain..
Sid: ji
Pammi : tho haan .. ye Sana hamesha mujhe aur Baaz ko control main rakthi hain.. pehle iske papa karte thee ab ye ..kitna gussa karti hai na utna hi pyaar bhi karti hain hum se... wo kya hainaa Sid ye apne logo ke liye bahut hi jyada karti hain... jab ye choti thi na .. iske papa ..isko pari ki tarah rakthe the.. Baaz se bhi jyada pyaar karte the isse... kabhi koyi kami nahi aane di humee .. Sana jo bhi mangti thi na sab next minute rakhte the uske paas...
Padayi me teezz tho pehle se hi thi ... uske papa ko bhi bahut garv tha uspar ... ye jo MBA ka sapna haina wo unka hi haii.... wo chahthe thi ki Sana bahut wadia kaam kare.. achi job wagera kare naam kamaye
ye jab 12 saal ki thi na tab iske papa chale gayee... aur meri nanhi si jaann ... bachi se badee hogayiii... ek baat bolu ... ye sach hain ki unke bina kuch problems hui hame ...kya haina.. .. kissan hain hum .. unke bagair hamain paisoo keliyee takleef hoti thi .. par Sana be Hume Unki kami mehsoos hone nahi diya ... Sana tuitions deti hain ...ghar par aur bahar bhi ...hume support karne keliyee...Rita aur Ashok bhai sab ne hume bahut support kiya tha pehlee .. lekin Sana nahi chahthi thi ki hum kisi se bhi help le... issiliye Rita yaad hain maine tujhe bola tha ... paisoo se bhi jyada hame emotional support ki jaroorat thi jo wo bachi ne hume diyaa.. hume sambhala usne ...
Sana pehle music seekhthi thi .. bahut acha gaati hain wo .. lekin usne music seekhna chod Diya kyunki wo Baaz ko modeling classes main join karna chahthi thi jo use chahiye tha ..
Wo bahut hi jyada protective hain Baaz ko lekar ...bhai Se bahut zyada hain wo uskeliyee .. wo usko hamesha sahi guidance deti hain ... isiliye BB main jaane ka permission usko Sana se chahiye tha ,, mujhse nahi .. wo uske liye bahut karti hain... choti choti cheezo Se lekar Bade cheezo tak ..jaisee na jab choti thi .. tho wo uske liye ice cream kharedthi thi khud nahi kha thi thi ... main use bolti thi bachi tu bhi lele ..lekin nahi ...uske liye mehengi kapde laati hain par apne liye nahi ... kehti uska ka am hain usko acha dikhna hain ... bahut pyaar karti hain wo ...uske apno se .. kuch bhi karegi ... unko protect karke rakhne keliye .. unki khushi keliyee .. Baaz ka ye career use pasand nahi hain.. chid machthi hain use ye industry wagera se lekin wo uski khushi aur career ke aage kabhi nahi aayegi ... na chahthe hue bhi usne bahut support kiya .. use ...
Kabhi kabhi main aissee kaam karleti hu jaisee bahar se ice cream lekar aana taaaki wo bhi apne hisse ka enjoy karee.. uskeliye surprise shopping karleti hu ... ya movie ke tickets le aati hu ...uska fav khaan abana deti hu .... kyunki wo aage Se puchegi nahi kabhi ki ye chahiyee ya wo .... par main bhi tho Maa hu .. wo meri nanhi si pari jo hain (she sobs)
Sid: Maa.. aap emotional kyu horahi hain .. please don't
Pammi : nahi Sid .. meri bachi .. meri jaan he wo ..... par ek baat hain jo mujhe khtakthi hain ... aaaj thak mainee uss see bhi kabhi baat nahi ki iss cheez ke baare main ... darti hu ye chedne keliyeee...
Sid: Maa only if you are comfortable sharing with us ( he places his hand on her shoulders)
Pammi : nahi beta .. Rita meri bahut hi achi dost hain .. meri behen jaisee hi hain... agar main comfortable nahi hoti tho usee yaha anjaan sheher kabhi na bhejthi ..tum log family jaisee hi ho humaree liyee ..
SM : Pammi Sana humari bachi jaissee hi hain .. Sid aur Preeti Neetu ki jaisee
Pammi : Jaanthi Hu Rita..maine dekha tum log usse kitne pyaar se rakthe ho ... apni bachi ki tarah...
Tujhe pata hain Sid... jab Sana ke dad chale gayee na ..hum sab toot gayee the... main tho darr hi gayii thi Sana kaisee react karegiii .. hum sab hi darr gayee thee.. lekin Sana bilkul nahi royiii ... actually aaj tak wo apne papa ke death keliyee nahi royi hain.. mujhe samajh nahi aata kyu ?? kyu nahi roti hain... unke barsi ke din bhi nahi roti hain...main jaanthi hu ki uske dil main wo bhara pada hua hain .. lekin nahi .. wo toothi nahi aaj tak... main darthi hu .. iss cheez se kyunki ye wo ek jagah hain jo main kabhi dekh nahi payi hu .. agar wo kisi din wo bubble thodegi tho main nahi janthi wo kaisee react karne wali hain ... bagwan se roj mannat mangthi hu ki wo kabhi wo din hi na aaye jab usko tootna pade... aur agar wo din aaye ki wo tooth jayee ... tho agar main na rahu iss duniya main tho uske saath uska wo saathi ho jo use jude rakhe ..use tootne se bachalee aur uski zindagi main itnaa pyaar kare ki meri bachi bas kush hi rahe ....
Rita and Pammi aunty hugged each other ... pammi aunty was very emotional but she had her friend with her who was like extended family ....
Sid was emotional too ... looking at all these ladies in his life ... how they are strong in themselves to face this world yet so emotional at heart holding up so many things and memories and fears ...
This revelation from Pammi aunty hit Sid deeply ..... everyone has secrets but this one about Sana was very touching for him.. he could sort of understand Why Sana would not have cried to date ... he had been through it he knew the pain ..but the difference in Sana and Sid was that he dint have to take up any responsibilities like she did ... he had his sisters to hold his back .. and he was quite old by the time his dad passed away .. but Sana lost her dad at a young age ... looking at Sana in his kitchen working so efficiently.. and effortlessly ...he wondered ... how well she fit like a glove in his family ... and then .. he promised to himself that he would never be responsible directly or indirectly for her sadness ever ... and he would always be there for her as a rock to hold her whenever she needed , he would give her all that happiness and love and care she always deserved ... and the bubble that Pammi aunty spoke about ...he decided he would never ask her by himself but if at all ever there comes a situation when that breaks he promised to himself to stand by her and support and care for her however she needed.. he loved this girl more than ever ...he found himself very lucky to have her with him for life....
That night while having their tea Sid asked Sana
Sid : Sana tujhse ek baat puchni thi
Sana : haan bolna
Sid: tujhe mere kaam Se I mean .... ye industry movies me working as a hero etc Se koyi problem tho nahi haina??
Sana: haha .. I know where this is coming from ... Sid yes ye baat sach hain ki this profession is not my cup of tea .. if I had a choice main Shehba ko kabhi nahi karne deti lekin ye uska chhoice hain .. uska life hain .. same with you Sid .. ye tumhare choice hain .. you have worked very hard to be where you are .. it's because you love what you do .. I will always support you in whatever you want to do .., and I am very proud of where you are now in your career .. I love you Siddharth .. the whole package I mean ..
Sid: love you baby !!!
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Guys this is a very small update i know .. i couldnt write much today .. but i really wanted to give some insight regarding Sanas past and those vulnerable situations and emotions in her life which Sid deserved to know ....
I know i disapointed you guys .. the update is not so cheezy and fun but i hope you can see my point here..