im sorry that i act like the most important thing in your world
im selfish i know
he tells me over and over
i think about you all the time
i want you to think about me so bad
i want you to be obsessed with me
and just when i know how things are gonna end
you will say something that gives me a little more hope
so i keep trying to climb my way to your heart
but i feel like sometimes theres nothing to hold on to
amd im back at the start
im not begging for mercy
i dont beg thats kinky
im not asking either
and im not telling you to do anything
im just letting you know im not giving up
i dont want to be friends
its stupid
but you know thats my style
the beads on my stupid anklet stopped hurting
but my hands feel so naked without my rings
my blood feels so cold unless im in your arms
im not sorry for that