i really wanted to die today
i know you could care less i just wanted to say
looked through old pictures, found nothing new
and its such a shame cause i still love you
and we're just so young it was hard to see
any future you could have with me
cause people drift apart you know
and theres just no time to take things slow
i wish that i had nothing to say
cause i cant find the words to make me okay
and i know that you're doing great
you and people with 'm' names
i hope you fly high cause darling the sky
is where i know i will reside
and when you look at me do you wish
that we had never kissed
cause i know that i hate myself
i look through my thoughts and there's no one else
cut off all the dead ends, my darling past
i really wish that i had made things last.
