I don't know what's wrong with me that mumma saying about how I ditched when I'm baby girl.
But seriously at one point I'm scared too because what if they didn't find me..where I could be and how..may be in worst situation I guess..
Don't see like that..I understood you are not getting what I'm saying let me say you clearly darling.. how horrible I was when I even don't know how to walk or talk properly..
I never is to be at one place. So I roam around near my house as I'm only girl in that compound so everyone knows me..and you know what they treat me like a goddess because when I born someone in compound got huge profit and brought car he only brought me from hospital to home for first time as they thought I'm lucky..and some other got some profit not only that on my first birthday I did two times cak cutting too one from outsiders and from insiders I mean bothe people did now leave that will continue where we left..so they think I'm goddess Lakshmi so they treat me good and every one know me as I'm too hyper active and naughty girl..
So one fine day I crawling near my house and went like that towards shop and to the main road and one women took me and went. This was observed by another man and informed my parents and big fight finally I'm back with family..the important thing is I didn't cried and or I didn't go even I saw mumma and papa..I was still in arms of that women that make her fight for long time..as neighbours know me well so they support mumma and finally I'm back..Every time someone will identify me and say to mumma or drop me at home..but at that time it went in wrong way..
Later that situation, mumma use to tie my legs so that I can't go outside as she scared..but being me I started crying like hell finally after two days she left me..but in closed gate so I can play their only..
After some days I started playing infront of the house.. above all these I have another habbit sleeping.. That I'm heavy sleeper...when I get sleep I use to sleep there only even though I can walk and go to home but I is to sleep there only..mumma scared about me and have a tension..
One day I was playing with my neighbour friends so ball went inside the house that is opposite to our house the ball is under the bed..I went to pick the ball when I coming out of the bed..aunty husband came..I got scared and waited that he will go but he didn't and I slept there only..
Outside all are searching for me as I was nowhere. Mumma cried alot as she is not finding from last two hours..and kids said that she went in..and she played here only..but they didn't find me..aunty said she is not in my house I checked..all went to their home..dad is also not there only mumma she getting panic and crying alot..
At night, aunty bend to take broomstick which is under the bed and find me where I'm sleeping peacefully..
Aunty called my mom and handed me to mom..and said that I'm under the bed..mom took me and went inside she woke me up and asked I said everything..
When mom asked why I didn't came out..
He always shouts and i got scare this is the reason I replied to her it's seems..
I don't know what is happening around me to be frank but you know what society name me..and said to mumma about me.
She will make you cry her entire life..you can't leave in peace this is what they said to mom about me..
I don't know what I did that people around me said about me like that..
Sid caressed slight tears marks on paper kissed her tear marks on book..
"No doll being with you gives only smile..you are so pure that no can handle the pureness", sid thought and hugged her book
I don't know at that time what it mean but now today I understood what they said it's hurts to the core..but can't do anything..one thing is clear people will be there to throw us makes us down..but it should be us who should stand alone to fight with venom..to cheer ourself to bring lights in our dark life .to motivate ourself to reach out goal..no one will be there to protect you to stand beside you..what I said is true..I'm bot saying because I'm hurt or something..think once..you will be with me on my words.. remember one thing our own shadow will not be with us then how can a person will be..don't trust any person or a word or emotion love because it makes person weak..leave all the feelings you have and be strong that's what I learnt..
"I will make you trust me with love..I will show you how beautiful the love is..how bliss when a person stand beside us..I will be there with you doll it's my promise",Sid said to himself with mixed feelings
I don't know what and all but I didn't stop there..I did some mischievous things too..one day I ate guava when I'm nine months..the layer of guava was stick in my mouth..when mumma saw it looks like some wound which is yellow pinkish colour and immediately dad and mom took me to the hospital.. even doctor tested me and gave me tablets and ointment too..
Later at night when mom tried to apply ointment on that, the guava layer came out with her hand
"Hahahah..",sid laughed alot that he couldn't control his laugh that water brimmed in his eyes..
Mumma papa laughed alot saying this to me and next day they went to hospital and said the whole thing as he knows us very well so he took back all medicines..
And when Vicky born all attention went to him.. actually his name is khushank but mom selected name is Vikram but dad decided his name as khushank which badimaa said..and mom felt difficult to spell so she decided to call him Vicky and we all came up with name Vicky only outsiders call him khushank and no one knows that his name is Vicky too..bit now you came to know..it's secret don't say to anyone..But Vicky is opposite to me.
"Ohh so Vicky is doll's brother", sid said
"He may be her brother but she is mine", sid think possessively
He is too silent. He never play with anyone not even he didn't cross the gate..if anyone says something also he never react it seems..some people think he is mute..
"Quiet opposite to her", Sid said to himself
But when someone grab his toy he shout at them then people realised ohh God he is not mute..
But me I always want to play roam here there sitting silent is not in my dictionary.. hahaha..
Early morning, when I woke up and I go sat on the threshold (gadapa) as it is somewhat height and observe all the people..
In our compound, wash rooms are at the end and we stay at start so whoever goes I can see..so early morning people go to washroom..
To everyone who goes in that direction I is to say come fast will play where I'm sitting on the threshold..
"My naughty doll",sid thought
Whenever owner aunty of the building goes in the morning. Come fast aunty will play..
Ohh.. god..how can I come early..how can I say how much time..siya don't say like that.. owner aunty said
Days repeated Im same as early.. come fast aunty..
"You don't have work that doesn't mean you will say come fast every time siya to everyone", owner aunty said by pinching siya cheeks
Seriously when mom said this I don't know how to react..hahah.. funny right..some one should be like me some naughty crazy weird things to be do or done...
"You are really naughty..my naughty doll", sid said with smile and slept thinking about her by hugging her book..
Next day afternoon in sid room..
"Bhaiya..please get up you slept for so long..",anu said shaking sid to woke him up
"5min devil",sid said in sleepy voice hugging his pillow
"Bhai please get up..aahil bhai also went to hospital as he got some emergency..please bhai need to meet siya please bhai", anu pleaded him with puppy eyes
Sid woke up immediately listening to siya name
"Why now suddenly", sid asked as he feel some suspicious
"Nothing bhai, she is not coming tomorrow and I need to submit assignment or the devil mam will not allow us to class", anu said with irritation remembering her mam
"Ohh..ok..give me 10min I will get ready..why she is not coming tomorrow",sid asked
"She is not well and now her voice completely block because of yesterday night..so it take time to recover her", anu said while setting his bed neatly
"Ohh..ok..what happen to her", sid asked causally as anu should not get doubt but inside he running marathon.
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