i woke up to payton still sleeping he was cute not going to lie but i cant love him i dont know how to iv never loved before and plus today we go back to the house to the group to tell them the news and im so nervous i get out of bed and hopped into the shower like and hour later i finished and got dressed into leather pants a black crop top and a leather jacket i got out the bathroom and paytons on the bed on the his phone
p-hey
a-hi
p-what we doing today
a-were going home to tell the guys about the engagement
p-ok
we went downstairs and mom and dad were in there with mark and ariel
m-hey sweetie
a-hi
d-smile angel
a-no i dont like feelings snd smiling means you have feelings
ar-angel you have an appointment today in like half an hour
a-errr i forgot payton when i get back well go home
p-ok
d-lets go angel
a-ok
we got to the doctors for an appointment we sat in the waiting room
doc-angel
we got up went to the room and sat down
doc-whats the problem
d-my daughter hasnt smiled since she was six and she says she cant feel emotions like love sadness its just anger she feels
doc-oh my i dont know iv never seen this before wait
he was typing on his comuer for a few minuets
doc-i might know whats wrong
d-what
doc- she has anxiety depression and she is .....
d-what-
doc-shes emotionless then only way she can feel things is if she finds someone that she falls inlove with
d-oh my god
doc-angel how do you feel right now
a-i feel nothing
doc-ok im goinf to give you a pill to help with your anxiety and depression ok
a-ok
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we got home i have my tablets and we just walked throught the front door
m-whats wrong with her
d-get everyone to come to the livingroom asap
m-ok
we sat in the living room and sat on my phone everyone sat down payton sat next to me i put my phone down and looked at everyone
ar-ok so whats wrong with her
d- 1. she has anxiety 2.she has depression 3.....
m-3....
d-shes emotionless
m-oh my god
ar-im so sorry angel
they all began to cry i still felt nothing payton hugged me and wispered in my ear
p-im so sorry princess
i nodded
m-has she got anything to help with them
d-yes she has to take a tablet to help with anxiety and depression but the emotions will come back if she finds someone that can make her happy
m-ok
hour later
a-mom were going home
m-ok bye
we left and when we got back home we walkd in
a-WHATS UP BITCHES
all the girls came running in hugging me
a- i have to tell everybody something
the boys and boys sat in the living room
a-bad news or normal news
ad-normal
a-me and payton are getting married
everyone-WHAT
but bryce
a-yeah are parents are making us
b-ik mom told me
a-what and u didnt tell me
b-nope
av-whats the bad news
p-should i tell them
a-yeah
b-guys what wrong
p-angels ill
b-whats wrong with my sister
p-ummmm
b-PAYTON
p-she has depression and anxiety and ..
b-AND
p-shes emotionless
jn-omg
they all cried and hugged me
b-im so sorry sis
a-i have medication for the anxiety and depression
dix-what about the emotions one
a-oh they said i need to find some that makes me happy and ill get my emotions back
b-oh
after that we all hung out .....