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Recap
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Clean up my arm and then Josh saw it and his face went pale and he started crying and I don't know why but once he started crying I felt really bad and I also kinda felt like he was disappointed in me for cutting this much after I told him not to do it and that it wasn't worth it. He just looked at me with this facial expression 😐 so I wasn't really sure what to think or do
L) umm... I'm so sorry Josh I just couldn't take it anymore
Josh) why couldn't you take it, what couldn't you take that had such I bad outcome
L) I knew it and I just let it slide
Josh) you knew what Lexie
L) I knew that bryce was fucking Addison behind my back and it went on for about a month but I just let it slide because I didn't care about it though and I thought well maby he just got bored with me and some of the stuff that I do
Josh) oh my god, what
L) ya I knew that he was having sex with me and Addison because I once walked in on them but I just walked out of the room and forgot about it and also he was always sneeking off
Josh) but why did you let it happen
L) because you know I didn't really care that he did that and so I just let it go because it didn't really matter because sex is sex and plus it's not like it meant anything I mean like ya sure I liked him but we had sex multiple times a day so it felt like all it was is sex
Josh) wow I really didn't expect that like I knew that bryce was a slutty cheater and that but wow
L) ya I know right
Josh) but why would he even do that like someone is so lucky to have you because you are so forgiving
L) awe thank you josh
Then Josh just looked at me with this sad yet sexy look in his eyes...wait no stop it goddammit he is your best friend and plus you just broke up with bryce like 30 minutes ago like what the hell is wrong with me I can't like Josh
Josh) I'm so sorry lex
L) oh no it's ok it happened all of the time *giggles* like my last 10 boyfriends cheated on me, but uhh what was it that you originally came in here for
Josh) oh well um I wanted to tell you that I finally found this one girl that I like but umm well she has a boyfriend
L) oh well um do I get to know who this girl is
Josh) ... Um.. No
L) ok well whats the issue
Josh) I'm afraid that she won't like me back and something pretty bad recently happened in her life
L) so why are you coming to talk to me about this
Josh) well uh.. I came to you because I know that you would be willing to help me with this and not make fun of me for it
L) ok well I'm glad that you can trust me and um is she understanding
Josh) yes very
L) ok well I would say just try telling her how you really feel not how you think that she wants you to feel because maby she feels a certain way about you but she can't express how she feels
Josh) ok thanks lex
Then you just clean up your arm and you and Josh cuddle (like friends do) and just watch movies till you fall asleep.