I want to cry everyday when I see what I hate
I want to change but I know this is how my fate goes
I tell myself I'm no good with comparison the bully
I lie through my teeth trying so hard not to eat
I've considered it all but I never fully commit
The fakeness I live in a mask called confidence
I don't see a change and it makes me only sicker
It's so fucked up to think "I'd be happy if I was thinner"