Kaykay's P.O.V.
Why.
Why. That's the only thing that I could make out in my head, as I drive home. Why. Why. Why. As the tears rage down my cheeks and onto my shirt and into my lap.
I can't tell Ashton, he'll leave me. That makes the tears cascade down my face even more, now. God, I'm such a mess.
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As I pull into the parking garage, into my parking spot. I sit there and just think, my world,
It's like it's falling apart.
Ashton will leave me, even if he does know and not leave, I'll just be known as his sick girlfriend.
This causes a whole other crying session.
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Once I calmed down and touched everything up so it doesn't look like I was crying, I took a deep breath, sighed, and held my head high.
I stepped out of the car, locked it and acted as if everything is fine and my world is not slowly falling apart in one of the most painful ways possible.
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I'm so sorry about the long wait, I've just been really busy, also sorry about the short ass chapter😅