Ai Toot ...." Arthit rapped at Toota's door with full force who opened the door , rubbing his sleepy eyes.
" What , Arthit ? "
" How do you take it ? " Arthit blurted.
" Take what ? "
" It ... "
Finally getting the meaning of it,
" Like a pro "
Toota muttered with chest swollen with pride.
" Teach me ..."
" What ?"
" Teach me … its really important "
" Arthit , Its 4 in the morning …and I swear if its one of your pranks… i am going to sit on you . " Toota threatened.
" Its not a prank. "
" Whatever it is .…I'm not falling for it. "
Toota was ready to shut the door in face, but Arthit shoved his hand in, making Toota stop
" Please, Ai Toot…"
" Ai Thit … everything alright ? "
" Nothing is…"
" Come in. " Making his friend sit on the bed , Toota closed the door " now tell me , what happened ? "
" Teach me how to do that … take it ? "
" I don't think Kongpob will appreciate it , beside I feel its not your real concern at this moment… take a deep breath and try again. "
" I…" Arthit didn't have courage to beg for the same thing again. He didn't know how to explain the churning of emotions inside of him. Climbing down the bed, he stood up and levelled his gaze towards his knotted fingers " sorry. It was silly of me to disturb you at this time Ai Toot …go back to sleep "
" Arthit, … Did Kongpob demand you to bottom ? "
" No." Arthit chuckled, voice devoid of humor " He is planning to gift me Anal kit for beginners."
" Whoa! That's good. He's considerate of you and adventurous too. I totally recommend starting with butt plugs…"
Arthit bit his lower lip. A nervous habit.
" But ,I don't want it. "
" What ?" Toota questioned " Butt plug as a gift ? Or anal sex ? "
" I dunno Ai Toot. I'm being silly right ? Its normal of Kong to expect this. We are together for seven months now. We should have already crossed third base. "
" Who says so ? "
" Everybody does that. Its normal to do, right? " Replied Arthit, his own words sounding ridiculous to him.
" You aren't obliged to do anything just because you have passed a certain time in a relation. Anal sex isn't the goal of gay relationship or something. Do you know there are people who do not partake in anal or penetrative sex, still they are together and strong. "
" …."
" Not everyone has to like it, Ai Arthit. And you should never, I repeat, never do it just because you are feeling obliged to… don't ever pressure yourself in to something you don't want. "
" But, Kongpob…"
" Arthit , its about you, not about Kongpob. There are thousands of things that you can do, which will be pleasurable for both of you . If one of you or both of you don't want it, you don't have to do anal. "
" But…" Arthit's counter questioning was cut off by Toota who wasn't done yet.
" You came here , asking to be taught bottoming … now you are saying you don't want it but somehow you are feeling obliged to do it. I don't think , you are talking about the real problem eating your mind. You don't have problem with butt plug or anal or Kongpob wanting penetrative sex or any of that stuff… what is the real problem here ? "
Arthit turned his back towards Toota " I don't wanna do it. "
" Why ?"
Arthit pursed his lips " Have you seen how big Kongpob is ? "
Barely suppressing his chuckle, Toota asked in surprisingly levelled voice " Would you like me to ? "
Arthit turned in a flash, " Do you want to die ? "
" Thought so… why are you saying ridiculous things then ? "
Arthit's shoulders sagged, " But, Kongpob is enormous… i'm sure it won't fit in. " he whined.
" You don't have to sheath like in porn… its all good as long as he can enter enough to find your p-spot. "
" But, what if it gets messy ? " countered Arthit.
" That's why you clean your backdoor before going at it." Toota replied in duh tone.
" What if it's still messy ? "
" Then, you jump in to shower and later complete what you started. Or just do the deed in shower if you can manage it without breaking any bones... "
" What if I fart in the middle of it ? "
Toota laughed a full bellied laugh… " I doubt it will be the end of world, Ai Arthit. It happens more than you would think. You just go to your business. Its all good as long as he isn't going down on you."
" Kongpob will be disgusted…what if he breaks up with me over it ? "
Toota folded his hands infront of his chest and narrowed his eyes at Arthit " Enough, Arthit. Now, instead of going round and round, will you tell me real reason ? "
" I don't want to be his wife. "
" Okaay… so if you get fucked , you will become his wife ? "
" …"
" By that logic , my name should Toota Thongcheevat Kongthanin Tangsrisuk Kanorat Tongraya Chirathivat Wisetkew Rendell Dhansevi Suwanmet and so on… i forgot some 10 or 12 surnames and rest, I didn't bother to ask. Dang! Some of then were rich ass heirs …." Toota sighed dramatically " such a loss "
" …!…"
" You are making fun of me ? "
" Arthit " placing a palm on Arthit's shoulder, Toota stood beside him " bottoming for someone is as manly as doing any other thing like playing football. Everyone can top, its relatively easy… Bottoming needs one to endure pain before reaching the peak of pleasure… its an act of utmost trust you can show towards your partner… and now " Toota lowered his voice dramatically
" I am going to tell you secret of my happy sex life…
A genius once said , ' Being a bottom doesn't mean you are there to get stuffed, own your sexuality…take charge of yourself and ride your man to heaven. "
" How do I do that ? "
Toota winked " Lots of lube… bit of patience and lots of preparations … But, you aren't ready for any of this now. I suggest, you get to know your own body first, try some new things…. Go on solo adventures… and then, when you are ready for booty ride, stock up a ton of lube before sliding your way to heaven."
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12:00 … Noon.
Arthit had ordered both his and Kongpob's favourite lunch and drinks. Now, with hands full of take-away, he walked towards his boyfriend's dorm.
Seeing him standing at his door, Kongpob will be surprised, right ?
After talking to Toota , he felt tiny bit relieved. Nervousness of facing Kong was still there , but an hour long chat had filled in some excitement in him.
Its just a sex toy,right ? Nothing to be feared.
Its not like Kongpob is sticking it in, like right at this moment… Arthit chided himself for ruining four days of his study over nothing.
Today, tomorrow or after some months, they would have thought of taking next step of intimacy. What did it matter if Kongpob thought a little early ? He can talk the matter with Kong, ask for some time, right ? Communication is the way.
Arthit pressed the door bell, his heart raced like crazy. All the way, he had pep talked himself, preparing his mind for what was to come.
* Ding Dong * he pressed the bell again.
" Phi, how come you are here ?" Kongpob's puzzled expression made Arthit's smile falter.
" Are you busy ?"
" Not at all, Phi. But, you said you would be studying..."
" Yes, I was. Then, I wanted to have lunch with my friend so I bought some food and came here. Are you satisfied ? Now, can I come in ? … my hands are hurting " Arthit made a pitiful face.
Here he thought Kongpob will be happy but he was being an investigator and asking shit ton of questions 😒.
Realisation dawned on Kongpob's face that he still had not invited Arthit in. He instantly stepped aside
" Ofcourse, Phi... Please come in. You can come at anytime. "
Arthit placed the food on table
" I'm hungry… let's eat. "
" Phi didn't have to come all the way here, you should have told me … i would have bought the food and come to you, Khrap. It would have saved you time. It's your final year — "
Arthit narrowed his eyes " Nag later. I'm hungry, let's eat first. Pad thai okay with you ? "
" Khrap. " Kong took out the food and plated it.
" Mango sticky rice Khrap ? "
" You like it, right ? " Arthit asked and Kongpob beamed at him, even his eyes shone with glee.
It always amused Arthit, how younger gets happy in smallest of things.
Lunch was a silent affair, every now and then,Arthit was watching Kongpob's face covertly but he found nothing different.
After lunch, Kong cleaned the table and sat on the bed beside Arthit who was fidgeting with hem of his own shirt. Kongpob sensed Arthit struggling with something for elder has always been man of few words . Correction - man of few romantic words. Kong let Arthit take his time.
" Kong " Arthit suddenly jerked his head towards his lover and looked straight into his eyes, finally uttering the words that he was gathering courage for
" I'm ready. "
" For what , Phi ? "
" For it …"
" It ? "
" Your gift "
" Oh… gift. I forgot about it. Wait a minute na , Phi…." Kong brought a rectangular box wrapped in a gray paper
" Here, Phi. I had to think so much over this. I really wanted to gift you something that you can use. I hope you will like it . "
With trembling hands and racing heart , Arthit opened the package he knew the contents of. The object sitting inside made his jaw fall in to a surprised 'O '.
" Calci ?."
" Yes, Phi. Your calculator broke na… that's why I thought a new scientific calci would be a better and practical gift than anything… you can use it in exam."
" Yeah. " Arthit flashed an awkward smile " you are right."
You didn't like it , phi ? "
" No…no , its good. " Arthit frowned closing the lid of the box.
' where is the anal training kit ? '
" Phi… what are you thinking ? You didn't like it ? "
" No… I liked it. Its good. " Arthit patted the gift for additional emphasis.
Silence ruled the environment as Kongpob began observing his boyfriend who was twiddling his thumbs nervously while playing with the ribbon of gift, pulling at its edges.
" Kong…" Arthit called after several minutes.. " Did you … perhaps changed the gift you were about to gift me ? "
" No, Phi. "
" You don't have to lie. I'm not angry, I swear. "
"But, I did not buy anything else. Should I have thought of another gift, Phi ? Did you not like it ? "
Kong had always planned to gift him calci . Then who the fuck was the training kit for and with the note ' Think of me while using it ? '
Arthit didn't know he was thinking quite audibly.
" Phi. I had previously wrapped the gift in different colour and wrote the note ' Think of me while using it. But, then it came to me that if you think of me while writing exam … you will score less and I will be the reason of it. That's why I had to change the note."
" And the training kit ? Who were you going to gift it to ? " Arthit asked glaring.
" That … how do you know about it phi ? "
" Does that matter ? I was finding a spot to hide your gift, I found it in bottom drawer. Who was it for ? "
Kong bit his lip , unsure of Arthit's reaction
" Myself…" he mumbled. "
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A/N : I'm not teasing you ..,swear. I'm typing as fast as my fingers are allowing me.
I was down with fever since last three days .. feel better today 😇.
Amphan cyclone hit parts of India ( W. Bengal & Odisha) . Lets fold our hands in a prayer ... May god help us all 🙏.