Chapter 16 is here everyone!!!!
sorry for the late update..
I'm really busy with my university life but some people asked me to update so, enjoy it!
Btw, have you guys heard little things??
oh my god! I'm in love with that song! Even my heart was sang it at my exams, lol!
so, enough with my bla bla bla and have a read! :)
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Harry's POV
I be in reality again now. I looked at her face again before saying, ”You light up my world, I love you now and forever.” Then I heard Zayn with the boys here.
“enjoy what you look at?” I heard Zayn’s voices broke the silence made me blushed.
“I’m sorry, Zayn. I didn’t…“I said before Zayn cut him off.
“You didn’t what? You didn’t meant to falling in love with my girl?!” Zayn snapped me out.
“I just…” I couldn’t continued my words.
I said it right when Zayn entered this room. How stupid I AM!
"Why you keep silent now? Don't you have something to be explained, Haz? Oh, Zayn its not just something! Its about Harry's feeling to YOUR GIRL!" Zayn mumbled while Liam tried to calmed him.
"Stop it, Zayn. Harry can explain it!" Liam spoke up before turned around to faced me.
Oh, my god! My name is Harry Styles and I'm in a BIG BIG BIG TROUBLE with MY MATES! I don't know what should I said or do so, I just kept the silence around us. Then my mouth opened and begin to said, "I'm really sorry, Zayn. I didn't meant..."
"You didn't meant what, Haz? You didn't meant to hurt me? Huh? All you gonna say is just a bullshit for me! Got it, Haz?! A bullshit that you throw to your best friend's face? Or maybe you never think that I'm the one of your best friends? Maybe I just a.." Zayn said it fast before Liam cut him off, "Zayn, that's enough!"
I couldn't take it any further. Why Zayn thinks so bad about me now? We used to be together all the time. We barely slept in the same room since we met in X-Factor. I had wasted my time with him than with others. We always wasted time togethers when Liam and Louis went to dates their girlfriends. Just me, Zayn, and Niall. But now, how could he spoke like that to me? He broke my heart into more pieces now. None loves me. Maybe better for me to leave now!
When I'm going to stood up I felt Nadia's hand grabbed mine. She's so warm. Can I leave her too? Can I lose everyone who's stood here? I don't think so! But I just walked out of the room with tears on my face.
"Harry! Come back here, mate!" I heard Liam and Louis shouted of my name. But sorry guys, I need my own time right now before I could faced them all especially Zayn and Nadia!
I ran with no direction. This is hard for me and maybe for them too. I don’t know. I’m the one who’s came with the idea of our band’s name. ONE DIRECTION. But now I had no direction. I still kept running. I felt like I wanted to skipped this part of my life. I wanted this to be just a dream. I still kept running until I found a church. I need my God now, I guess by visited the church, I’ll feel better. So, I stopped there and walked in to saw that none’s there. I sat on the first row and started to told everything to Him, even though I knew that He’d probably knows everything. I just needed to let everything out. I needed to tell someone about this. But I couldn’t tell the boys about what I felt. Because I don’t want to. Not now.
Zayn's POV
Harry said those words right when I entered this room.
”You light up my world, I love you now and forever.”
Those words kept playing inside my head. I couldn’t take this anymore. But I don't know what should I do. I just wanna yelled on him. I hate Harry, but I still love him though. He just like a little brother that I'll never really had. “But brother doesn't steal his brother's girl, right?” a voice inside of my mind spoke up.
“enjoy what you look at?” I broke the silence makes Harry blushed. God, that boy really makes me wanted to yelled on him. How dare he is to be blushed and stared at my girl!
“I’m sorry, Zayn. I didn’t –“ Harry said before I cut him off.
“You didn’t what? You didn’t meant to falling in love with my girl?!” I snapped him out.
“I just…” he couldn’t continued his words.
"Why you keep silent now? Don't you have something to be explained, Haz? Oh, Zayn its not just something! Its about Harry's feeling to YOUR GIRL!" I mumbled while Liam tried to calmed me.
"Stop it, Zayn. Harry can explain it!" Liam said before turned around to facedHarry. But then he kept silent. Not a word came out from his lips. Maybe you guys think that I’m a bad guy because I be angry at him. But he loves my girl and I just couldn’t take it. Or maybe you guys think that I’m a drama person. Well, I don’t care!
Nadia's POV
I woke up to saw Zayn besides me. Just him.
"Good morning, sweetheart!" He smiled to me.
"Morning!" I smiled back.
"What do you feel now? Better?" He’s sounds worried.
"I'm fine. Where's everyone?" I asked him curious.
"The lads are going looking for Harry and Ja'far is picking your parents up." Zayn answered me.
"MY PARENTS! THEY'RE HERE?!" I asked him. Schocked. Not that because I don't like them to be arround me, I just don't want to make them worrying about me.
"Ya, they'll be here after an hour, I guess." Zayn answered me. Then we be in silence.
"Zayn, do you still mad at him?" I asked Zayn carefully.
"Mad at who?" He asked sarcastically.
"Harry." I stated.
"I don't know, Nad. Harry had been hurt me, you know? He..." Zayn didn't continued his words.
"I'm sorry, Zayn." I said in a deep sad voice.
"Ssh.. That's not your fault, Nad. You don't need to be..." Zayn reasured me before I cut him off, "I don't need to be what?! huh?! Sorry?! Well, you guys knew this all stupid things happened because of me! Because I entered your life and the boys! You got mad at Harry because he loves me! You and Harry used to be best friends! But now just because of me, both of you have this fight! And you guys still saying its not my fault?! That I don't need to be sorry?! Those thousands directioners are going to hate me! Well, they already hates me! And you guys still keep saying me that its not my mistake?! Its not my fault?!" I broke in tears. I couldn't handled it anymore. I love them. They are my favourite band. My best friends. And they are the people who light up my world. But now I ruined everything. Zayn came closer to me and hug me. I felt his warm arms when he hug me for the first time. Then I felt something wet fall down from his chin. A tear. I looked up at Zayn and saw that he was also cried.
"Please Zayn, fix your problem with Harry. You don't need to be jealous though because I'm yours and will always be. But please if you love me, fix your problem with him now." I said to him in tears. And I felt Zayn noded before saying," I love you so much!"
Liam’s POV
I found Zayn in the garden of hospital. Smoked. Then I called Harry to made sure that Nadia was okay, but Zayn’s looked like angry with me, Louis, and Niall because we left Harry and Nadia in the room alone.
I heard Harry’s word when we entered the room,”You light up my world, I love you now and forever.” Oh My God! I wished Zayn didn’t heard it.
“enjoy what you look at?” I heard Zayn’s voices broke the silence made Harry blushed.
“I’m sorry, Zayn. I didn’t…“Harry said it before Zayn cut him off.
“You didn’t what? You didn’t meant to falling in love with my girl?!” Zayn snapped him out. HE HEARD WHAT HARRY JUST SAID!
“I just…” Harry couldn’t continued his words.
"Why you keep silent now? Don't you have something to be explained, Haz? Oh, Zayn its not just something! Its about Harry's feeling to YOUR GIRL!" Zayn mumbled while I tried to calmed him.
"Stop it, Zayn. Harry can explain everything to us!" I spoke up before turned around to faced Harry. He look so confused, hurt, lost, and sad.
"I'm really sorry, Zayn. I didn't meant..." that’s what he could say.
"You didn't meant what, Haz? You didn't meant to hurt me? Huh? All you gonna say is just a bullshit for me! Got it, Haz?! A bullshit that you throw to your best friend's face? Or maybe you never think that I'm the one of your best friends? Maybe I just a.." Zayn said it fast before I cut him off, "Zayn, that's enough!" Zayn already lost controlled of his self.
"Harry! Come back here, mate!" me and Louis called out of his name. But he just kept walking before started to ran.
We waited for him about some minutes, trying to called and texted him but there was no answered. I be in frustration now. Louis and Niall looked up at me. Their eyes said what they’re lips wanna said, “fix this, daddy direction!” it showed pleaded too there. My phone rang with Simon’s name as the caller id. I picked it up and let it be as far away from my ear.
“WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOU, GUYS?!” Simon’s anger was clearly explained in his voices.
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