I'm so Tired
of FAKING
Of TRYING
Of LYING
I'm so tired of the sunlight streaming
Through my window
And that my eyes open every time
I'm so tired of hearing screams
In the middle of the night
Only to realiza it's 'ME'
I'm so tired of having hopes
Because i try not to believe
Because Hope is for suckers
And people will only let you down
And still i do, every time
I'm so tired of having to say ''I'M FINE''
Because I'm really not
But i cant let anyone else know that
I'm so tired of being ME
Never good enough
And so many scars to prove it
I'm so tired of people
All the chattering, the Gossip
I just want to be ALONE with the breeze
I'm so tired of BREATHING
It's such a mindlessly hard thing to do
Every breath hurts knowing
I'll never be what you want me to.