It's almost one week that incident happen to me..to divert me anu(aanaya) really helped me alot.. always talking something or talking about the person who helped me as if he is my boyfriend and will be my life partner.
Who knows may be he will be her life partner.
I don't know what happen to her sudden she became dull while we taking about studies.
Vinu (vinudha) is in another section but still we talk about the topics actually in school she is topper. But I don't what happened now she is not upto the mark. I'm doing good in studies means I promise her that I will prove myself and I did..but now she is lagging.. sometimes it's irritate me to the core even we talk less in college she always support me like a backbone. And now we three discussing about physics.. suddenly Anu became silent.. I thought because of subject. So I changed the subject mathematics which I love to core as now our preparation period will start..so we can practice any subject. But at the weekend we need to complete all subjects with respective topics..
I know she won't talk if anyone is there so I kept silent. After the break vinu went to her class so I asked her..
"What happen anu.. why you are so dull", Siya asked anu
"Nothing" anu replied with dull voice.
"Should I change topic or subject" Siya asked
"No", anu replied in monotone nodding her head as no
"Uffoo..come on..say something..what happened to you now..till now you behave like a chatterbox and suddenly calm..why..?? what happen..??",Siya whispered yelled at her.
Anu didn't replied anything
"Fine .. don't talk to me then..I thought I'm your friend so you can share your feelings freely but I'm wrong", Siya said with seriousness and hurt.
"Nothing like that. you are only my friend", anu replied
"Then what wrong..don't make me angry and yelled at you..so say me..or else don't talk to me.."Siya said and moved to back bench with maths books as anu didn't say anything..
Anu sat silently without moving.
One hour has passed anu didn't said anything nor did anything..where Siya became dull as anu is silent and not sharing her feelings with her. As she suddenly felt alone. Unknown fear has developed in Siya..
Tringgggg...bell rang.. breaking her thoughts..
now lunch break..
Siya took lunch box and went near anu sat beside and took her box too and opened it..
Anu didn't said anything. She sat silently..
Five min passed no change..
"Fine..don't say anything..I won't ask you also.. atleast eat.." Siya said and bringing food near her mouth.
Anu lifted her head with tears..
Siya got panicked and put the food aside and hold her face.. What happen anu..why are you crying..Siya asked with tears
Anu hugged Siya tightly and cried..
As anu went to rest room in college saying not feeling well before 10min of lunch break..
Siya consoled her by caressing her hair..
"Shh.dont cry..what happen..I'm here na..say me.." Siya said in calm and trying to control her tears.
"I'm scared Siya..I know if I wish something with in seconds it will be there..but I don't want like that..I want to achieve something..I want to taste success how it feels when I win on my own like you siya..I'm also here with you same class..but you know, I'm not here because I got good marks because of my dad..I'm here.. I'm blessed to have them in my life..but I want to achieve something on my own..I tired too ..to score.. but no I failed.. I want to see proud smile on family face because of me.. my brother's are success..they got their seat for higher studies on their own..i too want get it..I want to win..I want to achieve something in my life.. please help me Siya.."anu said and cried by hugging her pouring all her fears and emotions in hug..
"Shh..first stop crying.. is this is the reason you were quite before" Siya asked while wiping her tears.
"Yes" anu nodded her head
"Why you came to rest room are you ok", Siya asked with concern
"Yes, I don't like to be in class..when you went and sat away from me."anu said with pout
"I was angry on you so I went like that..and now onwards don't cry.. I'm here and I will help you to achieve what you wish..and..
"Really..tq so much..love you" anu said cutting Siya in middle with anxiety by kissing her cheeks and hugging her tightly.
Siya and anu laughed and had their lunch together. As anu wish siya make a plan to read ..
As days goes on..there is not more improvement in anu even she is trying hard where Siya noticed her..
One fine day.. evening in call
Siya at steps outside of her front door
Anu at sid room on speaker
Both are discussing about some topics in physics.
"I'm not getting it Siya", anu said with frustration as she tired for 10th time to solve the problem in physics.
"Ok chill don't stress I will say you tomorrow concentrate on remaining things", Siya said
"Ok..Siya...", anu called Siya
"Yup say listening", Siya said
"Do you really think that I can achieve a seat where my brother studying now ", anu asked Siya with dull voice..
Sid is doing his BTech in one of the reputed college in city..and everyone dreams to study there
" Why are you asking like that", Siya straight away asked her..
"Because I'm not..
Chotteyyy what are you doing alone here.. sid asked with concern by kissing her forehead.. interrupting between them .
Nothing bhai studying..and talking with friend on phone..
Ok carry on..Sid said and left to washroom..
"Sorry..bhai just came..", anu said to Siya..
Siya lost in her thoughts listening to sid voice trying to recollect where she heard his voice..
Hey it's sir..
Sir.. Siya gasp
"Siya Siya..what happen..are you there ",anu asked
"Ha ha.. listening say", Siya said composing herself from shock with slight blush..
"I'm getting good marks compare to previous results may be..but..this is not the mark.."anu said with dull voice..
"U know what anu..you are right..you have improved but this is not enough..and you are not putting full concentration on it..I will say something will you think about it". Siya said
"Yes.. whatever you say I will", anu said with some confidence
"When people have options they can't concentrate on what they want, because if we lose also there is another option to lead life..
But if you really want to achieve or win something then make yourself optionless.." Siya said to anu
"I hope you got it what I'm saying..make yourself option less..be strong..give yourself a punishment if didn't get want you want even for small things too.. struggle to get it..think..stick to your words and work..you will..when you are in right path only..remember that..I'm here always..
Coming to my life I don't have an option because if I didn't get the rank I need to listen to my parents..I need to do what they say which I don't like it..I dream about my life and I want fulfill my dreams I want to win so that make me a lead in my life from last to first" Siya said with determination.
Dream your life, but struggle hard to achieve it..
Anu started thinking and said okay darling..I will say you tomorrow what I have decided..
"Ok..all the best.. think twice before you decide..bye will catch you later" siya said
"Ok, Bye", anu said and cut the call
Siya went inside where her parents seeing tv..she started studying sitting there itself..but one news in TV making lost in her thoughts remember her dreadful life..
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