BITCH VOTE❗️🙄
Ashanti 🖤
compton, ca
8:14 am
I kneeled down on the toilet, letting the vomit exit my mouth.
I struggled to breathe as I got up, trying to brush my teeth.
"So how many days you been throwing up?" Hennessy asked.
"since like last week..." I replied.
"Didn't you say Roddy fucked you around 3 weeks ago and you let him nut in you again? This was when you went ghost on him right?"
I nodded.
"Im assuming ya'll didn't use protection?"
"we didn't."
"But you were still on the pill when y'all did it?"
I paused.
I shook my head.
Hennessy's jaw dropped to the floor.
"Well are you late on your period?"
I nodded.
"Ashanti... You is definitely pregnant..."
"No I can't be pregnant Hennessy! Im too young. I got shit to do!"
"Well do you wanna abort it?"
Never in my entire life would I abort a baby.
"No I don't but can you buy me pregnancy tests? Roddy's gonna be here in a minute so I can't..."
She nodded.
"I'll be back in 20 minutes."
I sat down in the living room and turned the tv on.
I can't be pregnant. God what was I thinking? Why would I let Roddy nut in me? Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
My momma gonna kill me. Oh my god how am I supposed to tell Roddy? What if he leaves? What if he breaks up with me? What i-"
"wassup cuzz."
I turned to my side.
"Hey daddy" I said nervously.
"daddy?" he asked confused.
"Yeah why?"
"nun. just that you only call me daddy when i tell you to, when we fucking, or when im mad... its just weird how you callin me it when we aint doin those things. but i like it tho" he smiled.
"Well I'm just calling you daddy cause I w-want to." I stuttered, causing him to raise an eyebrow.
"is there somethin i should be mad about ashanti?"
I shook my head quickly.
"No. You don't. Why would you think that?"
"ion know. you just seem nervous."
"Well its my period. Cramps got me stuttering." I laughed nervously, hoping he believes my lies.
"oh ight. come give me a kiss though, yeen give me one yet."
I leaned in to give him a kiss.
He held my face in place, sticking his tongue in my throat.
His hands slid into my shorts, feeling him trying to finger me.
say it.
"IM PREGNANT!" I yelled, instantly covering my mouth.
fuck.fuck.fuck. why would you do that?
He stared at me.
"what?"
"I think I might be pregnant..."
I quickly looked down and started playing with my fingers.
There was silence for a good 30 seconds, as he stared at me while I continued looking down.
"you think?..." he asked quietly.
I nodded.
"Im still not sure. Hennessy went out to buy some pregnancy tests and we can determine then. But I've been getting morning sickness and I missed my period..."
"oh..." he replied, looking back at the TV.
I could tell he wasn't actually watching TV and that there was a million different things going through his mind.
"You can leave me if you want..." I said shyly.
"what? why would i wanna do that?" he asked.
"Because... I know having a baby will interfere with your music... and it was my fault... I should've told you I went off the pill, so if you want you can leav-"
"ashanti. i aint leavin." he said chuckling.
"i just gotta process this."
I nodded.
"I understand. Take as much time as you want to process it. But not 9 months cause the baby would've come out by then." I said, attempting to make a joke but all I got from him was a semi-smile.
Hennessy got back.
"Ashanti I got your preg-"
She stopped seeing Roddy.
"It's fine he knows." I said.
"Oh. Okay well come on, lets test it out."
I hopped off the couch, seeing Roddy's face which was clearly nervous, and went into the bathroom to test it out.
*a few moments later...*
I looked down at 5 different pregnancy tests.
positive.
positive.
positive.
positive.
positive.
I just stood there in the bathroom all alone staring at 5 different pregnancy tests.
"...positive." I whispered to myself.
Thats when the different emotions came.
Tears started streaming down my face as I fell on the floor, trying to suppress my loud cries.
i can't be a mother. no. not yet.
this can't be. roddy's gonna hate you.
he's gonna leave you ashanti. just like everybody else in your life. fuck. this can't be.
"Ashanti? You okay in there?" Hennessy asked.
I didn't answer, as different thoughts went through my head.
I cried and cried, after being just hit with the realization.
Im gonna be a mother.
Roddy 💙
compton, ca
10:13 am
jesus why would you nut in her nigga? im so fucking stupid. what if you actually got her pregnant. nigga you are at the top of your career. this gonna fuck your music up. just leave her.
no dont. you love her. if she is pregnant, you're gonna take care of your child. your not gonna be like you fathe-
"Roddy can you go check on Ashanti?"
I was snapped out of my thoughts, and got up the couch.
"huh?"
"I said can you come check on Ashanti? She's been in here for 10 minutes and she's not answering me." Hennessy said.
"okay..." I replied nervously.
I knocked on the door.
"bae?"
no answer.
"baby? answer me?"
still no answer.
"ight well im breaking down this door."
no answer.
I slammed my body into the door, causing it to bust open on the second try.
I found Ashanti on the floor crying, holding on to her knees.
She pointed at the 5 pregnancy tests on the sink.
positive.
positive.
positive.
positive.
positive.
"oh..."
get a grip of yourself. you're gonna be a father. the love of your life is on the floor crying. go comfort her stoopid nigga.
I sat down next to her on the floor, putting my shoulders around her.
"...so i'm gonna be a dad?"
She looked at me with her bloodshot eyes.
"yeah..." she replied sobbing.
"why you cryin?"
she looked at me as if I was dumb.
"why am I cryin? Roddy I'm gonna be a mother... Im only 20."
I looked at her in understanding and empathy.
I didn't know how to respond, so I just kissed her forehead.
say something to her.
"you gon be a great mother cuzz."
she looked up at me as I continued.
"and im gonna be the best father i could be."
"...You're not leaving me?..."
I shook my head.
"never." I said trying to smile.
After a few seconds and sniffles, she hugged me.
"I'm scared baby..." she said.
same here.
"i know but imma be here wit you the whole time, so yeen gotta worry ight? we gon be good ass parents."
She nodded, as I gave her a kiss.
Hennessy came into the bathroom.
"Roddy, your paying to fix this damn door...
Why y'all cryin?"
I hadn't realized but there were tears rolling down my cheeks too.
"Look at the results..." Ashanti said.
Hennessy looked over at the tests, causing her eyes to widen.
"I'M GONNA BE AN AUNTIE!!!" She yelled jumping around, causing Ashanti to laugh.
"Ashanti I'm planning your baby shower!!" she said leaving the room.
"where that girl going?" I asked.
"Probably going to call the catering company for my baby shower."
"but ain't baby showers suppose to be when your like 8 months pregnant?"
"Yea but let's just let Hennessy do what she wanna do. It's too dangerous to fight it." she said chuckling.
We sat there in silence, as I felt nothing but love and scared.
That's when the realization hit me.
Im gonna be a father.
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