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Ashanti 🖤
compton, ca
7:43 pm
He held the gun up to my face.
"Shoot me Roddy." I said.
"best believe i will if you keep playin with me." he said letting the tip of the gun touch my forehead, as he was holding my neck.
"Yall are crazy." Bird said.
"For real nigga. I accidentally walked into them fucking last night while Roddy was holding a knife to her throat. Shit was disturbing." Wint said.
I looked at Wint.
"What? We wasn't fucking last night."
Me and Roddy haven't done it ever since we got back together. I know he wants to but I don't know if I wanna do it just yet.
"Oh... must've been one of the dreams I have about ya'll fucking that I get every now and then."
Wtf.
"do you wanna get shot too cuzz?" Roddy said looking at Wint before looking back at me.
"So what? you gonna shoot me Roddy?" I said.
"yeah bae." he replied smirking.
Lets make him mad.
"See if I knew you was just gonna kill me, I shouldn't have messed with you. I should've just fucked that cute brownskin nigga that asked for my number at Target last month, right Hennessy?"
Hennessy looked at me as if I was crazy, as Roddy glared at me. I looked in his eyes, and I swear I saw fire.
"fuck you say?" he said.
"You heard me. I said I should've just fucked this cute brownskin nigga from Target that asked for my number last month."
He looked at me for a good second.
"mane fuck you." he said walking away, looking like he about to cry.
"Ha! Your pussy you won't shoot me!" I yelled.
"i aint no pussy ashanti. you just lucky i love you or i would've shot you."
he said going into the bedroom.
I followed, hugging him from behind.
"Im sorry baby boy you know I love you too!"
"watch out bitch." he said pushing me away.
"BITCH??? I DONT KNOW WHO YO- let me just ignore what you just called me. Why you mad daddy?"
He loves it when I call him daddy so whenever he's mad at me, I just call him that so he forgives me.
"ian mad. you just keep playin with me." he said frowning and sitting on the bed.
I chuckled climbing onto his lap.
"Am I making your little 5'7 midget self turn soft?"
He pushed me onto the floor.
"fuck you."
"Didn't you already?"
I said back, mocking what he said to me the other night.
He smiled.
"you tryna be just like me huh?"
I nodded.
"Yep."
"come here"
he said motioning me to sit back on his lap.
He looked me up and down licking his lips before squeezing my ass.
"who's ass is this ashanti?"
I rolled my eyes.
"Mine. Tf." I mumbled.
"huh?"
"I said yours."
"good."
He pressed his lips onto mine.
"you can have my kids fine ass shawty."
"Wanna have it now?" I joked.
He pulled away.
"what?" he said as if he got scared.
"you want kids now?"
"Baby I was kidding." I laughed, caressing his cheek.
"oh." he replied.
"You almost had a heart attack." I said chuckling.
"ptsd."
I pinched his cheeks.
"Aww my baby got PTSD!"
"watch out bae."
he said, slapping the back of my head.
"Bitch!? Who is you hittin!?"
I threw punches in his face, but he grabbed my arms pinning me down on the bed. I felt his dingiling press onto my ass.
whew! im wet.
like pacific ocean wet!
"you fr tryna get killed ashanti."
"Then kill me Roddy like tf?!? You keep telling me you finna kill me but won't do nothin!"
"im tryna kill that pussy dawg." he said.
Ok then do it.
He smirked, pulling my shorts off.
"i will."
My mouth dropped.
"I said that shit out loud?"
He nodded.
He brung his head down, spread my legs open, and started leaving hickeys on my thighs.
"Hey is yall done fighti- ohmygod" Bird said entering the room and immediately leaving once he saw what we were doing.
"go away fatass!"
I pushed Roddy's head, pulling my shorts up.
"Stop being mean Roddy."
"oh sure. he your new boyfriend now?"
I rolled my eyes following Bird.
"My eyes need bleach." Bird said.
"What is it Bird?"
"There's someone on the phone looking for you."
"Who?"
"They ain't say."
I went over to the phone.
"Hello?"
"Hey big sis."
"Kavon?" I asked.
*if yall don't remember Ashanti's siblings, go to chapter 1*
"Yea its me." he responded.
"Why you callin through Bird's house phone and not my cell phone."
"I wasn't sure if you had your phone on you. But listen I need your help."
"with what?"
"Momma's depressed again." he said.
My heart dropped. It's been 2 years since my momma was last depressed, and that was because of Hakeem's death. That time was the worst time of my life. I found her once on the bathroom floor overdosing on pills.
"What? Why?"
"She found a letter in Hakeem's old closet."
"Letter? what did it say?" I asked.
"Hear let me read it to you..."
there was a pause and the sound of paper unfolding before he continued.
"Dear Mama.
If you ever find this letter, it probably means I'm dead. And I probably died due to some street shit. I want to apologize for causing you pain and for dealing drugs. I'm only trying to earn money for the family, especially with Ashanti going to college and all, and the tuition for that. Im so proud of her. I want you to know that I'm not scared of dying. I also want you to know that I love you. Please tell Ashanti, Kavon, and Rozaria that I love them too.
Your one and only, Hakeem."
I felt a couple of tears fall from my face as Kavon read the letter.
"Big sis? You there?"
"Yeah Im still here. Im gonna come in a a couple of hours okay baby? Keep an eye on her and make sure she doesn't try anything okay?"
"Okay."
I hanged up the phone.
"so who is this baby huh? and why you cryin?" Roddy said from behind me.
"Roddy shut up. It was my little brother. and I aint cryin."
"you sure bout that?"
"Yeah. I just have to go over there now."
"aight. well is everything alright? want me to drive you?"
"Is that ok if you could maybe drive me? cause my car's at the dealer." I asked.
"yea let's go."
We hopped in his Bentley, and headed to my mom's and little brother's house.
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ill post the continuation of this tomorrow or tonight if I feel like being kind.
Anyways, let me talk to yall about Roddy.
That nigga is so unbelievably fine bro😍😩
Like I want him to push his kids down my throat😩😩
I want him to make me actually crippled♿️😩
and his eyes!!!!!😍 Imagine if he just looked at you with them fine ass eyes and licked his lips!!! Girl I wouldn't be able to handle it😩!!!
okay im done🙂
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