imma start doing longer chapters.
*im tired so I didn't spell check so please ignore any mistakes."
Roddy 💙
compton, ca
2:43 pm
"Why you look so sad Roddy?"
"i aint sad bird. just leave a nigga alone."
He gave me a mhm and left the room, closing the door.
Mane Ion know why Ashanti's ass just won't forgive me.
I know I messed up.
We all went to her house yesterday, and when I tried talking to her, she ignored me and sprayed roach spray at me before locking herself in her room.
She lucky I got hard because I would've shot her for sprayin me wit that bullshit.
She looked so damn fine when she was yellin at me.
I wanna nut in her again.
She got me ova here in my feelings nigga. That girl got me feelin a typa way.
"Yo Roddy! Come down here!" Bree yelled.
"whatchu want?" I yelled back.
"They here! We ready to go!" she replied.
I sighed puttin on some shoes.
They is referring to Hennessy , Crippy, and Ashanti.
Bird wants to go on a "family dinner", which is basically him taking all of us (Him, Wint, Bree, Donbo, Me, Crippy, Hennessy, and Ashanti) out to eat, only for us to order one thing while he orders half the menu, and he makes us split the bill in the end. Apparently that's "fair". Ion mind tho cause I get to see Ashanti fine ass.
I walked down the stairs.
"Hurry up nigga you takin mad long on em stairs."
"you askin to get shot nigga." I said.
I looked at Ashanti.
"wassup."
Ashanti 🖤
compton, ca
2:53 pm
He looked at me.
"wassup."
Nigga please. Ova here wassup-ing me like we friends.
"wassgood." I said flatly, but not looking up from my phone.
I have officially moved past the depressed stage, and have moved into the angry stage of a break up.
"look at me while I'm speaking to you cuzz." he said, bringing up my chin, causing me to look into his light brown eyes.
look at them eyes. them fine light brown eyes. you know you want him Ashanti. you know you want that good dick he put inside of you. you know you want him to nut in you again. that good warm nut he emptied into your stomach. you know you want him to hold you just like he did that night. just say you want him back. it's not hard. you want him to finger you right here, right now don't you?
god what am I thinking?
you can't forgive him. He cheated on you Ashanti.
I snapped out of my thoughts, slapping his hands away from my face, but he put his hands around my neck backing me up into the wall, which surprised me.
"dont be slappin my hand nigga."
"You don't scare me Roddy."
I lied.
"yeah?"
he tightened his grip on my neck.
"Roddy let go of her!" Hennessy yelled.
"Nigga don't be chokin her." Bird added.
He looked at them, before looking back at me.
"don't think we finished." Roddy whispered into my ear, making sure I feel his every breath. That got me wet.
He eased his grip on me, and walked away.
im horny. i need that dick.
you know you're freaky Ashanti. show
him the real you.
No don't show him. You need to stay strong.
I followed Roddy outside into the car, but it was already full leaving me and him out.
"Wait where are me and Roddy gonna sit?" I asked.
"oop guess yall gotta ride on your own." Wint replied.
I looked over to my side where Roddy was and I peeped him roll his eyes.
"one of yall gotta hop out cuzz. i aint gonna ride with her."
ouch. that hurt low key.
"Bitch aint nobody wanna ride with you either, like the fuck?" I said.
"Well yall have to cause nobody gettin out." Bird said.
"but wa-"
"Bye!" He said, driving off with the rest of em.
I turned around to Roddy. He looked at me for a good second, before he headed over to his car and I followed him. I was about to open the door.
"what are you doing?"
"Opening your car door." I replied.
"you aint ridin with me. go take your own car."
Okay but why is this nigga actin like I'm the one that cheated.
"Bitch I would but I didn't bring it."
"dont call me a bitch ashanti." he said, as we both entered the car.
"I can call you whatever I want."
He pressed my head against the car window.
"watchu say?"
whew! this is gettin me hot.
"Nothin."
He let go of my head and started driving.
The whole ride was silent except for the music playing.
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We pulled up to the restaurant and entered, to find Bird and em already seated.
"Where are our seats?" I asked.
"Oh. See you came here late. Yall can sit over there if you want." Donbo said, pointing at a whole different table, just enough to sit two.
these niggas is doin to much.
they know I dont wanna sit next to Roddy but their forcin it.
"No" I said flatly.
"Ashanti stop being childish and go sit with Roddy over there."
I shook my head, before I felt Roddy grab my arm and lead me to the table.
"Let go of me."
He ignored my sentence and sat down at the table.
I rolled my eyes sitting down, as the server came over.
"Good Evening welcome to Casa Taco! May I take your drinks?"
"umm... Can I ha-"
"imma take a coke."
Roddy said interrupting me.
I chuckled in disbelief.
This nigga.
"whats funny?" he said.
"Nothin. It just that it seems that you seem to be mad at me." I replied.
"thats cause you a bitch cuzz."
"You callin me a bitch? You over here actin as if I was the one that cheated?!"
"I'll just come back." the server said.
"no we ready now." Roddy said back.
"No she's gonna come back." I said to both of them.
The server left.
"this ain't the place Ashanti."
"Then where is the place Roddy? Huh? Your house? Or am I just gonna find another bitch in your bed by accident?"
"i told you I was drunk cuzz."
"Roddy I don't give a shit if you was drunk! I was falling in love with you!"
He seemed to be surprised when I said this. I was surprised myself, cause we wasn't even dating for that long. But I continued.
"and then you just gonna fuck around with another bitch? While I was waiting for you to come to my crib? You lucky I didn't fuckin shoot you! And you over here actin as if I am in the wrong."
"don't be threatening me." he said flatly.
I felt tears stream down my face.
"Fuck You Roddy."
"didn't you already?"
My jaw dropped.
I felt my heart shatter all over again.
"im sorry ma, i didnt mean t-"
Before he could finish, I got up and left, as
I felt the whole restaurant watching me.
As I left, I peeped he was following me.
"wait Ashanti."
I ignored him, as I started trying to walk home.
He somehow caught up to me and grabbed my arms.
I quickly slapped him.
"Don't fucking touch me! I fucking hate you! I hope you fucking die!" I screamed.
"say that to my face. and put it on everything you love." he said.
"What?" I asked confused.
"i said say it to my face and put it on everything you love."
"I hate you and I want you to die."
"now put it on everything."
I couldn't bring myself to say it.
I'm mad at him. But I don't actually want him to die.
I stayed silent.
He approached me, hugging me tightly.
I just froze and let him hug me.
"i'm sorry i cheated ma. i want you and nobody else. i was drunk when it happened and i dont even like that bitch. i love you and just you. can you just forgive me and come back inside the restaurant?"
"You love me?" I said, in between sobs.
"yea. i love you." he said wiping my tears.
"quit crying. yo tears black."
I realized that my mascara wasn't waterproof.
"Shit." I said wiping away my tears.
Roddy put his arms around my shoulders, bringing me back to the table.
"Roddy, I forgive you, but this doesn't mean I'm comfortable with trusting you again." I said.
"i understand ma, and imma regain your trust back again. but..."
"What?"
"do you love me back?" he said.
I thought for a moment before nodding.
"yea. i love you back."
He smiled.
"yo miss! we ready to get drinks now!" he said, as the server came over.
"Good Evening. Welcome to Casa Taco! What would you like for drinks?"
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