Loving a killer isn't bad (reader x Ticci Toby)

Chapter one

Y/N POV:
I can't this anymore, I can't take the pain. I thought as I washed the drawings red ink oozing down my arm off. I put my arm under the water, "CRAP" you yelled instantly covering your mouth, knowing he was coming up stares. " WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?" He hollered as you covered your arm thinking of telling him of the pain and misery he put you through. Instead you just yelled " I can't do this anymore, I can't live like this, I need to escape. " And ran out of the house. As you walked through the woods looking for a spot to sit at, knowing not to stop or he will hunt you down. Next thing you know you tripped over a root and hit a big oak tree with a sign on it saying proxy. "Proxy? What is that supposed to mean?" You whispered to yourself l, as soon as you said that you heard leave cripple, and a mysterious figure saying "let me show you what a proxy is." in a creepily tone.