when the class is over Kaizer said that he will be going to the Student Council office because he has a work to do as a Freshmans representative
i just nod and he left
i also left the classroom and i walked at the back of the Freshmans building because i dont want to see student's faces
they are too easily swayed and they are too wicked
i don't want to face those badmouthed creatures unless necessary
while i was i walking i noticed that i am in the schools garden
it has a big maze
there are also different flowers that makes the whole garden enchanting
there are also many orbs in different colors that is floating in the air
there is also a fountain that makes the garden more elegant and magical
i breathed the fresh air
my silvery hair is flowing from the wind
i smiled
atleast i can breath fresh air here than inside the classroom that are full of toxics
i sighed
i sitted under the shade of the tree
i am holding my book
it is a novel
well i missed reading novels back at Earth
i also missed playing games and being lazy
i am having a peaceful moment when a two faced bitch with her 3 monkey friends appear
"Celestia i want to talk to you"
says Helena
i let down my book and stare at her with my famous poker face
her friends are glaring at me like i am the most hated person in this world
it's like i owe them one million because of their glares
i didn't even know them
i didn't respond to Helena's words
why would I?
it's not my obligation to do so
"How dare you disrespect helena?! "
says the monkey 1 who has a green hair
why? is she a royalty? my elder?
tsk!
"A slut!" says monkey 2 that has a red hair
what's the connection of me being slut in not responding Helena's question?
"You don't deserve to be a Vice President!"
are they out of their mind? if i don't deserve that position then they don't deserve it either!
judging me? they don't even know me!
i masked my own disgust and just wear my poker face
they greeted their teeth because i didn't satisfy their wants
they are expecting my reaction to be ugly
they want me to be mad is it? sorry but i am too muddle headed to act crazy
i am not too immature like them
Helena too is being impatient
her innocent face already have a cracks
bringing her true nature
yeah two faced bitch! talk to me with your true self! i am not fond of plastics
it disgust me!
"You! stay away from Alois! he is mine! do you hear me?!" she says yelling at me while glaring at me like she wants to strangle me to death
i didn't even claimed Alois to be mine
what is her problem?!
i didn't even ruined their relationship!
i am having a peaceful and silent life!
i didn't react and i just stand and patting the invisible dust in my uniform and prepare to leave
when she suddenly grabbed my hair and my scalp hurts!
this bitch!
i pushed her away but it's not too strong because i don't want her to get bruised it's a pain in the ass if Alois sees it
i would be the villain again if that happened
well yeah i nearly forgot that i am the villain
i want to punch her and make her life misserable but i didn't do it
why you ask?
because i don't want to lower my level because of her!
she doesn't deserve it!
"Aahhh!" Helena screamed when her butt hit the ground
"Helena!" all of her monkey friends shout with worry
they helped her to stand when we heared someones voice shouting
"Helena!" oh f*ck! the Prince charming is here gotta go!
but before i can leave suddenly her 3 friends held me and Helena ruined her dress and she slapped her face then she cried
i am astonished
what the f*ck is she doing?! is she crazy?
then Alois is already at our front and he saw Helenas state
oh! this two faced bitch!
"Helena what happened to you?" Alois asked in concerned and he is also angry
he hugged her and coax her
my heart broke
again
Helena cried pitifully
then suddenly Alois glared at me
it's my fault again?
just because i am here?!
how biased! i didn't do anything!
the 3 monkeys left me
they planned all of this
but still i masked my true emotions
i don't want to be weak in their eyes
i composed myself and exude an icy aura
"Your highness! it's Celestias fault! she slapped Helena's face because she wants helena to avoid you!"
says monkey 1
this is ridiculous!
"she threatened her that if Helena won't avoid you she will make her life misserable!"
says monkey 2
shit! i am the one who is misserable!
they framed me!
i didn't even speak
much more threaten someone!
"Why are you doing this? do you hate me that much that you have to hurt the important person in my life?!" he yelled at me angrily
he is seething with rage that i never saw before
my heart shed tears
my ears burned
i felt my body run out of strength
what about me?
am i not important to you?
am i nothing?
does our bond meant nothing?
i want to say all those things but i don't have the courage
because i already know the answers
i am the villain no matter what i said or explain
i am the bad one
so it's better not to be mad and waste my saliva
it's useless
can't he even see that i am only one while 4 girls surrounding me? is he blind?!
yep he is blind!
he is blind for her!
because he loves her
and it breaks my heart
it breaks my heart like a glass shattered in the ground
i was about to leave because i can't take it anymore
when he chants a fire spell
i suddenly smell a burnt hair
its mine....
i didn't expect it...
i saw my hair burning
my dress is also burning
my heart shook
my heart breaks in a million pieces
it's like many ants bitting my heart that it's too painful
he hurt me!
he already hurt me by words...
why do he have to hurt me physically?!
i didn't do anything wrong!
why?
why?!
despite my face my poker face
my eyes is is starting to cloud
my eyes stings
but i held it back
then many students appeared out of nowhere
mocking me
saying that i deserve it for making Helena cry
even though they didn't know the whole story
eventhough they didn't witness my bad situation
they are all blind!
they only believe what they see...
its because i am strong by the outside
because of my serious and cold face and aura they thought i am the bad one
and it truly hurts!
it's like i felt my body being swallowed by a beast
devouring my will
i ran
then i felt a cold water pours in my whole body
my clothes underneath can be seen because of my wet clothes
i stoped running
i faced Alois who is still embracing Helena
he is the one who also chant a water spell
he smirked
i saw his eyes saying it serves me right
the fire might be gone
but my body felt cold
i shivered from the cold wind
i felt alone...
i am alone again...
i am innocent
yet i experience this kind of treatment...
my heart felt cold
like i lost my soul
the sparks in my eyes are gone
he nearly killed me
and i felt indignant
many saw my clothes underneath
i felt my dignity crashed
i ran again
i ran and ran i don't care where i went
i just want to run from this situation
i don't want to be here anymore
just kill me please!
until someone hugged me from behind
Kaizer...
"just cry, dont let it torment you, let it go..." he whispered in my ears in a mature way
like he isnt my cute Kaizer anymore
but i felt secured in his hug
he smells very relaxing
i didn't held myself back
my tears all fell
all of my accumulated emotions started to burst
he hugged me tightly
i cried bitterly
my palms in my face
then Kaizer turned me around and hugged me agian
he kissed me in my hair and i felt my heart warm
i remove my palm in my face and i hugged him tightly
my head on his shoulders
he brushed my hair and coax me
not minding me wetting his uniform
"It's going to be okay....i am here..."
i cried more
why do i have to experience this kind of situation?!
i didn't even do wrong!
why?!
why do i have to suffer!
in this life..
why do i have to love you?
why i am hurting again because of you?
why do i still love you when you are already treating me like a criminal?
why? why?
i just wished i never met you!
i wish i didn't love you
so that i won't be hurt anymore
i even avoided you and helena
but still why?
you two are still tormenting me?!
is it because i am the Villain?
i didn't even do wrong!
i didn't even speak
what's more hurting someone!
i felt my body loose energy
i felt my body loose its strength
my body falls
i cant take it anymore...
all i hear is Kaizer screaming my name
then all went black