after that incident
everything is a disaster
i became the Villain of Helena and Alois love story
i may be cold and serious but still i am a human
i have a brain to know what is right and wrong
i have a heart to feel emotions
after i cried in Eclair's embrace Kaizer saw me crying
he was about to find me because the class is about to start
when he saw me crying he is furious
and he is also concerned about what happened
he knows me
he knows that i am not a crybaby
unless it is about Alois or my family
then it suddenly dawned on him
he heard about the rumors
he was about to shout at them and clear my name but i stopped him
it's useless
they won't beleive it so just let it be
the more that i cleared my name and deny that i didn't harm Helena the more they will think that i am guilty
it doesn't matter though
i don't care about them
i don't care about what they would think about me
i will decide my life not them
they would protect the soft one than the hard one
they would pitty the white lotus than the ice block
Kaizer calmed himself but still furious
he is struggling in calming his emotions
i smiled and pat his head
my heart warmed because he tried to defend me and clear my name
he is a true friend
and i am happy because he is my friend
but this is my problem
not them
i don't want them to be involve
Eclair was still silent because he is the silent type
his eyes might be cold but it held warmth when he is looking at me
i am not alone
i am thankful for it
but i don't know if this friendship would last long
we are eating at the Food court where we take our snacks
every Students dorm buidings or mini castle has their own dining room to eat breakfast, lunch and dinner so the Food court is the only place with wide space that can accumulate all students, in here all students can eat together in one place
me, Kaizer and Eclair are sitting at the corner of the Food court
as usual Eclair is reading his papers while eating
Kaizer and I are the ones who are talking
sometimes Eclair would comment briefly
i smiled
atleast he isn't the cold person that they think of
many students are looking at our way while whisperimg about me being a bully, a villain and a bad person
no one talked to me aside from the two
because of my bad reputation that they created
and they also said that i am a bad model and i don't deserve to be the Vice President
i am glad that eventhough i had a bad reputation that the student created, Kaizer and Eclair is still with me
they never believe the rumours about me instead they comforted me
and i am glad about it
many student's may still not know that i am the Great Mage disciple
if they know who i am
they will regret messing with me
i didn't respond about their bad comments about me
it's their mouth
and i don't have time to spare with them
they are not worth my time
Kaizer also heared them badmouthing me and his fist is struggling not to punch someone
"Its their luck that Tia is kind or else I'll cut their head off!"
Kaizer says while clenching his jaws
he is cute when he is angry
i want to pet his fluffy hair but i controled myself
we are in public
i warned him to control his self and don't involve in my business that's why he is calming himself
the other student council officers are not here because they had a mission to take
they are already in their 3rd year
Eclair is 3rd year student also
they are already having their missions for them to prepare for the true adventure, their on job training that will occur in their fourth year
if they are here
disaster will occur
they are troublesome people actually
they have big pride and will do anything to help their comrades
and i don't want to start chaos because of me
Claire senpai our secretary might be an angel an idol and elegant outside but inside
she is a psychopath
she loves blood
Cath senpai our auditor is a sadist although she has a cute fluffy appearance she is also a princess in their tribe
he always punch or kick people that she didn't like
it's a relief that she liked me
and i like her also because she is fluffy and i always frolicking with her and it's amazing
Ronald senpai our treasurer might be a model person, he is also a prince of the Frare Empire one of the Empires of the Harland Continent but he is actually a cunning man
he also love money
he will extort money from you without you realizing it until you are penniless
he will control you in his fingertips
he is like a terrifying CEO in earth
the only normal is the Peace officer which is Roger senpai
he is also a human and a son of a duke also he is in Frare Empire a childhood friend of Prince Ronald
when he saw some injustice he would do anything to bring justice he won't stop until everything settles
in short
they are all a pain in the butt
Eclair might be silent but his eyes held sharpness and the usual coldness got more colder
i somehow felt chill because of his icy stares
but i know although he didn't talk or defend me
he cares about me
and that's what matter to me
i am having a good mood because of the two when
"I didn't know that the rumor of Celestia being a slut is true"
and their he is standing in front of our table
Alois...
mocking me
his eyes held disgust
my heart hurt
i felt my my breathings are not stable
but i calmed myself
this is nothing compared when he killed me in the novel
i am fine
i am going to be fine
i didn't spoke to him like he is nothing
i don't have time to argue
i don't have time to hurt my heart more
i continued eating
it's better to avoid him
my heart needs rest
i siped my orange juice elegantly and didn't bother to talk to him
"is this how you treat your childhood friend Celestia? when we are still a child i did everything to make you smile and appease you, but you are still cold to me, and now i have someone i like you are bullying her! tell me! what did i do wrong? is it my many years of pleasing you and my attention not enough? "
i still didn't talked
and just kept my silence
Kaizer is also chewing his sandwich but the sandwich is like being murdered by his touch
i didn't do wrong
and i never said that you have to keep trailing me or become your friend
i didn't ask you to appease me!
and now it's my fault?!
i didn't even touch your important person!
that two faced bitch is not worth of my attention!
i even distanced myself to you and her!
i am already moving on!
Helena is the one who misaligned me!
she is the one who make me feel like i am the bad person and Villainess of your love story even though i didn't do something wrong!
i am having peaceful life yet here she comes destryong it!
even though you left me without goodbye because of her i didn't get mad at you
i understand that you have someone you like that you even forgotten me!
you forgot my existence!
i didn't do anything wrong to her!
now tell me!
am i the one who is in the wrong?
do i deserve this kind of situation?!
do i deserve their ire?
do i deserve their bad attitude towards me?
i didn't even know the people who are badmouthing me! yet they speak like they know me better than my mom!
you know me better than everyone else yet you are blinded by a single girl
you didn't believe me
you didn't even blink while saying i am a slut!
a slut is it?
well then sorry!
i only have them right now!
atleast they never accused me instead they comforted me, believed me and defend me!
not like you who is my first friend but you leave me hang in the air
why?
do i not meant anything to you?
does our bond just a writing in the wind?
a joke?
i want to say those things
but i just remained silent and masked my true despair
i act like i am strong
but only close to me knows that i am more fragile without my facade
"Mind your words Prince Alois, but this is not your castle and condemn someone and accused the innocent, you are not a judge to judge people, get out of my sight before i punished you for destroying a student's reputation without a concrete evidence!"
Eclair coldly says
i was shocked
i thought he would never talked or defend me but he did
my heart felt sudden warmth
"But still she hurt Helena!"
Alois yelled but Eclair face didn't change
"Give me the evidence first"
Eclair said while he is staring coldly at Alois
"I- i don't h-have it! but still-"
"Shut up!"
Eclair said coldly stopping him from speaking
"Get out of here or else I'll punish you for ruining someones reputation!"
Alois is gritting his teeth and want to say more but he clenches his fist and walked out
but before he disappears of our sight suddenly Eclair said something to Alois that made him stop
"And from now on don't bother our Precious Vice President and respect her"
Alois suddenly stopped walking
he heard his words but then seconds later he walked away
he walked away breaking my heart
again....