i woke up in my bedroom
maybe Suki saw me lying in the grass passed out
Suki is my personal maid
she is 16 years old
she become my maid when i was born
she is adorable
she is 5 flat with curly brown hair that reached her shoulders
and an adorable blue eyes
she also become my friend like Alois
"Miss we saw you at the garden what happened to you? it's a relief that someone is beside you that time!madame and master are worried about you!"
suki nags at me and i endured it
yeah i know this is the first time that i made them worried
my eardrums felt sore
i hate being scolded
and it hapens when i woke up it ruins my mood
"sorry suki i wont ever do that again" i apologized with sincerity
she sighed
i knew she can't bear to see me sad so she forgave me and i hugged her
the door opened then their i saw my little brother Caleb
"sis!" he said he hugged me while crying
i smiled
"are you okay sis?" he asked while his cheeks is flushed and his adorable green eyes are watery
he is soooo cute!
i kissed him and hugged him tight
"Baby sis is alright don't need to worry"
i said
while we are hugging the door opened again and there i saw my teary eyed mom and my father face full of concern
i smiled
this is my family
they love me
they care for me
and i love them
i will protect them at all cost
mom and dad hugged me and Caleb
"don't ever leave by our side okay?"
my mom says while we are hugging
"you scared us to death princess, we thought we lost you!" father says
i smiled widely
"mom dad i am sorry i won't ever do that again!" i said to them
after the ball
Alois never visited the estate
but the estate is still lively because of me and my little Caleb
i also have more time with my family
we drank tea together only if my father is not busy
we also travel and having picnics with my family
it's fun
so much fun that i forgot i am sad
Alois didn't attend our training with our teacher
i know this will happen
i know he will avoid me from now on
i know he is already visiting Helena at their estate instead of me
my heart shook
my eyes stings but i didn't let myself cry
i am fed up with it
it's too painful
to know that he is already with someone else
in just one night with other girl he forgotten about me
like i never existed
like we never met each other
like he isn't my friend
i missed him destroying my peaceful time when i am reading books
he always try to get my attention
and when he always play with me
he always initiate a talk
he always smiled at me warmly
he is always their eventhough i will not call him
he is always by my side from the moment we met
i distracted myself by studying hard
and spending more time with my family
i spend my time perfecting my swordmanship and there are times that my teacher Carlos praises me from my talent in swordmanship
he also taught me other self defences and different martial arts
i build walls for my heart
so that when we meet again
i wont have to be hurt again
i wont cry again
i wont ran again
i will face all of the obstacles ahead
i won't try to get his attention
i will not create troubles for Helena
i will lead a peaceful life
but i know creating a wall on my heart is still being a coward
but i cant help myself to protect my heart
because i know the feeling of being hurt
i know it very well
i spend time reading many magic books because my debu is near
my 7th birthday is near
and after my birthday
at the capital city the Phoenix City
at the city hall located at the center of the city they will test all of the kids magic that turned 7 this year so that the children can prepare for their future jobs like being swordsman, alchemist, mage, adventurer, enter a sect and so on
and they can also know their attributes and their mana level
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it is now my birthday
the celebration starts at 7pm
i wore a white lolita dress with cyan ribbons that matched my eyes
i looked cute, simple but elegant and i liked it
"Milady the party will start"
Suki says
i nod at her and she guided me to the reception in the mansion
i walked in the stairs and every eye is unto mine
i walked slowly
my curly silvery hair is swaying while walking down the stairs
i exude an aura of elegance
pride
graceful
confident lady
and i saw him staring at me
my heart throb
i was glad he came at my birthday
just i was about to smile when i saw who is beside him
it's Helena
my heart shattered
all my assumptions are not wrong
but i masked my true feelings with an elegant image like a pro
i avoided my gaze to them and just resumed my graceful walk
this is my day
and i won't let them ruin it
i smiled at my parents and my adorable brother
after my entrance i hugged my parents and my cute little brother
"Thank you guest for attending my daughter's coming of age, without further ado! lets start the celebration! cheers!"
my father speak at the stage and people began to toast and drink there wines in there goblets
the people are enjoying the celebration while i am recieving their gifts
i didn't even think about Alois and Helena
my mood will turn sour if i will think about them
and then suddenly purple lightning strikes beside me
i froze
the room suddenly became quiet
and fog is starting to form at the hall
my legs is shaking
i thought i am gonna die!
when the fog slowly disappears
their i saw a man 6 foot tall
with a gorgeous face and a gorgeous body
he has a deep amethyst phoenix eyes
sharp and strong jaws
pointed nose
thin red lips
and a silvery hair like mine
his hair is flowing like a soft silk
he has a beauty mole under his right eye
his thick and long silvery eyelashes are quivering
makes his eyes become more enchanting
it is a sight to behold!
but his eyes is so deep
so cold
my heart freeze
he is scary
his aura says that he is dangerous
he is powerful
he has an aura of a Leader
his elegance is pure
his pride is high because of his thousand years of experience and knowledge
its like with one flick of his finger my life will be over
but he is also charmingly mysterious
his eyes locked on mine
i gulped
he kneeled before me to meet my eyes and takes one of my hand
my heart starts to pump faster
my face flushed
"I am Silver, when you will turn to 16 i will come and get you and be my disciple"
he said those words like it is not a big deal and he is still cold
he is dominant
and you can't help yourself but to obey his words
he is like a CEO in companies back in Earth!
when i heard his name Silver i gasped
many also is in shock
even my parents
but i saw their happiness
Silver
these happenings didn't occur in my past life
but now i saw the light
the hope
that my life will start a new if i become his disciple