S O M E T I M E S
sometimes i dont think i realize how much i miss you.
i think ive drowned that feeling out with everything else thats taken a place in my mind.
i feel the emptiness physically,
ive never longed for a comforting hug as much as i do with you.
mentally, the feeling of missing you is always there.
it comes in waves.
some days i can manage, i try to not think about how much i miss you and the safety that surrounds you.
other days im a complete disaster, i cant get you off my mind, and i cant fall asleep.
thats what tonight seems to be.