random nothings

crazy

I'm not crazy.
Really.
I know people always say that they're not crazy even when they are but I'm not crazy.
They claim I'm talking to air but I'm taking to you right.
You exist right?
Tell me I'm not crazy
I'm not.
I'm really not.
You're real and they just can't see you right?
You're real and not imaginary like they said.
Therefore I'm not crazy.
But they all say that I am.
They want to lock me up.
I'm perfectly fine.
You have to help me.
I'm not crazy.
I'm really not.
I'm not talking to air.
No no it's you.
But the things you've been telling me to do are really weird.
I mean I really don't like red paint on my hands.
I don't like holding that sharp metallic thing in my hands.
But you're my only friend so I'll listen to you.
I love you really.
You're the only one who listens to me.
The only one who believe I'm not crazy.
I don't want to be put to sleep either.
They tell me it's really nice.
But I don't want it.
I really am not crazy.
I want to laugh with all those people outside, would you let me?
No?
Oh.
Ok I'll listen to you then.
I really love you.
Hehe would you be with me forever?
Yes?
Aw I don't look that pretty.
I'm really not crazy.
You believe me right?
I'm sure you do.
But I really don't like it when you tell me to....
What's that?
DON'T LEAVE ME.
Ok I'll stop saying what I don't like.
Don't leave me ever?
Promise?
Tell me that I'm not crazy.
What do you mean when you say you can't lie?
That means you believe me right?
You do.
You do.
You're the only one who thinks that way, everyone else thinks I'm talking to air.
It's not just air.
You're there.
You are right?
They just can't see you?
You'll stay with me right?
I'm not crazy.
I'm really not crazy.
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"I'm really sorry Mr. and Mrs. Feng, there's no help available for your child. Spending more than an hour talking to the wall saying she's not crazy? There's no help for her. We'll tell the courts to charge her with just insanity and not murder. Perhaps just one more moment and she'll be fine but until then she'll be kept here for her own good. I'm really sorry for your loss."