I lay here in the dark
Wondering if what I've done in life was worth it
As I'm wondering this I hear a knocking on the door
Tiss death
I knew he was comeing
I knew it was my time to go
But as I look back on my life I relize I hadent done anything that made me proud
I played the devils game and got in way over my head
It felt like I was drowning in quick sand
But after a couple of months I found something new
It sparked a light in me
And now as I sit on this bed preparing for death
I regret not sezing the moment while I had the chance
So here's one last thing before I go
"Carpie deim it means seze the day
Live every moment like its your last
Because you never know when you will take your last breath”
My old sub told me this so that's why their are quotes around the part about the capie deim