My poems of Dark, Depression, and Anorexia

My Sweet Scars

I'll always laugh,

Joke,

And smile

But all I'm living is a lie

You'll never understand why I'm always breaking down and crying

I'm hiding a secret no one knows

All I'm living is a lie

I try not to cry when you said goodbye

And left me forever

These sweet scars are all I have left now

I'm hurting inside and you never noticed

All the pain and guilt I felt

All I'm living is a lie

Then you see me

You break down and cry

Seeing all the scars and bruises on me

I no longer could hide them

I can no longer keep living this lie

You ask "who did this"

And I just look at you,

Sad and ashamed

Then I say

It doesn't matter anymore who did this or not"

It no longer matters

Now that inside I have died

And I no longer need to live this lie

Yukki666