( this is gonna be a short chapter . I'm sick :(
Clarke :
My feelings were everywhere at the moment .
My feelings for finn.
My new feelings for bellamy .
Finn walks closer to me but I back away.
he makes a confused face .
" Clarke. We don't have to do this here. Let's go back to camp " bellamy says from behind me
I nodd .
" Let's go " I say turn and look at him for a slip second before taking the lead .
Everyone's silent the whole walk back.
" Hey Clarke -" Finn starts at me .
" She doesn't want to talk to you " bellamys deep voice says
Finn kinda backs off as we reach the camp .
My mom comes racing out .
"Where the hell have you been ?"
"Where I told you I was going " I merely said and walked to the food area .
After being alone for a little while , Bellamy joins me .
" You look like you could use a drink princess " He says sitting down .
I slightly smile remembering unity day , he said the same thing. But then the faces of people we lost came up and I shut the memory out .
" I could use a whole bottle " I say and he laughs for a moment.
" Your mom has her people watching us like a hawk . and I swear If no one volunteers to go mount weather I'll go alone . "
"You won't be alone ." I say as Murphy walks over and Bellamy leaves . But he nodded at me telling me he was.
" So what are we gonna do about Finn ? "
" Just because they pardoned you doesn't mean I do " I say but instantly feel bad for it . he saved bellamys life . but he also try'ed to kill him. And me .
I had mixed feelings about this boy to .
But before I could apologize Ravin tells him to leave . " Finns coming " says quietly .
I rise from my seat and look at him for a moment before walking away .
I find my mom who was talking to a couple of guards.
" Were going back out there "
" No your not . your a kid. Stop acting like an adult " she argues
" Don't you dare tell me how to act . you left me here to die and we survived because of what me and Bellamy said . those are our people " I say keeping my ground .
" Fine . then I'll go with you."